I think i’m done.
In my last session I got up and started cleaning the condo and I just leave her to do the session by herself. I had a moment in my brain when my brain said “i cannot do this anymore”.
This life is 100% in. Or 100% out.
You see the photo? That is me innocent 10 years ago. 100% Jaa who I am. Who I was.
I think each time I change between Jaa and Mistress Jaa i lose a little bit of Jaa.
The more I am Jaa and have to come back to be Mistress Jaa … the more % i lose. Understand?
Drama?
No it is a real feel.
I have a new chapter in my life coming. But no idea it is what yet.
Can I write for my blog? Yes. About what? Again no idea.
That is fair for my friend ? No idea. She can be the new Jaa , i think I am done.
I don’t know if she have to have her own website. Or if she should use mine. I don’t know.
She does 90% of the sessions now.
I only saw who I liked to see since last year.
And who I like to see is less and less.
Until only 1.
So now Jaa 0% and her 100%. So ya I want to make her the new Jaa and I will retire.
Ya 0% but i get to keep my soul.
I am a good person.
Mistress Jaa Samui