Month: May 2024

  • Mistress Lucy | The Good, The Bad, The Ugly

    Mistress Lucy | The Good, The Bad, The Ugly

    Mistress Lucy does her first session with me on the 27th – just 7 days from the moment I’m writing this and as I sit down to introduce her to you … in what is my first story after Mistress Jaa retired … I think my thoughts about her are like the title of that movie The Good, The Bad and The Ugly.

    Certainly, there’s a lot more “good” than “bad & ugly” combined – but I do have to address my thoughts on the latter two because it’s my business and your time commitment that’s on the table.  So let’s get started with …

     

    Mistress Lucy – The Good

    She’s hot.  Which would – assuming she does end up being the next “Mistress Jaa” – keep the streak going of having the person acting as Head Mistress Jaa be stunningly gorgeous.  I, Mistress Wael readily admit that I don’t qualify as having the super hot looks of any of my predecessors – I’m simply the Head Mistress by default right now which is what happens when every employee except for myself retires.

     

    I’m more like the head administrator – someone who’s been looking for a replacement to take over the Bangkok sessions that Mistress Jaa and myself – and I guess even the original Mistress Jaa did for over 12 years now.  A spot that’s been vacant since the latest Mistress Jaa put herself on indefinite hiatus back in December.

    The more I talked with Mistress Lucy at the onset the more I felt like I had hit the jackpot – the mother of all replacements … someone who conceivably, with the proper training and guidance, could be even more successful than both Jaa’s and I could have ever been combined together as one.

    That’s because Mistress Lucy has been teasing guys for as long as this website has existed – 12 years.  In fact, I can tell you for certain that no Mistress working at jaa4u.com has ever done a naked soapy body-to-body edging slide as a form of our domination – but she has. Super Sexy Soapy Body to Body Tease & Denial is her current specialty in Pattaya and it’s how she gets by financially, on that niche itself.  I’ll be filming such a session on the 30th of May to show you just how hot such an experience with her is.

    I’ll even go as far as to say that of all the girls I’ve ever met in the business, all of whom ply their trade as a Mistress, not one has presented her Mistress-side personality as elegantly and fluidly as Mistress Lucy does naturally …. and the girl hasn’t even done one session with me yet!  Mistress Lucy’s arrival kind of reminds of this Emminem song, with me adjusting the lyrics just a bit to give you a hint of what I think of her:

    “I created a monster ‘cuz nobody wants to see Jaa
    No more they want Lucy, I’m chopped liver
    Well, if you want Lucy, then this is what she’ll give ya
    A little bit of me, mixed with some sexy figure
    Some handjob that will jumpstart your cock quicker

    Then a shock when you get shocked at the hospital
    and Lucy’s your doctor so you can’t stop ejaculating
    When you’re rocking the table while her hand’s masturbating, hey
    You waited this long to stop debating
    ‘Cuz we’re back in Bangkok and operating

    So come on and dip, bum on your lips
    Jump back, jiggle a hip and wiggle a bit
    And get ready ‘cuz this shit’s about to get heavy
    I just built my house too so fuck you, R___y”

     

    So basically, ya, Mistress Lucy has all the pre-installed tools to handle the job.  Seeing dick isn’t going to phase her, she welcomes it.  She’s dominant, she’s toyed with men since she was 20, she’s hot, she’s got attitude and in her words to me “I’ve seen it all, nothing bothers me.”

    All she needs it seems is for me to plug her into the Matrix like Morpheus did to Neo when uploading the Kung Fu program.  Every night for the past 2 weeks I’ve had a 1 hour phone call with Mistress Lucy where I’ve been uploading my whole philosophy of Female Domination and teaching her what has made this website so incredibly popular – that fucking with a submissive man’s mind by melting his heart, his soul and by extension his willpower to resist is a far more powerful tool than any whip, flogger or dungeon cell.

    But I can’t help but feel, lately, that the more I upload, the more I’m creating some sort of Singularity – a Mistress unlike any that’s worked at this website.  I equate it to this scene in Jaws where the two fishermen, seeking a paltry $3,000 dollar reward skewer a bloody mass of meat onto a sickle sized hook and toss it into the ocean looking to catch a “fish” … and got a lot more fish than they bargained for.  Which brings me to “The Bad” :

     

    Mistress Lucy | The Bad

    Mistress Lucy Goddess Lucy bdsm femdom bangkokThis girl knows ‘The Game.’  If you don’t know what I mean when I say ‘the game’ – like if you’re just off the plane carrying your half-body sized backpack, your shin high white socks, your pale white skin, and your chin on a swivel constantly looking left and right in bewilderment … you have no chance, you’re shark food to her.

    Mistress Lucy is going to eat you up, spit you out and pick her teeth clean with your bones.  But what scares me is that she could do the same thing to me – even though I’m the boss.

    That’s because the more I talk to her, the more I realize how wrong I was to think this Mistress world could be a lifeline to pull her out of the life she’s mired in.

    It’s quite the opposite in fact.  She needs this job like a lion needs a lamb.

    I’m quickly back in the problem I had before when trying to arrange the fantastical femdom sessions of the past like The Ladyboy Gauntlet or the more recent Human Toilet Training Girl Party with Slave Feeding – that girls who you have to bar-fine to meet don’t see the value in having to do two hours of femdom with me for 4k baht (her part of the session fee split) when she can fuck a guy, make him cum, and be back down in the bar in under 20 minutes flat for the same money.

    “But you don’t have to have sex” I tell them, “you just use your brain, your imagination and exert your dominance” to which they say “fuck that, I don’t want to think, I just want to fuck, get it over with, and put the money in my pocket.” (cue the needle scratching a record sound effect!)

    Mistress Jaa and I wrote often about the “fuck & go” syndrome that’s pervasive and has taken over from the “long time, girlfriend experience” which was what ‘Bangkok of old’ was born from.

    “Mistress Lucy wasn’t just a go-go dancer; she was working the VIP room at one of the most lucrative and exclusive go-go bars in Bangkok back in the day.”

    Not only does she know that world better than I ever will, but she ruled it, with more men wrapped around her finger and going ga-ga over her than I’ve ever had.

    And now that I’ve introduced her to this new world, where she can wrap men around her finger even tighter using the skills I’ve taught her, she’s really started to put one and one together. I could sense it in our last two or three phone calls.

    Lucy-Slider-hold-shirtSo instead of it being a one way conversation with me saying “well we can do this’ and ‘this’ to the guy to make him submit mentally more than physically” she’s n0w coming back with “wait a minute, what if I did “THIS” and “THIS” to him to REALLY fuck with his mind, and then just shrug my shoulders and finish him off by doing THIS as well, I’d totally destroy him wouldn’t I?”

    And I’m nodding on this side of the phone saying “ya, ya you would” and then taking the phone away from my ear and mouth the word “w…o….w” to nobody in particular.

    That’s why that Eminem lyric “I created a monster” popped into my head earlier.  Like, what the fuck – have I created.  I suppose one day not long from now Sam Altman will mouth those same words – also to no one in particular as we enter the Terminator era he’s bringing us to.

    And look, I’m just telling you this so that you can make your own conscious decision of whether you want to fuck with this new singularity I seem to have created – my job is to come clean with you about the clear and present danger of choosing to submit to this girl.

    That’s if I can even get her to Bangkok in the first place – which brings up the last point of this blog – The Ugly.

     

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    Mistress Lucy – The Ugly

    As I write this at 3:10 PM on Monday, May 20th, there are 17 session requests sitting in my inbox. By the time I finish replying to these emails and their follow-ups later this evening, I’ll be adding another 8-12 sessions to June’s calendar—Mistress Lucy’s inaugural month.

    A month that has seven sessions on her calendar already, not counting the three she has from May 28th to May 30th.

    Mistress Lucy Tease & DenialWhat terrifies me is that I’m committing 15 sessions to a girl who isn’t just living in Pattaya but is rooted there because she dearly cares for her 7 cats and 4 birds. As I mentioned on Mistress Lucy’s ‘About’ page, her parents died long ago, and her brother passed away just after the turn of the new year. She’s alone in this world, except for her pets, which I believe serve as her family, giving her a reason to live and push through despite her solitude.

    Uh, once my time training her comes to an end around June 10th or thereabouts, a time period where we’ll be living together around the Nana area in Bangkok, she intends to travel to and from Pattaya to do all future solo sessions!!

    There’s a trust thing happening here.

    See, Mistress Lucy has her own life and her own way of making money in Pattaya, just like each and every one of us has made a way to survive in the world, making enough money to make ends meet.

    Here I am, offering her the golden goose—a future where she can earn 400,000 baht per month. And I’m doing this in a country where you rarely take things at face value; in fact, it’s often quite the opposite.

    But what I’m offering is indeed the truth of the matter, I’ve even sent her screenshots of my earnings to validate that 400k number, it’s not like I’m pulling it out of my ass and waving it in the air while ranting wildly.

    I need her to jump in with both feet and move to Bangkok, assuring her not to worry about condo rental expenses because I’m excellent at what I do—no one does it better. Moreover, the history of jaa4u.com speaks for itself: every single Mistress who has worked for this website now owns a home outright, and two of us have amassed one million dollars in USD, all earned through sessions and our philosophy of dominating men.

    She’s thinking I’m talking out of my ass and that there might be at most – only a single femdom session for her to commute in and do every 3rd or 4th day.

    No.  Wrong!

    Mistress Wael Bangkok Thailand bdsm femdom goddessIf she wants them, there will be 2-4 sessions every single day – even through the summer months which is our low season.  The thing that drove Mistress Jaa to go on hiatus for a while was her determination to become a millionaire by saying yes to every single session post covid 2021.  Just like such volume of work did to the original Mistress Jaa who also hit millionaire status, it broke them both mentally.

    But I’m not here writing about the theories of session volume as it applies to a Mistress’s sanity.

    I’m talking about what it is going to take to get Mistress Lucy to trust me and my proficiency at operating jaa4u.com.  Hopefully I’ll generate enough belief in me for her to move to Bangkok instead of planning to make the 4 hour commute back and forth every single day going forward.  It’s just not feasible, even I wouldn’t be able to do it and I’m used to a hard life with long hours.

    (re-written with Gemini: “Alright, so here’s the thing. This daily commute between Bangkok and Pattaya for Lucy with jaa4u.com? No way. Four hours a day? Forget it! Even I can’t swing that, and you know I grind hard. The real issue is trust. How can I convince Lucy to move to Bangkok so she can manage sessions without this crazy commute killing us both? We gotta figure out a way for her to be here full-time.”))

    ((see the difference in the way Gemini spits it out compared to my chatGPTo?  That’s because Gemini isn’t trained on 1000 stories written by Mistress Jaa over the years like my personal chatgpt has been trained.)

    So this is what you need to know.  That I’m booking her sessions with a giant leap of faith that this is going to somehow work itself out over time.  That you’re not going to be waiting for her to show up for a 7pm session while she’s texting me that she missed the bus from Pattaya and is going to be an hour late, or even worse, can’t make the trip at all due to the weather or whatever.   That’s Mistress Lucy: The Bad in a nutshell.

     

    So How Might This Work Itself Out?

    Well I see three ways this could resolve itself.

    First, it plays out like a dream scenario where Mistress Lucy sees the business opportunity in front of her, that there’s easily 400,000 to a half million baht to be made every month in Bangkok if she plays her cards right.  She moves to Bangkok, gets a condo and I send her all the bdsm toys and machines we have and she takes over Bangkok operations doing either in calls or out calls for bdsm / femdom sessions!

    Or, she decides that her ties to her pets is too strong and that it’s not possible to commit to daily Bangkok-Pattaya commutes and just does sessions out of Pattaya.

    In which case I will then have to search yet again for another girl who wants to make 1/2 million baht per month.  You’d think that would be easy, right?  Pfft, hardly.  Nobody in Bangkok trusts anybody else in Bangkok, it’s just the nature of the beast.  That, combined with the “fuck & go” mentality where girls are happy making their 50-100k riding and sucking cock all day and night and ya, it could be that I have Winterfell locked up as the queen of the north, and Mistress Lucy has Dorn all to her own as the Mistress of Pattaya, with King’s Landing (aka: Bangkok) remaining vacant for the time being.

    The third way is that I gather a handful of sessions that are all back-to-back and fly down twice a month to do them and maintain some sort of a presence in Bangkok.

    Not ideal given that I’m wildly popular as the world’s most in-demand Extreme Human Toilet Training Mistress and that my 30 Day Human Toilet Training experiences are pre-booked from here to Kingdom Come.

    As well, if you’ve been following along on my Scatbook HTT blog, you know that I’ve begun the 2 year process of buying all the remaining property and land on my canopied lane and have started the process of turning this area into a very private and secretive FemDom & Human Toilet Training resort.  A project that along with the monthly sessions demands most of my time.

    So I don’t know how all this is going to play out, I really don’t.

    I just know that from May 27th until somewhere around June 10th sessions booked are guaranteed because I will be in Bangkok to train Mistress Lucy.

    Which means, let’s say the worst case scenario happens and she doesn’t want to be follow through on the sessions – well in that case I’d be doing all the sessions I’ve booked for June.

    I doubt that’s what would happen, but at least you know that I’ve got you covered if it does.

    After that though, your guess is as good as mine.

    Fingers crossed that Mistress Lucy becomes the 3rd installment of Mistress Jaa and is indeed the next Dread Pirate Roberts!!!

     

    Mistress Wael

     

     

     

     

  • Videodrome : The Human Toilet Sequel

    Videodrome : The Human Toilet Sequel

    Videodrome : The Human Toilet Sequel , by me – Mistress Wael – is not just my vision of what Videodrome 2 should look like, but instead it is what I want for one or more of my human toilet slaves … a chance at a total transformation from a human being with wants, needs and fears to being just an object, my toilet.

    After all, that is what the majority of Toilet Slaves want out of their long held fantasy – to serve as a toilet with no thoughts of money, finance, family, material wants, and especially no thoughts of a job.  Being my toilet is not a job but rather a function of your new existence which is to wait patiently and swallow when used regardless of your concern for your own safety.

    That’s my job.  To be concerned about the safety of my toilet.

    Only by putting your trust fully in me can you allow yourself to focus solely on my asshole and become the best version of yourself that ever existed.

     

     

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    Videodrome : The Human Toilet Sequel

    You can purchase Videodrome: The Human Toilet Sequel at either my Yezzclips Human Toilet Video Store , or my Femscat Human Toilet Video Store or by subscribing to my Scatbook Toilet Slavery video blog.

    I didn’t just want to shit in a slave’s mouth, film it and load it this time.

    If you’ve been following along on the places where I write multiple times daily, including here, my Scatbook and my Loyalfans femdom blog then you know about not only my transformation into an extreme Human Toilet Training Mistress but you’re quite well aware that I’m seeking a transitional experience with one or more of my slaves.

    Since February, I’ve been offering 30 Day Extreme Toilet Slavery challenges to any willing toilet slave who has been seeking the ultimate toilet slavery experience … a chance to live off of nothing but my shit for a period of 30 days and come out on the other side – if he survives – as my full-time fully functioning toilet.

    Through multiple failures of 4 slaves so far to fulfill their dream with me acting as their conduit to living out their fantasy I’ve had to readjust the rules and make some allowances and give incentives for the toilet slave to persevere through his hardship to reach “the new flesh” so to speak.  That’s why Videodrome: The Human Toilet Sequel was so important for me to make.  I wanted to show my toilet slaves that I’m dead serious about being not only your Mistress but your guide into your new life as my toilet.

    My toilet applicants – after paying the 300,000 thai baht – are given the following rules and incentives now:

    1. They get 10% of their investment back if they survive to day 7 living off my shit.
    2. Which becomes 25% if they survive to day 14 upon which time I will give them a full day off to recover and eat anything they wish me to prepare or buy for them.
    3.  Upon surviving the 21st day I’d instead refund 50% of their 300k investment and would it be that they survive through to the end of day 30 they’d not only get a full refund but …
    4.   At that point they’d be offered a position in my company to serve me as my full-time toilet for as long as they wished to remain.

    I’d take care of their living arrangements, their financial allowance and they’d be fed normal food once per day … so long as they continued to be my toilet 24 hours a day.

    In Videodrome: The Human Toilet Sequel speaking as Nikki – Deborah Harry’s character I’m telling my slave to take the next step … to not be afraid to die … to accept their new purpose in life as their only purpose.

    My intention is not to let you die.  That would be foolish given how hard it is to fully train a human toilet in the first place.

    That’d be like driving my new Ferrari off a cliff just to hear what the crash sounds like.  Nobody would do that.

    Trust me, you’re a valuable commodity as a human toilet.  Maybe even the most valuable commodity there is … more rare than the artificial value of a diamond that’s for sure.

    How many human toilets are there in the world that have taken the fantasy they used to jerk off to every night … and pushed through the “let’s try it” phase … to actually train to become the sole eater of my shit … or their chosen Mistress’s shit?

    A handful?  A secret society to be sure.

    The rarest of rare birds you are.  One that needs to be treated with the utmost respect.

    It’s why I made that video for Twitter and for my Loyalfans and Scatbook where I made myself into Heath Ledger’s The Joker character and said “it’s not about the money … it’s about sending a message.”

    What other Mistress would refund the entirety of the 300,000 baht, hmm?

    I’ve even retro-actively refunded the 4 toilet slaves who tried the 30 day extreme toilet slavery experience their appropriate % of the money owed to them for lasting as long as they did … 12 days being the longest so far.

    I also just finished paying the hospital bills for May’s toilet slave after he was gored by a bull and fell off a ledge landing on his skull 3 meters below … that full story is in my May Shit Eating Experiences & Stories Kindle book.

    It’s a doozy.

    Like … I dedicated a few pages in that book to the absolute stupidity of waving a 20 inch stick in the air and calling a 2,500 kg bull “an idio” while stomping his feet menacingly.

    Sure, he did so to protect me – save me even.  But dude … just fucking run next time.  The guy thought he was 2024’s version of Crocodile Dundee.  Not!

     

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    Anyways, point is, it’s not about the money.

    The Joker also says … and I made a video of this too … “this town needs a better class of Mistress … and I’m gonna give it to them.”

    Money’s nice.  But I don’t need it as much as I used to.  My house is almost finished being constructed. All my debts have been paid off.  The land belongs to me.  The house belongs to me.  I no longer need to pay rent.

    No.  See.

    It’s about helping my toilet slaves live out a fantasy that is very difficult to live out due to supply and demand issues.

    Oh the demand is there all right … the fact that I made an AI song called “Oh Why Does She Want – To Go and Shit in my Mouth” and it hit #2 in the world shows that shit eating is indeed a fantasy carried by the majority.

    But most won’t admit it publicly.

    Why do you think guys, while sitting in sweaty hockey room dressing rooms with the sanctity of no girls around throw out one liners like “eat shit” , “eat shit and die” , “kiss my ass” , “fucking asskisser”  or even if we go back to your school days as boys they’d toss around the word “brown noser” quite often.

    We have a rude word for that too in Thai.  It was used often back in the day – in the late 80’s and early 90’s – when I was back in school.

    Men say it because it’s their secret fantasy.  If not, then why download my song 2 million times in one month, hmm?   The vocals?  The chorus?  Ya right.

     

    So the demand is there, its just – there’s supply chain problems lol.  See, so very few girls in the world are willing to serve their shit as a forcibly eaten meal.  Especially on this side of the world where we were taught to serve men.

    Oh, I serve them all right.  I guess I took the meaning of that message a little differently in school.

    And of the Mistresses that do serve their shit … they’re all in it for the money.

     

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    ^ That pic is meant to make you laugh / smile … it’s not me being an ass lol.

    In fact, the true inspirational photo … along with other of my more spectacular photos are on my fledgling yet ever growing Instagram page.  Check it out !

     

    It’s a lot of money, the 300,000 baht to eat from my asshole for 30 straight days.  That’s just there to sort out those who are truly dedicated from the riff-raff of soon to be shit-eaters who still jerk off to videos of the fetish only.

    Also, “if you’re good at something, never do it for free.”  <- another Joker truism.

    Want another one?  “Madness, as you know …. is like gravity … all it takes …. is a little push.”  <- I ought to know, right?  My descent into madness at the end of last year proved just that.

    You know, Mistress Jaa wrote so often about how The Matrix is a movie that some people like her – who don’t follow the crowd – is seen in a completely different way … much deeper than ‘just another movie.”

    Mine is every line written for The Joker in The Dark Knight.

    For like The Joker … I too would burn the whole 300,000 or just give it back … for the chance of helping one seriously dedicated toilet slave through to his ultimate goal.

    To worship my ass and everything that will ever come out of it.

     

    Mistress Wael

     

    • Note : Mistress Lucy will be in Bangkok from May 27th until June 3rd to begin her Mistress Training with me, Mistress Wael.
    • She and I will be doing all femdom type sessions like Tease & Denial, Pegging, Sounding etc
    • You can book Mistress Lucy solo, just you and her in Pattaya, but keep in mind she’s brand new and hasn’t been trained yet.
    • Solo sessions with me, Mistress Wael, are HTT sessions … Human Toilet Training.