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  • What’s Eating Mistress Wael’s Grape?

    What’s Eating Mistress Wael’s Grape?

    All men in general have this shared fantasy about finding a perfectly innocent yet somewhat homely looking girl that no other man has discovered yet , who is like a diamond in the rough – for when polished with the right makeup , new clothes , alluring hairstyle , she suddenly blossoms into a stunning princess before their eyes.  Then of course they’ll take such rare pristine beauty and bang the hell out of her much the same way a cat pisses on a dumpster to claim it’s territory, but hey that’s men for ya.

    Such a girl exists , in fact she’s standing right behind me as I write this , blow drying her hair to look pretty for our two hours of Muay Thai downstairs.  Hmm, I should have said ‘perfectly innocent yet somewhat naive’ in the sentence above.

    orangeI’m somewhat jealous of Mistress Wael’s naive quality , it allows her to see the world through rose colored glasses still and the fact that she can be 36 years old and still see everything as being wonderful and believes all people to be good makes me both smile for her while simultaneously wanting to Clockwork Orange her eyes open.

    It mustn’t happen very often over where you guys live to find someone who constantly makes you slap your forehead, bury your face in your palms, or laugh out loud so hard that tears roll down your face.  Yet in these parts I’d say less than one per cent are operating their minds with something other than a hamster on a wheel , and with Wael I ashamedly admit that I’ve been the one trying to upgrade her at first getting her running with a Commodore 64 , then an Atari chip and so on until now she’s aware that both Apple and Microsoft are evil and that the truly self-aware folk are running Linux on a Tor onion routing network.

    I caution that she’s ‘aware’ but still runs into the blue screen of death quite frequently , and i’m working on that , it just takes time.  This story is based on our back to back double mistress session that we shared two nights ago where I saw her default to the blue screen of death in mid session – twice – and it took me half the night to get what happened , and in fact I had one of those moments where one sits up in bed in the middle of the night finally remembering a word that was on the tip of the tongue yet a mile a way just a few hours ago.

    muay thai mistressI had asked her to come take a video of my Muay Thai lesson that afternoon as it was to be my first day of sparring and not drilling as I had been doing previously for two months.  Having seen my Facebook posts about how my training has progressed the past three months other girls in true Thai copycat fashion have begun posting videos of themselves suddenly picking up the sport.  I’m an evil Facebook bitch and I really get off on driving mindless hens to cluck madly about why things work out for me and not for them.

    The recipe of stacking my FB friend’s list with super hot models , posting photos from being abroad , getting likes and comments from said models on videos of me doing unheard of things like kickboxing , all creates a wave of jealousy and confusion so great that I’ve gotten no less than ten other hating hens to take up the sport to get noticed.  I personally don’t give a rats ass in hell if I ever meet another model (well it’d be nice) as I have way more fun stirring the soup of hatred.

    The ones who haven’t swallowed enough sperm yet (god knows they die trying though) to get a foreigner retaliate either with similar copycat videos or resort to the time tested but true accusation of unpatriotically using English to coerce ‘Likes’ out of cute men.  Those chicks who have replaced their blood with semen parade their ‘look how much money I got my boyfriend to send me” photos or ones of their latest gold purchase.  It’s really lame stuff I know , but if you consider for a moment that there are 30 million such Facebook accounts dedicated to the sole purpose of bickering over which one of them scored the biggest sucker … which is from the pool of you guys … well , does the word General Custard ring a bell?

    moneyBut I digress, the purpose of Wael coming over was to catch me fluently sparring with my trainer , which failed hard.  I learned within one minute that while three months of training has gotten me some nice shoulder muscles sprouting , it’s done absolutely nothing in actually learning how to freestyle fight.  So she snapped all kinds of video which I can share to you privately if we know one another and while looking at it up in my condo two emails came in successively confirming two double mistress sessions for that evening.

    My trainer had dedicated the last 15 minutes of my two hour session to introducing Wael to Muay Thai and while she can somehow handle an hour of fighting men on the mats in Jiu Jitsu class , that fifteen minutes of kicking and punching wiped her out so much that she fell asleep as soon as she finished showering and laid down on my super soft bed.  Cute, but it was a bit of a problem as she wasn’t wearing anything remotely sexy , well obviously since she came to train , and time was running too thin for her to zip back to her On Nut condo , change and come back.

    Luckily, it’s been her inspiration of late to shrink her previously 60kg body down to 50kg so that she can fit into my jean shorts which I’ve left at her condo since January.  Meaning, though it’s still a bit of a stretch to do so , she can now (barely) make it into my clothes so I started scrounging through my closet to find something sexy yet stretchy enough for her to wear.

    storm-coming-4006pm rolls around and while non of my clothes were becoming to her at all we had managed to find a loose fitting black see through negligee that I used to wear which made her look sexy enough … it’s just that she couldn’t stop picking at her pussy because my panties were way too small and the ones she had worn were not an option being a flat 0 out of 10 in terms of sexiness.

    “Stop touching your pussy” I told her as I went downstairs to get the French dude waiting in the lobby.

    French dudes, fuck.  I bite my tongue pretty well when writing these recollections of my sessions as I know the good comes with the bad but over time it all evens itself out so saying something mean would suggest I’m focusing on one specific person.  Mais non, c’est ne pas le verite.  I’ve never been to France but my vision of it , based on my experience here with French dudes, is that daily there are sixty six million people commuting but unable to get to where they’re going to because they have absolutely no sense of direction.  Truth.

    Since January I’ve had a total of 8 people get lost trying to find my condo , even though it’s basically impossible to get lost as it’s one minute from Nana bts station.  Every single guy who’s gotten himself lost for hours … French.

    Except this guy, I surmise because though he is French he was black skinned and I find most black men are gifted with enough street smarts that they can find my condo without hassle.

    So we get back to my condo and Wael who was still struggling with my panties riding up her crack just stops cold when she sees him as if time had been frozen.  I think not just Thai’s but Asisan’s in general lose their mind when they are forced to communicate closely with someone of a darker color than us.

     

     

    I had the luxury of attending school abroad where our group was so ethnically diversified that it not only washed the Asian part of me away but I grew to love and embrace people of different ethnic backgrounds , but it was clear from the time freeze that Wael was caught in that this dude was the first black person she had come face to face with.  Consider that even though she is technically from Chiang Rai , her home is so far out in the boonies that the only black people she’s ever seen have been on television.

    After sending him scurrying off to the bathroom to shower I asked her if she’s ok with things and she said yes while confessing that she’s never seen a black guy naked.

    “Neither have I” I admitted and when she asked me shyly “is it true” while gesturing a with her hands a penis size appropriate for a small dinosaur I laughed back “we’ll see in a moment won’t we.”

    Once he finished the shower and stepped into my bedroom where things were about to get sexy I  glanced over to Wael where once again she was caught in another time freeze , this time with jaw so gaping wide that bees could have built a beehive inside.

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    This is where experience in the bedroom comes in because you see , I’ve seen well over 1000 guys naked and I’ve seen them all … fat, skinny, hairy , smooth, albino, black, brown, whatever.  Same goes for dick size and shape, at this point a guy’s tool is just a piece of meat to me.  Wael on the other hand has seen a fraction of what I’ve seen so things still shock her.  In this case, what was befuddling her was this guys unusual body hair.

    He looked like he had a sea of the world’s smallest affro curls covering his body from head to toe, each one curled so tightly into a ball that you could rest a ping pong paddle anywhere on his body and it wouldn’t touch his skin.

    Wael excuses herself from the room and while I’m talking to him , getting him to relax into the sound of my sexy voice , there’s clanging going on in my kitchen outside.  Moments later she comes back with an Aerosol spray can , all my candles and a book of matches.

    “…the fuck are you doing?” I asked her in Thai.

    “We have to burn it off first, no?” she asks.

    “What the hair?  You want to carpet bomb his body in fire Game of Thrones style?”

    “Yes.”

    goddess wael thailandShe answered ‘yes’ so truthfully and with such innocence that I couldn’t contain myself from laughing hysterically.  There was no malice or ill will in her action , she simply intended to do for this person the kind service of removing his hair.

    That’s the thing about Wael.  She does not have the ability to think an unkind thought , nor does she ever do something with an alternate motive , she simply serves, helps, and teases the hell out of guys for the purest of all reasons … that teasing brings enjoyment and she exists to help others.

    She is the most altruistic person I’ve ever met and my fear for her is that it’s going to get her hurt one of these days.

    The world through my eyes has been tainted and for the most part I see humans as an evil infestation , a species with such a disproportionate ratio of those who seek to be self indulgent and reckless vesus those who wish to better the planet that it’s pointless to attempt to do good.  It’s why I support animals , they’re actions are pure.

    Two hours later he stumbles out the door clutching his balls just as much as Wael is clutching at my panties and we clean the condo and toys in preparation for the next session about to arrive shortly.  He’s an older gentleman, 50’ish though he looks easily like he’s still in his early 40’s and as older men are apt to do , he’s totally smitten by Wael and less so by me.  It’s his third session with her but it was the first time I’ve seen him which again isn’t uncommon as older men much prefer her to me … I just wasn’t sure as to why … well this session gave me my answer.

    Fast forward towards the end of the first hour where I’m straddling Mark’s neck with his arms and legs spread-eagle’d on the bed and tied down quite securely.  We both play this game frequently where we let the submissive guy touch , smell , or taste a part of us that he covets , but he is forbidden to lick, suck, bite or move his mouth or hands in any manner whatsoever.  In this case I had placed his hand over the top of my lingerie where he could feel my perky nipple between his fingers.

    If he wants to advance in the game and sample other goodies he must first show that his hand can remain motionless while Wael is slowly bringing him closer and closer to a climax , but skillfully easing off each time.  One twitch, one quiver, one false squeeze of the fingers while my clothed nipple lays between them spells not only an immediate end to the game , but beckons punishment and severely reduces the chance either of us will give him the release he is begging for nearer to the end of the session.

    Luckily for him he passes the test with flying colors and just as I am about to move up over his face Wael gets up and gestures that she wants to do the face sitting part of the session.  Now, the last time I actually worked together with Wael was a little over a month and a half ago.  The month of May had me attending weddings in two different cities , flying to Bali for 10 days thereafter, and spending the final week up in Chiang Mai so there was a good 5-6 week period where Wael was handling all the sessions solo.

    In all previous sessions together, she’s masterfully controlled the man’s orgasm while I’ve dealt with playing with the man’s mind , cuddling and coddling all of them cheek to cheek, finding out what their truest deepest fantasy is and finding how much of their soul they’ll sell to share that fantasy with us.

    So to have her put the cart before the horse so to speak by switching roles was somewhat surprising but we always bounce ideas off one another and go with the flow trusting one another so we traded off.

    Just as I do before smothering his face with her panties she looks down at him saying, “don’t move, don’t lick, don’t suck, don’t do anything or else.”

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    All is going according to plan.  I’ve focused on running my fingers along the shaft of his cock , up and around the circumference of the head, and then with a squirt of oil pulling his shaft taunt and squeezing hard along the base waiting for his dick to swell up and try to thrust the cum out by itself.  That tactic is more or less always accompanied by the man moaning or begging , and to be honest I’m so used to hearing “a” sound at that moment it went right over my head that the moaning I heard sounded a hell of a lot like a girl moaning.

    Once again I pull the skin of his cock up high so it covers his head and while pressing in with my thumb hard against his cock shaft my left hand rubs oil into the bottom of his balls in a circular motion slowly at first and then increasingly faster so his testicles begin to warm up … but the cum has nowhere to go as it’s being blocked by the pressure of my thumb on the vein that allows the cum to release upwards.

    Once again this tactic is met with the thrusting of the hips upwards and load moaning , but this time when I heard her moan I looked back over my shoulder to see what was going on with this guy from the neck up.

    Her lips are quivering and she’s trying to squeak out “don’t move, don’t lick” warnings but her eyes are rolled to the back of her head and her nails have dug themselves so far into his nipples that he’s kicking his feet from the pain of it.

    I lean over far to my left to get a better view of what he’s doing by looking at his jaw line from under her thigh and sure enough it’s moving rapidly.  Then it hits me why this guy and all the other guys are faithfully hers , and it’s because they can get her off by sucking through her panties, a feat that stopped working on me and any other girl when we’re … oh … 16yo maybe.  There it is though, she hasn’t had any lovers, any sex, any boyfriends to give her some sort of release from foreplay and facesitting gives her a long desired orgasm.

    Fuck, if a guy even so much made his lips quiver while in that position his balls would remember a pain so intense that it’d haunt him for the rest of his days.  In fact, the last guy to try that got to wear my cactus plant on his balls one second thereafter and howled so loud I’m sure people living in the condo across the street heard him.  The original Mistress Jaa would bend down and firmly bite down on the guys dick if they moved making sure she left a semi-permanent mark on the sensitive part of his head for his failure to follow instructions.

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    I felt like I needed to act as her boss at the end of the session and tell her to be more strict in making her submissive’s follow her instructions.  Right after he left I was about to discuss the session with her but when I closed the door and turned around I noticed right away just how far my tiny panties were rolled up straddling her pussy.  Her pussy lips looked like they had devoured my panties completely and the back end of them was so far up her ass crack that she had to use her index finger to scoop it out.

    So I asked her , “what did he do to you?”

    She answers back in Thai what translates to “he blew on my grape.”

    “Your grape?”

    “He made it so hot by blowing on it with his cheeks , and then …” she paused looking shyly to the floor.

    “and then?” i begged her to continue, wanting her to say it so badly.

    “He ate my grape.”

    I collapsed onto the sofa with laughter.  She sat down beside me innocent as an angel and asked “why you laugh?”

    “and did you like having your grape eaten?”

    “Amazing” she gasped.

    “How many times has somebody eaten your grape?”

    “Not first time.  Four maybe five times now.”

    I had wanted to scold her on how to make sure she is in complete control , to not let any man betray her order , yada yada yada.  But since she’s like me and practices being thoroughly safe it occurred to me that at her age, mid thirties, I don’t think anyone has ever sucked her grape with panties off lol.

    I’m way to shy to ask her if that’s so , but is it strange to say that the day somebody does , I hope it’s in session and I hope I’m there to see it happen.

    xx

     

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  • Always the Bridesmaid | Consequence of Seduction

    Always the Bridesmaid | Consequence of Seduction

    My job, or profession per se , is to give you the absolute most erotic, sensual, mind shattering two to four hours of your life.  To awaken senses within that have not been fully alive since you were a teenager and to induce an uncontrollable sensation of craving which forces you to submit to me and willingly offer me your heart and soul.

    The hardest part of what I do is not related to the time we are in session at all, but rather it is the time measured in days, weeks and months after the session trying to gently curb each gentleman’s passion and devotion to me.  Here we are a day removed from Valentine’s Day and I’ve just read my fourth email which seriously proposes marriage since this year began.    That comes hard on the heels of the twelve marriage proposals I had last year and yet … here I am single, alone and for the most part lonely.   Yet it’s of my own doing.

    It’s not that I don’t want to get married.  I most desperately do.  Underneath all these layers which surround me like walls is the core of me, which is just a girl who wants to be loved and in turn wants to love someone back with all my heart.

    My greatest fault I suppose is that I’m choosy, maybe too much so, and while the intense feelings I make men feel for me are great ;  to truly consider a man to marry goes very far beyond what is shared in any number of sessions.

    I’ll elaborate in a moment , let me first share the email I just read which starts as an account of what we did together but then becomes much more that :

     

     

    tease and denialMy Mistress,
    Today busy boy , I write soon .
    You were unbelievable !!!!!!!! Never have i enjoyed as much as i did with you , You are way better , ( dont tell Jaa)!!!!!
    You are incredible
    i am missing you so much .
    When a guy cums as you know he just wants to go and have a beer , with you i did not want to go ,
    I fallen madly in love , you are what i have been dreaming for all my life and i want so much to marry you , I am going to work on that !!!!
    I will abide by any conditions , i will be a good faithful loving obedient husband .
    My heart is hurting away from you my Mistress ,
    your best and most favorite slave
    I deeply thank you for allowing me to see you.
    It was a long day for a short session but very well worth it.
    I wanted after i discovered you to come and see you as soon as i could to be able to meet you and establish myself as one of your slaves.
    i was nervous as you know , visibly shaking at times.
    i wanted to please you , i wanted you to find me accepatble as one of your slaves.
    Yes i love femdom , always have , but to be under the control of the most beautiful woman in this world, be in her presence , be close to her was an incredible experience for me .
    Kneeling before you naked and vulnerable and totally in your power was incredible for me.
    I loved everything you did to me ,
    Except the whip of course but i know i must be punished for wrong doings and is all part and very necessary to be punished to learn not to do anyhting wrong .
    I was grateful you kept the punishment level down and i know from that movie you sent me and the actual punishment i received never to make you angry !!!
    i am grateful for your whipping Mistress , and i thank you for my punishment Mistress , i promise i will always endevour to be good boy to keep my punishment levels down.
    I respect you as my superior , i respect you as my Mistress and i am so very desperate to be owned and totally controlled by you .
    I loved so much looking into your eyes , you are intoxicating, As you slap my face , spit in me ( delicious !) pull my hair to where you want my head and listen to your incredible voice and allow me to suck your toes and lick your feet and have your feet in my mouth, for me unbelievable pleasure.
    To be collared and leashed by you and crawl behind you is such a lovely feeling as at that moment i am belong to you , i am controlled by you.
    Even the painful spikey thing you put on and locked , I can only imagine how it would be to be chastied and locked by you in a marriage .

     

     

    The tease and denial was unbelievable , Jaa was a tease and denial specialist , and very good at it , but yours was so unbelievable , the skill in your tiny hands , but you are so very different as you talk sexy , you make it more difficult to hold off from cumming, as you tal about , things , lile , ‘you want to fuck me ” etc and say aloud “i will be your best slave , i will be your slave forever” I know that you have many things you could say to make it impossible to hold off,
    the way you said , ” you are not allowed to cum , you have to have my permission to cum , you will eat your cum if i let you cum.
    It is so very very difficult to control not to cum , and when i look at you , most sepecially when I saw your fantastic ass near my face , so difficult Mistress , It was the best tease and ddnial i have ever ever experienced and i deeply thank you.
    I loved lying on the floor totally under your power as you put your feet in my mouth, and toyed with my cock and balls with your feet , i love my face to be under your feet , not only do i love your feet but i love the sense of being under your power.
    I loved the way you were sticking your finger up your ass and talking about feeling your shit for me to taste , and asking me if i want to eat your shit and so on , I loved sucking your finger clean , and i could taste your shit , The power , i am desperate for any taste of you and yes I will eat your shit , i want to be able to prove to you that i will do anyhting for you , I want to be able to swallow , and as i get used to it to be used by you as your toilet , desperate for anyhting from your body.
    And to taste your finger that had been inside your pussy was soon nice , I can only imagine what it would be like to be allowed to lick your pussy .
    You pee was so delicious and i loved licking it from your leg and the floor , that is a real honour and i hope so much one day if Mistress would lock my mouth onto her pussy and let me drink the whole lot .
    I beg and beg and beg for face sitting , i apologise for asking , and i live in the hope for your said ” maybe next time ”
    To be under you ass would be the best thing in the world .
    it is an incredible ass , you are an incredible woman,
    and when you put your legs on my face and gave me permission to cum , was the most unbelievable sensation.

     

    I want so very much to be close to you , I want so very much to be your slave
    i dream of being your slave BF and slave husband and i beg you to marry me .
    i well know you get asked that twice a day but i did feel we have a connection , i do feel that we can have fun in a normal life , and that femdom is not 24 hrs a day , but that i am always under your control , always obedient polite and respectful.
    I would have thought that you must get sick of seeing clients every day and will one day want a normal life but be with someone who when you snap your fingers will immedietly obey.
    I will.

     

    Mistress , i am totally obsessed with you.
    I say again , i love you and will do anyhting to be with you.
    i thank you for allowing me to be your slave , and I WILL become your best and favourite slave .
    If you did ever think i might have a chance with you , i would never ever ask you to do anyhting you did not want , i am happy for a femled life and totally understand that you will see who you want , and that i would be cuckolded . I simply want to be with you , under your power , owned and controlled but most of all to eventually be loved by you
    With utter worship
    your slave R…..

     

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    That goes far beyond flattery, what you are reading there is a man who has taken the time to open up his soul to me … that is a man completely exposed and revealed and I thank him for such an amazing letter.

    I have countless letters just like that one.  Each as dear to me as the last.

    It’s astonishing that I can touch so many hearts be they 23, 63 or any age in between it makes no difference.  Just as this lovely gentleman who was too kind to write such an amazing letter professed his love for me, many others have done the same and I remain single not because of age issues but because I understand the complexity of love and I respect the time it takes to fully gauge an individual’s personality to determine whether that person is worthy of a lifetime commitment.

    I had true love in my hand at one point in my life, did I ever tell you that?   I let it go.

    My first boyfriend was a Thai schoolmate back in grade school and over the course of eight wonderful years we grew up and shared each others lives so simply and yet completely that I feel I was truly lucky to have walked through such difficult years with such a strong leeward breeze of love to carry me.   It’s just that when I came back from studying oversees I had changed so much while he had remained stagnant that I simply knew it was no longer possible for him to grant me what my new wishes desired having just had my eyes opened to the world.

    So it’s not only time that is needed to choose the right person, it also has to be the right time.  I will never forget the day he dropped to his knees begging me not to leave him and through his tears he could only ask me time and time again to give him a reason why and I stood there speechless unable to summarize how living on a different continent changed who I was.  I thank him though.  Not a day goes by where I don’t thank him for showing me what devotion a man is capable of and it’s because of him that I hold any future suitors to the same high levels that I demanded and received from him.

    Next month I’ll be taking a week off to attend the weddings of the last two friends I knew from back home who still remain unmarried.  Come March 21st I’ll be the last remaining girl from the village where I was raised to be unwed.  I’ve met all of their husbands, both present and former and I wouldn’t have chosen any of them.   I’ve always believed that in a relationship, I have to be the one to bring out what I am looking for in a partner.  To do that though, there has to be a certain depth of character in the person I’m interested in and to be blunt, it just isn’t found in men from where I’m from.

    Most of my relationships barely make it past the one year milestone.

    It’s not from lack of trying that’s for sure.

    I had a teacher when studying abroad – Vladamir – who began his first class with us by holding up a rope in the front of the tiny lecture hall where he was standing with his scruffy woolen vest, peering up at us through his glasses and stroking his Mandy Patinkin-esque beard.  He simply said that the class we were all about to take was like a rope, one could use it to climb up or one could use it to hang themselves, the choice was ours.

    danger-fallng-rocksAs it relates to me and my relationships, the rope is a metaphor for time, and given enough of it, men simply hang themselves in front of me one after the other.

    So coming back to this whole thing of how an intense session begets relationship requests, just know that yes I very much want to get married.  The fact that I’ve had eight solid proposals since I took on the job of being head mistress – and I remain un-married should give you an idea how high the wall in front of you is that you intend to climb.

    It’s better you take a deep breath and just appreciate the session for what it was … a session far more intense than you were prepared to experience … and so the best move for you may be to simply walk away from the wall and be content.

    Careful as you do though , there are bodies crashing to the ground all around you.

     

    kh xx

     

     

     

     

     

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  • Teasing the Boys

    Teasing the Boys

    [dropcap style=”dropcap2″]I[/dropcap] realize I haven’t done a sexy story in a few weeks and it occurred to me that what might be super hot to you might be something that I don’t even think twice about.  And so, in thinking about what to write about after my vacation I considered what I might have done that would drive you nuts and when putting myself in your shoes I realized that pretty much everything I did would have made your balls turn blue and ache.

    Starting with my spread, a 5 star private villa with virgin white queen sized beds that were sprinkled with flower pellets every night when I returned home alone at 5am.  Given all the unbelievably hot men that clung to me on the dance floor each night it would have been so easy to take one of those hunks back home to turn the tables on them each night.  The warm breeze from the beach blowing in through the veiled canopy of the bed would have made my nipples stand up as I straddled these boys letting them see my perky little breasts glimmer in the moonlight.

    No, instead I’d collapse tipsy into my pillows and plunge my hand into my soaking wet pussy every night to give myself relief from wanting to fuck those boys silly all night.  But that’s not how the game is played at these high levels and it’s fucking torturous not allowing myself to give into what I want.  If we were back in Bangkok I’d be going over from which guy would I benefit the most by offering him a hint of my pussy and ass but on vacation there are no such rules to abide by.  One by one they’d come to me, each hotter than the one before and one by one I’d give them every indication that I’d be taking them home to fuck until the sun came up.

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    Then each one I’d leave holding his dick in his hand on the sidewalk as I’d get in the taxi without even giving so much as a goodbye kiss on the cheek.  That’s the discipline.  That’s what’s required to ensure that when I do open my legs it’s completely on my terms and never letting a guy forget that those terms require a hell of a lot more than looks.

    It’s truly remarkable just how many hoops a guy will jump through when made to do so.  It’s equally remarkable how primal fucking can be for men.  I lost count of how many guys would pose for selfies with me just so they could get close enough to me long enough to press their rock hard dick onto my ass.  Given the two extremes of possible male behavior, I find it fascinating that each male would rather choose to chase the pussy they can’t get instead of taking the girls that are literally willing to suck their cock on the dance floor.

    To that end, I don’t know what I’m teaching each guy as the taxi pulls away from the club at 5am leaving them standing there to contemplate what just happened.  These are model looking men that each had a handful of girls to choose from yet each of the 5 nights I’d lead them to be stranded at the curb scratching their head.  Men want a challenge.  I think there is such a dearth of women who play impossible to get well enough that it makes males crave the hunt more than they crave the nasty.

    Anyways, enough of the sexy shit.  That vacation is done, my next one is on the horizon next month but between now and then are a whole lot of sessions that have to get done.  Before I get to those though I want to say that earlier tonight just a few kilometers from my home many people who were innocently going about their lives suddenly in less than a millisecond ceased to exist.  It hasn’t been lost on me yet that just a few hours before my taxi passed through that intersection on the way home from the airport.  Out of a million things to say I’ll only say this.

    The original Mistress Jaa for the longest time had on the first page of this website a message that read : “Be happy, because you never know the future.”

    Be happy everybody.

    Yours Truly

    Jaa2 xx

     

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  • Jedi Mistress | Mental Domination

    Jedi Mistress | Mental Domination

    [dropcap style=”dropcap4″]M[/dropcap] y knee touched his, as soft and silent as memory.  An accidental touch maybe?  After all, I was only leaning over him looking at some photos I had let him take of me with his digital camera to begin our session

    “Oh I like that one I said”, gesturing to the small photo on his camera screen, “show me the others” I urged him and as he began to flip through the others my hand rested just on the back of his left shoulder that I was peering over.  Feigning interest in the images I bent over so we were cheek to cheek allowing the sharp scent of my Fame perfume to linger up to his nose.  Yes, his face was iron, his eyes steel, but the bead of moisture sliding down his forehead in an otherwise cold air conditioned room told me his defenses were breaking.  I’ve told you in other blog stories that I am very aware of micro things others would not notice such as moisture on the forehead like he had, and that to some extent is what the purpose of this story is.  Anyways, to confirm the weakening of his armor I moved my knee but an inch from his and like a magnet he readjusted to once again regain the touch he had a minute ago.

    “Stop that” I said as I laughed and then pulled the back of his hair lightly as a mild joking form of punishment.

    “Stop what” he replied as innocently as a doe grazing in the woods.

    “What has you more bothered, my hand on your shoulder, the scent of my neck, or my knee rubbing against yours?” I asked.

    stuck in boobsIt wasn’t more than twenty minutes ago that he had tipped his hand that there was something about me that made him lustful, as soon as I had met him in the cafe he chose to not walk beside me to the lift but rather he chose to trail behind me.  No doubt so that he could take in the view of my waist long hair swaying in tandem with my shifting ass just beneath as I walked.  I chose not to call him on that but took note of it, however this time I wasn’t about to let the fish off the hook.

     

    “Neither … I didn’t ”

    “Didn’t what?  You’re honestly going to jeopardize the rest of your session with a lie so early, knowing that I have already caught you?  It’d be better to admit the truth and take the consequences.”

    He put the camera on the desk beside my computer and combed both sides of his hair back with his hands as if he were trying to remove the guilt from his face and store it in his hair behind his ears somehow.

    “Your smell, it’s hypnotic.”

    “Really?” I said in my sweet innocent voice.  “Why what does it do to you?”

    “It makes me aware of how close you are to me” barely barking out the words, I could feel his confidence seeping out of his skin the way a sponge would leak water.  “More aware than my knee touching you, or my hand on your shoulder?  Were those not nice as well?”

    “th..they were, all of them … Mistress” he looked at me with lost puppy dog eyes.  “So when you said stop what, you admit you were in total denial, do we agree?”

    No reply, his jaw simply dropped an inch as he stared blankly up at me.  “Look at that, you’re so sorrowful that you choose to just stare at me, did your Mistress give you permission to look into my eyes at all yet?” and his gaze immediately went to my feet.

    I took him by his chin as I sat down on the bed behind me and pulled him down to my foot and he followed without a struggle.  As his face hovered over my foot I reached in and brushed the back of my hand against the stiffness in his pants catching a bit of the dampness on his shorts where he was already leaking from within.

    Humbled, hard, and humiliated , all within 20 minutes of meeting, if I could do that every time I’d be ready to call myself a mistress of the Jedi council, specializing in Jedi mind manipulation.  I don’t need a  Jedi light saber, a Jedi cloak, or a Jedi laser pistol, I only need a man in my presence and most times I can control him as simple as that.

    Most times.

    In all honesty, that was a really good session, I picked up on a lot of clues and I took a chance in setting that trap and an even greater chance in calling him on it.  You see, I’m confidant in what I do with men, i’m just not always perfect.  Still, I think I perform at a level far above any other mistress, I can tell by the feedback in my emails and phone sms conversations the following weeks after a session.  I just wish I could do it consistently with everybody I see, but it’s not as easy as that.

    stuck in boobs twoThere are four levels one can reach in dealing with a man’s desires, thoughts and emotions, the last of which is the Jedi level that i’m trying to climb to on a regular basis.  But let’s start with the basic way most Mistress’s control their submissive clients, and that is with force.  (not that Force … the other less sci-fi one)   It works because it’s a primal instinct.  Fear works.  It’s fear that controls people truly.  Let’s call a dungeon session what it is though, it’s nothing more than a stage for an an act, attended only by the audience of one’s mind.  It would take a crazy Mistress who has no regard for any promised safe word, to bring you far beyond your pain tolerance and keep you trapped in the furthest reaches of your imagination of horror to truly have this kind of session be memorable.  As none of us want to be arrested for torturing someone, this method of controlling a man has very small limits.

    Leading us to the second level, a level where the soon to be Jedi Mistress is sexy enough to be able to evoke a reaction from her submissive man by the things that she does.  It requires that she is aware enough to pick up on his reactions and pursue them to a deeper depth.  Even if the Jedi trainee cannot however, the session has broken some ground into the journey to the depths of the male mind for she has released desire the way one would release a tiger from a cage.  It’s free to roam, free to feast, and it’s a great thing to behold, but ultimately it cannot be controlled by her.

    Now I know with almost every guy I see I can instantly get that reaction of desire, the trick is to mask it.  I’ve talked in depth before in other stories about how I like to play the role of the simple, innocent and sometimes naive girl which allows me to take the back seat and study you without having to do much if any talking.  Being different than 99% of the population here in Thailand, there is that wall of uncertainty that exists between you and me as your Mistress, as if you are on a journey without a road map all of a sudden.  Your time and tested methods of how to act with a girl before are thrown out the window, and in it’s place you find yourself stepping very carefully in each action you decide to do.

    That works to my advantage, because I know you are turned on by me, but you have no idea at that moment the tiger is free with what to do with that desire.  There are all kinds of things I do to build up that desire, just as I’d say the majority of confident girls know how to do as well.  Unfortunately for them, that’s as far as they are willing to push their confidence, because it’s a safe zone, there is little or no chance of failure at risk.  What I try to do as an aspiring Jedi, and the few other excellent Mistresses in the world try to do, is take that desire and not only harness it, but use it against you, which brings us to levels three and four.

    “Our session was like a Jedi Mind Trick on me”

    I entered Level three as Mistress Jaa’s Padawan learner 2 years ago, watching and learning from her Jedi skills in every session we worked together.  There’s a lot of failure in this level, and to be true it’s not really a Star Wars level at all, I just write that shit because it’s a guy thing you can relate to.   If I were to accurately name this level, i’d call it “Becoming self-aware.”  Hey, like Skynet in Terminator, or OS in Her, depending on which movie you are attracted to more.  I haven’t found a horror movie that’s into being self aware yet, but if I find one that’s what you’d be watching if you were with me.

    Self aware means that nothing happens any more by accident, everything that I do to turn you on is not only purposeful but also planned.  Going back to my session two or actually three days ago now, hey these computer problems have really pushed back how long it’s taken to write this story … anyways … I was self aware when I put my hand on his shoulder, when I leaned close to him to let him smell me, and especially when I touched his knee with mine.

    I know that each of those things that I did started a chain reaction of questions in his mind and at that point instead of looking at the photos we had just took together, he was asking himself things like …

    “did she touch my leg on purpose?”

    “why is her knee still there?”

    “does she notice?  If she does, does that mean she likes me?”

    “Now she’s touching my shoulder, I should just play cool and not let her know that I notice … fuck her finger just moved a bit towards my ear, keep calm, keep calm.”

    “She smells amazing, I want to eat her.  Wait, am I drooling?  Did I just drool on my leg?  If I look down at my leg will she notice?”

    “ok dick is hard, it’s fine, I have it trapped between my legs, it won’t show … wait wait she moved her knee away from mine, she’s offended, she knows, god damn my dick, god damn you, you one eyed brainless snake.”

     

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    “I’ll chase her knee, it felt so nice, I need to reacquire touch, stealth mode enabled, cloak of shadows engag….fuck she noticed , fuck why did I put all my points into sex appeal and none into stealth.”

    haha … did he actually think all those things?  Probably not, but it would be awesome if he did.  To think all of that though, i have to be a bit conceited in how I imagine your brain being affected by my closeness.  That’s why I say, even though this last session was as close to perfect as it gets, there are a lot of guys it doesn’t work on.  Some guys are turned on by being made or forced to do things for instance, and none of these games going on in my head would be close to true … until the moment i grabbed him by the chin and forced him to his knees … which is exactly why I did that, like buying insurance for myself.

    It’s an instinct thing that I have to rely on, and that’s where I’m a bit stubborn.  I rely on my instinct more than most, I depend on it to work for me and I put all my faith in what it tells me.  So it’s really a leap of faith when I’m imagining all these tiny reactions happening in you, but not nearly as much of a leap of faith as what the Jedi level calls for.

    Ah the Jedi level, or sometimes as I call it , “Make Jaa  look like an Idiot” level.  For the record, trying to read what a Sissy wants is like Superman trying to look through lead and I have had more than one session where I’m thinking I have his dick as hard as a light saber when actually I have his ass opening and closing excitedly like the Sarlacc monster.  I don’t get Sissy sessions yet, I’m as far away from being a Jedi as Jar Jar is from being popular.

    What is the Jedi level then?  It’s that moment where I not only know what is turning you on and what you are thinking about it, but that I call you on it at the exact moment your thoughts are out of control.  That’s what caused the bead of sweat on his head, it’s what made him choke on his words when he tried to retouch his knee with mine.  That Jedi Mistress moment when I’m so far in tune with what’s going on that playing with him becomes so easy, that’s the Jedi level.

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    This is what makes guys go weeks, sometime even months after their session without being able to get me out of their mind.  It’s what has made countless guys break down and cry uncontrollably (right Dieter?) , it’s what has made guys refuse to come see me again because it’s dangerous to do so (right Richard?) , and it’s what has made guys rethink what it means to be submissive for days on end (right Matt?)

    [framed_box width=””] Matt  Jun 27 to me Just a thought. U should do a story on Pavlov’s salivating dogs and a comparison with ur customers. I know I was waiting expectantly for ur next tweet after a couple of days off… For me these feelings usually subside after a few days until a new session begins to get close. Those who see u more regularly must remain in this state constantly![/framed_box]

    Again, just so you know that it all levels out, the session immediately before the one I wrote about above, the guy from Singapore just sat on the bed laughing for the whole two hours, and it caused me to break right down to level one as I hit him mercilessly.  I kind of went way way past the sane mistress that is needed for that level and put him into a state of fear.  He was 22, maybe at that age everything is still a joke to him as his baby mind is still learning to understand the world he is in.  Or maybe he’s just the kind of guy who plays with his dick because it gets hard, wipes it on the bed sheet and rolls to the other side of the bed.

     

    I’m not a Jedi Mistress yet.  I fail where a Jedi should succeed.  Maybe some men are totally different.  But then Master Jedi Yoda would say to me …

     

     

    “No, no different, only different in your mind.”

    So I’m learning the Jedi way …

    Jedi : I’ll try

    Master Jedi Yoda : No do, or do not, there is no try.

    I’m doing.  There is no try.  You should therefore book me before I learn how to control your dick as a Jedi mind trick.  At that point I’ll have to do a whole new story on how I left being a Jedi to go to the dark side … cuz that power would be way way too much fun 🙂

    jaa2  xx

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  • Breast Tease | Unbearable Suffering

    Breast Tease | Unbearable Suffering

    My breast worship session started out with an innocent email :

    [slogan]”I want a session where the suffering is unbearable, any ideas?” =  Breast tease time[/slogan]

    he, a USA man 48 years of age and obviously looking for an experience that makes him feel like he hasn’t been around the block and seen everything in life.  For that fantasy he was asking me, a girl 21 years his younger and with half the life experience he has to give him something special for his 2 hours with me.  The result was the most prolonged two hours i’ve ever had to endure and the most amazing experience of his life.

    In the two and a half years i’ve been doing these seductive teasing sessions i have never had somebody complain about my smaller B cup breast size, not even when I worked with Mistress Jaa and her comparatively enormous C+ size boobs.  It’s not just that I have other parts of my body that make men melt, it’s that I have long since accepted the challenge of making men cry and beg for breasts that are not as in demand by men as the silicone hills that dwarf the dunes of the Sahara desert.  But make no mistake, i love nothing more than making men’s knees go to sleep worshiping at the throne of my perfectly rounded B sized breast.  Yes breast, not breasts.  You only get to worship one.

     

    So Mr.Minnesota, a shorter man than I had expected to meet was waiting in the lobby of the condo last week and after my streak of melting 20 year old hearts in my condo for the past month it was actually refreshing to have a 40 year old guy sitting there waiting for me.  That’s been the average age of my wannabe boyfriends and lovers of days and years gone by, choosing that age demographic on purpose for the challenge it presents.

    I’ve been chasing the handsome millionaire 40 year old set for 3 years now and it’s just been this past year that i feel I’ve perfected the art of bringing these rich executive types to their knees.  So i smiled at my partly balding but very rugged and handsome stocky man and like I always do took the lead in walking him to the lift so he could get a good free stare at my ass.

    “What did you look at first in the lobby, my ass or by breasts?”

    “Uhm” he answers as if it’s a trick question, choking on his on voice he squeaks out a shy “your ass” with a sheepish smile.

    “9” i said.

    “Beg your pardon?”

    “You can hit 9 for the 9th floor” i laughed.  “So my ass lor” i asked again.

    He tapped 9 and the elevator started up, then he took a good long second or three to stare right at my tits.  “Your breast is too small, but your ass is perfect” he said.

    “Really?” i sexily whispered out my favorite word.

    As the elevator ticked up past the 4th floor I crossed over to move face to face with him as Tom Cruise did to Kelly McGillis in Top Gun’s elevator scene.  I allowed him a brief glance at my nipple down my skirt and said into his ear “I’d love to make you beg for these breasts until you cry”

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    His silence was broken only by the ‘ding’ of the elevator hitting the 9th floor and I guided him out the door pulling on his hard cock outside his jeans.

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    I have to admit that unlike the first Mistress Jaa I am not one to use a lot of ropes in my session.  I’d like to have a pair of wrist and ankle cuffs with a clip to make restraining quicker and simpler and as this session needed … a head restraint as well.  A restraint for the head would eliminate many of the slaves failures to comply with my rules in the session, and since each failure is punishable by flogging his nipples it’s a toy that on of you future slaves should bring for me for your own nipple protection lol.

    forced breast teasing at jaa4u.com mistress pasayaThose stated rules are simple …

    • no sucking allowed of any magnitude is allowed whatsoever.
    • no biting is allowed either and that includes gentle presses of your teeth to help suppress your urge.
    • no licking or stroking of your tongue under any circumstances unless you want to feel the full wrath of my cane on your nipple.

    Sounds simple enough right?  If these were the ground rules for a final Survivor immunity challenge you’d be feeling pretty close to the million bucks i’m guessing.  You’d be wrong to think that however.  The game is is simple in explanation, but not in execution :

    “Your job is simply to stare at my nipple on my breast and when I tell you to hold it in your mouth you are to cradle my nipple as gentle as if it were as breakable as rice paper covering a spiky floor.”

    He accepted the rules which I explained to him much the same as in my video where i took off my panties, except for him I was removing my bra from underneath my see through black lingerie blouse as I spoke.

     

     

    “Now we’re just gonna lie here and talk for a few hours you and me” i said snuggling in beside him laying my armpit over his round bulky shoulders and dropping my hair on the other side of his face so that his view was completely curtained off and the only thing that was in view was my breast hovering just over his mouth through my lingerie.  “Now what’s the most boring thing in your life right now your job or your marriage?” i asked him while stroking his hair and his cheek with my fingers.

    “My marriage for sure, my business gives me a place to go every day”

    “Business lor?” i said reaching off behind me for mistress Wael’s special oil bottle.

    “Ya my business lets me travel 8 months of the year on and off and gives me something to look forward too when i’m at home having to …..” his voice trailed off into silence as i slipped my right breast out from my lingerie and rubbed the oil on my breast slowly that left a hint of vanilla in the air.  With the lights in the room off and the 6 candles only behind us on the headboard to light the room my breast reflected the oil with a nice orange hue that made his mouth start to water.

    He almost instantly brought his bottom lip up over his top one and sucked it down into his mouth and he was completely unaware he was doing it because when i said “don’t suck your lip off” he looked down at it and let it go like a kid would let go of a stolen cookie when caught by his mom.

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    “Now answer me truly” i said bringing my breast to within an inch of his mouth, “what do you really want to kiss at this very moment, my ass or my breast?”

    We covet what we see, and my candlelit breast was enough to make him completely forget about my ass that he had been leering at only 15 minutes prior.

    “your breast” he whispered.

    You’re gonna have to play by the rules if you want my nipple in your mouth Mr.Minnesota, are you ready for that, to play by the rules?  Rather than answer me as he should have he pressed his head forward to try to answer with a suck as his acceptance of the rules, ironic na?  Or maybe just stupidity.  My bamboo cane cracked across his far nipple twice in succession and hard enough to make him yelp in pain but not enough to make him cry out yet.  This is where that head restraint that i told you about would come in so handy.

    This time i propped him up in a half sit up position with my knee under his shoulder blade and my arm cupped under his short black hair.  His arms stretched backwards behind him in a horrible looking crucifix position but he didn’t seem to mind as i turned his head to his left and tilted his chin up so that it was resting right under the curve of the under part of my breast.

    “The rules, you will follow this time?”

    He shook his head to say yes this time.

    “And you know the next time my cane hits it’ll break the skin of your nipple, and you accept that as your punishment yes?”

    Again he shook his head yes yes yes.

    “Then put your lips around my nipple but not quite touching the skin of my breast and keep your tongue suppressed.”  and my hand cupped behind his head bent his body to his left so that his mouth covered my nipple.

    I took out my Kindle and balancing it against his far right shoulder began to read A Feast for Crows in the Game of Thrones series.  I just finished a season 3 and season 4 marathon this week and wanted to see what the book for season 5 is like compared to the shows.  That and, the torture doesn’t really take effect until many minutes into the game so a book passes the time.

    After the 10th minute i felt the first drop of saliva from his mouth that landed to the right of my belly button and ran disgustingly down my thigh and onto the bed beneath.  By the 15th minute the drips were beginning to drip like a leaky faucet and the 20th minute brought on the beginning of the ever flowing river of spit that was cascading out of his mouth like a Venezuelan waterfall.

    At the 30th minute I felt the tiniest of sucks, the beginning of his breaking point and he was rewarded as promised with two of the hardest cracks of my thin bamboo stick across his right nipple.  This time he screamed.  I hit him twice in his face for the noise before grabbing him by his hair and pushing him back onto my nipple.

    “You said my breasts are too small remember?  Now you’re trying to steal a suck?  The next time you break the rules i hit your balls and i’m not nearly joking do you understand?”

    “yes” he whimpered and for whatever reason his left knee began to pulse up and down in a rhythm that would have been 3 times faster than a heartbeat.

    What i’m making him do is against nature’s instinct.  Deep buried inside your mind is the memory of sucking on your mom’s breast and as I said before, all men are born into submissiveness before their mother.  All i’m doing is bringing back that memory, which gets stronger every minute my breast is in your mouth, without giving you the gift of being act out the pleasure of sucking that your memory is reminding you of.  I’m breaking you of your inborn instinct, minute by painful minute.

    The slobbering of gooey spit though, that is something i’ll have to do with a towel on my lap from now on.  In the second hour of the tease the feeling of his drool splashing on my skin was giving me shivers of revolting reaction and it was only his increasingly shaking knee that made me not break off the tease because his torture was putting him in a trance like state.  The cadence of his knee keeping him going, that and the fear of having his balls whacked off haha.

    One hour and fifteen minutes into the tease i reached down with my left hand and rested my fingers just inside his walking shorts and right beside his dick.

    He shivered when i did that.

    “I’ve got a new rule.” i smiled down at him.  His eyes were closed but he was listening.  “You can suck, once, for 5 seconds.  But if you do choose to suck, you don’t get to cum.  Understand?”

    He shook his head.

    “Your answer is in your action.  I’m gonna play with your cock for the next 40 minutes, and if you suck as you get more and more horny i’ll let go and send you home with balls bluer than a BMW painted midnight blue.”

    My thumb started on the head of his cock to get it to pop out from his shorts, the elastic of which then pressed down on his dicks blood vessel making it turn red as it reached maximum hardness just a minute into the tease.

    Three short minutes into my fingers rolling around just under the head of his cock his other knee joined in the shaking, followed by his ankle and finally both his legs.

    On the first squeeze of his dick to hold the cum half way between his balls and his dick’s head he sucked, and sucked hard.  For a moment, the caveman aggression of his mouth and tongue aroused me enough to consider letting him continue, but I had already done something outside of what I normally do, and if you bought my first Amazon book you know exactly what I did that shook Boston’s mind and soul.  Mr. Minnesota however, having given up to the tease only 5 minutes in wasn’t going to get anything but what he deserved.  An abrupt end to the tease.

    “no please, please, please, i’m sorry mistress ” then after a pause, “mistress jaa” he corrected himself “please don’t stop i’m sorry, i’m sorry”

    I simply turned around and pulled his hair into my silk lingerie covering my ass.  Looking behind me I said “you have 1 minute to make yourself cum, and when you do you will scream the words ‘i am a loser’ into my asshole.”

    “please … mistress … ple…”

    “57 , 56, 55”

    I didn’t even reach 30 before he shot all over the floor and as he did i pulled him by his hair into my ass so that his scream almost echoed inside my asshole lol.  When he finished i held his chin up from where he sat on his shins and asked, “was that suffering memorable enough for ya?”  555

     

    Jaa xx

     

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  • Tease & Denial Massage Session

    A good massage in Bangkok is fairly easy to find.  A sexy, talented masseuse that can and is willing to do an amazing Tease & Denial Massage is rare.  Luckily, you can get that here now.

    The biggest waste of money in Bangkok right now is the happy ending massage.  I know because I spend tons of time getting massages and have talked to many girls working there ,  thus I know that paying for a happy ending at the end of a massage is as satisfying as ordering an Italian dish in a Chinese Restaurant.  Wrong!

    A perfect massage feels just as amazing as a perfect Tease & Denial session.  Marrying the both together is an unforgettable 2 hour experience.  See for yourself …

     

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    I had to be a detective for a few days to find her as she was the girl who I finally chose to be my personal masseuse being the picky girl I am.  I knew right from the first time she massaged me that Wael was different than all the others , the massage was as perfect as perfect can get.

    I’m instantly attracted to anybody who thinks outside the box and has a distinct personality which in this country is like trying to find gold on a sandy beach.  So 15 minutes before my 1st massage session with Wael was when her customer had tried to reach up and tried to feel Wael’s breast.  From the back room the customer was walking out hunched over with his wrist in the air in an armbar lock that looked like it would break his arm in half.  What made me like her is not only that she did that to him but that she paraded him out in front of everybody in the shop to humiliate him for trying.   You just don’t do shit like that here in this country , we’re supposed to be weak and sub-servant , not bold and keen to humiliate.  I knew my masseuse had a career ahead of her as a mistress if I could just have a few discussions with her while sampling her massage.

    wael's massage with tease & denialNot surprisingly she was let go from that job.  “you not act like good thai lady” the boss said to her and that same day she left the shop for good, but luckily I sensed that may happen and I gave her my number after our massage was finished , and made her promise to keep in touch but in reality we both went our separate ways.

    Then , a month or so later , while interviewing yet another hopeless mistress applicant at Ploen Chit Center on the 5th floor food court I asked  this interviewee to give me an example of what she would do to be dominant.  Her reply was that she was willing to go to dinner and hold hands “maybe” with the customer.  I said “fuck, you have to have it in your nature to want to control everything about a man and if he gives you shit or tries to touch you without permission just slap him across the face” and I told her i’d pay for her lunch but that the interview was basically over.

    She looked at me kind of stunned for a moment and then said, “there is a girl in my massage shop downstairs that is like that, but not me.”

    “Really?” i said raising my eyebrow out of curiosity.  “Can you show me who she is?”

    So downstairs we went to Mallika Massage on the first floor and I kind of knew who this black sheep girl was right away because she was sitting alone away from the others waiting in the queue for the next customer her head bent over her phone talking to herself … sounds like me back in school lol.   Then when i got closer and saw her face i recognized her right away, that was Wael the same girl who had massaged me a month prior.

    Already there is this feeling of destiny and i love when things like that happen.  I had just ate so we went to Starbucks for a coffee instead and asked her how and what she had been doing all this time.

    She then outlined her employment problems because she had either left on her own or been “suggested to leave” from 5 different places since the year began, the reason being that each shop’s customers come to book her specifically after the first session and that’s a huge no-no as the manager instantly will know something is amiss.   As well, she’s on that border line of being too cute for most shops to even consider her.  If I ever went for a job as a masseuse i can tell you now that not one store out of the 1 million in Bangkok would hire me because nobody over a 6/10 in looks gets hired.

    Anybody who rocks the boat of poverty, taking customers and business away from others is forced out of that store quickly.  You either leave voluntarily or your possessions get sabotaged with knife holes, rips and burns until you leave out of frustration.  Everybody is fine with poverty so long as everyone is equally impoverished haha.  Wael knew from the first day that no customer goes into a massage shop for just a massage.

    Customers go into a massage shop for a sensual experience.  The problem is they hardly ever get one, and here’s why.

    wael's tease & denial massageBackward thinking.  Please refer back to my gold on a sandy beach comment for a moment.  The massage world is about giving the most basic massage possible and then hoping for a huge tip so that the next time the same customer comes back the person who massaged you will be more willing to give you a better massage because you are a big tipper.  Again .. wrong!

    Wael and I agreed in our Starbucks meeting that to get the big tip you give something extraordinary to the customer first knowing that 75% of them will tip and come back again, and the 25% who don’t will at least tell others what happened in their 2 hour massage.

    I asked her to come work with me and see what I do and she had great ideas right off the top of her head, but she wanted to do only what she is comfortable with, which is an expert massage and an expert tease & denial session.  I told her that her way of thinking is already perfect and that she just needed experience but … she fears for her English level, and she showed me on her phone that she studies English on her own every day at the shop where she works.  Look, you don’t find motivation like that here very often, rarely if ever actually.

    So here’s the deal I made with her.  I asked her to go for a session with me to see, and remembering that she knows jiu jitsu of some sort, I invited her to a wrestling session with a customer that even though i beat him before is very tough to pin.  I’m undefeated by the way in sexy wrestling sessions haha.

    You know what happened in that session if you follow my twitter.  Less than a minute after i tap her hand to come in and take my place she triangles the guy and squeezed a bit too hard i guess because he passed out unconscious between her legs trying to kiss her pussy even though his neck was locked … that’s men for you lol.

    I then tried her for a bdsm session the next day with me and an older man … who she loves to do sessions with anyways.  My part of the session went well, but interestingly when the man called back for a second session, he called Wael for her massage and tease.

    So let me make it official.  I’m probably talking to the older businessman gentleman demographic i think, because the customers i remember from 5 years ago that liked the long 2 hour Thai or Oil massage were older.  You can book Wael for her special 1 hour massage and tease either at our condo or at your place for 4,000 baht since there is no bdsm involved and she lacks the experience to do such a session anyways.  If you wanted to see her with me, i would recommend a sexy wrestling session with the both of us.  You will lose lol.

    Jaa xx

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  • Blowjob in BDSM? | A Gift Wrap Blowjob !

    Blowjob in BDSM? | A Gift Wrap Blowjob !

    He was probably thinking “what is she thinking of me? Why am I giving in to something I know is excruciating but it’s exactly what I wanted … is this what it’s like to push a baby out?”

    Twisting, turning, twitching all over the bed like a bird trying to get out of it’s shell he was making so much sweat on the bed he almost slid right off two times and I had to save him from falling.  It didn’t matter to him that he almost fell two feet to land on his bum he was concerned about two things only, freedom and time both of which I had taken away from him.  If it was me I would have taken the second option that I gave him, the easy way out of his dilemma.   But stubbornly like a mouse caught in a maze he was determined to find a way out before he ran out of time.  Finally he stopped for a moment to catch his breath, he breathed up from his lip to blow a drop of sweat away from hitting his eye and tried once again to get out of the rope that I had tied his hands with behind his back.  “5 minutes left babe, what’s it gonna be?” i said waving my hand over his trapped cock showing him that one cut of my nail would give him the freedom and the sadness that he was trying so desperately to avoid.  He took a breath and started flopping on the bed again yelling in frustration.

    Watching him act like this prompted this question to pop in my brain …

    “how much will a man sacrifice for the smallest possibility of one blowjob?”

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    Why would I even put a blowjob on the table for negotiation?  So for that let’s go back in time and look at his first contact email to me when he said “i prefer teasing with the mouse the most” … well for sure he means mouth … meaning blowjob…  but i had fun with it …

    “When you say you prefer teasing with the mouse the most … what do you mean the mouse? Sure i can just go to a street vendor food and catch a mouse for you if you like haha 555 … joking”

    When playing with a male it is better to show I am dumb, i can learn so much more like that 😛   He wants tease & denial and he wants a blowjob i can see that much … so my job is to make him wish he could have anything else in the world besides that blowjob and see what he chooses.

    The Teasing part of the Tease & Denial session was sexy as I always make it but my idea of how to handle this blowjob part didn’t really pop into my head until there was about 30 minutes left.

    Remember in this world it’s the man that chases the pussy and not the woman who chases the cock.  I’m not just gonna give the guy a bj because he wishes it, i never have and never will answer to any man’s wishes or desires.  Just like I told you before i take requests on my terms not yours.  I’ll go to dinner with you when i feel like not when you invite me and if you decline because that pisses you off well I can find another you in a minute … baby.

    So what to do with this boy?  I have him seconds away again from cumming (he wouldn’t survive a blowjob from me really) and i’ve sat on his face enough i can feel his tongue giving up out of frustration of trying to get inside my panties on his mouth.  I made him stand up and with his hands still ties i saran wrapped his waist covering his ass dick and balls with three passes around his body.  That’s a look as sad as twilight on the man’s face every time i wrap a dick.  It’s a look 10 times worse than when i put my chastity called “Fang” on the guys cock at the beginning of the session to make sure there is no accidental touching as men like to do to themselves.  I’ve learned over time that if i give a guy even a few seconds alone while I go to the toilet he’s gonna have his hands gripping his cock like nails to a magnet lol

    “I’m gonna give you your fantasy baby” i said dropping to my knees.

    Mistress Pasaya Gift Wrap Blowjob Blog Story

    Starting from his balls i pushed my tongue up all the way to the top of his covered dick smiling up at him the whole time.  The more i teased him the more slippery the saran wrap got and the slippery show i was giving him trying to suck his cock was making him leak all over himself inside.  Not to mention the heat of the room and my face was making him drop sweat from his balls onto the floor.  Was gonna photo that but i figured it was gross rather than sexy hahaha.

    Then with 20 minutes left i bit a hole in the wrap right where his cock hits his balls from the bottom side.  A hole big enough for me to put two fingers inside and stroke him awkwardly.  The touch was enough to make his legs shake though and that’s what i wanted.

    Every time i would go down with my mouth to simulate the blowjob my tongue would rip a bigger hole so i could get 3 and then 4 fingers to wrap on his cock and squeeze every time my lips would sit over the head of his dick.  The frustration level was bursting through the top of the thermometer lol.  With his balls and 95% of his dick free from the wrap the only part left to tease eventually was the head.

    “15 minutes left babe” i said.

     

    “Here’s my offer.  You can either get your dick head out of it’s wrap by yourself or you can let me do it for you.  If I do it for you, i’ll finish you by hand before the session ends i promise.  If somehow you can get your dick out by itself without touching or rolling on it, i’ll give you a tease & denial blowjob finish.

    I pushed him back on the bed so he landed on his hands tied behind him, i checked his feet so they couldn’t move and watched the twerk show begin.  Miley Cyrus (blowjob queen?) has nothing on this guy trust me.

    He found muscles in his dick he never knew he had i think.  He even got his balls to try and help by shaking them to jerk his dick out but the wrap was like sticky glue.  At one point he actually got his dick to bend in a half circle like a rainbow but the head would not come out.

    “5 minutes left babe, what’s it gonna be?” i looked at my watch and said.  We were 300 seconds from the end of a 2 hour teasing session and i thought he was more exhausted than frustrated but i was wrong.

    “if i get it out you’ll still suck” (he’s got blowjob – itis now)

    “i’ll suck it babe” (really?  guys will believe anything … especially about blowjob chances)

    To describe the next few minutes well … it was like watching a Rhino birth actually …

    Then finally with exactly 90 seconds left in the session he did the unbelievable.  He made the rainbow again, this time sucking his tummy in as far as he could suck it … almost right through his ass and when he let it go … it popped out !!

    He looked at it like he just gave birth.

    Then he looked at me, with 60 seconds left …

     

    Jaa xx

     

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  • Mistress Girlfriend Experience

    Mistress Girlfriend Experience

    Is there anything better than sitting on my guy’s sofa with my right arm around his shoulder playing with his hair while my left hand is down his underwear playing with his dick while we watch a movie and he feeds me popcorn?  Yes there is … making him suck my toes just as the movie is getting good and he’s begging me to let him cum.  But we’ll get to that in a minute.  First let’s talk about the part of my bdsm sessions that i am enjoying the most … the Mistress Girlfriend Experience.  While I did have some interesting sessions this week like a mouth to ass teasing toilet training session, a 2 hour face slapping session, an orgasmic face sitting session and a double mistress session with a guy and his Phillipine girlfriend, the best sessions of the week once again were the sessions that i teased my way right into the man’s mind and gave him a taste of the poison of what it’s like to be a Mistress’s boyfriend.  I can tell you that for me, given what’s happened to my love life the last month. that it’s left me asking myself a question that i think about often …

    If dominating a slave like a boyfriend in a session is so wonderfully fun, is it bad that i’m wanting my next relationship to be like that?  (edit: sept 28/ 2015 : yes it is bad)

    There’s no longer room in my mind for the people who aren’t worthy of being in my heart and most men don’t deserve a place in my heart.  When I date someone I usually break up with them because I always think they don’t deserve me.  I’m always searching for that perfect guy but I know there’s no one like that … so I end up being single.  But maybe i’m looking in the wrong places.  You men who drop to your knees to worship me have it right.  Just by doing that you show you completely understand what it is I am looking for in a man, complete devotion to me.

    mistress girlfriend experience (mgfe)I’m waiting for that person that’s going to treat me like I’m worth something.  I’m still waiting for that person who would hold me like they’re afraid to lose me.  I want that person that listens and actually cares.  Until I find that person, I’m going to stay single.  I don’t deserve anything less.  I’ve been through enough bull shit and my heart is tired!

    I brushed the last leaves off a dying tree this month and left it to rot by itself.  It was the last remaining piece of the old me that still clung to me like a disease.  It took until now to realize that tree i thought that was so great was simply a dead willow uprooted in the bank of a river.

    What I see now is not just the strength in the power given to me by my submissive men but the purity hidden in the gesture.

    I had been running all morning in Lumpini Park and lately when I do that I feel like I am trying to put distance between the old me and my new Mistress Jaa personality.  I came straight to the condo from the park on Saturday and even though i sms’d my client many times to be on time and not arrive early I didn’t bother to shower even though I had 20 minutes.  So 30 minutes later after talking and accepting the wine and chocolates he brought me I was softly touching him around his neck, cheek and nipples getting him hard like I always do.  Usually i get very close to the man to let him hear my whisper in his ear and allow him to smell my perfume and my body close to his nose … and let him feel the touch of my bamboo cane or my fingers.

    That kind of seduction doesn’t work well when I smell like a smelly cat.

     

     

    “Jaa I used to think you were innocent but you’re not, there’s a streak of evil in you that makes me crazy” that’s an sms from the last guy i seduced.  True.  The evil in my jumps up into my brain sometimes, I can’t help it.  I have two sides black and white.  I’ve told many people that my normal self is the pure white side of me, Goddess Jaa is in the middle, and Mistress Jaa is the black.  So while staring at the wine he had brought me I was so aware of how bad my feet … particularly my toes felt.  They were still sticky from the dried sweat of running and I had a whole unclean feeling about my body.  For most girls that is such a strong feeling that it makes everybody run to the shower.  For me, it makes my pussy wet.  I was getting so wet just thinking of taking what must be the worst smelling feet i’ve had all week and making this guy lick and suck them no matter how bad it tasted.  It’s a power thing ok.  Don’t ask me why.  I don’t even know myself why I think like that, I just do.

    mistress girlfriend experience (mgfe)I had just finished a session Thursday with a guy who didn’t want foot worship but ended up asking to suck my feet longer.  I really almost came when he started sucking my feet because I was looking at his face not enjoying himself as he climbed down under my foot and looked up at me with sad eyes as he licked my heel clean.  The cleaner my feet got the more horny he got and the less horny i got, it was weird.  This session i was thinking about opening up the wine he had brought me, dripping some on my feet and let him get drunk on my toes when I thought “fuck the wine”.

    I wanted nothing more than to make this very big strong man crawl on his stomach to get under my foot and let him smell and taste the dirtiest feet ever.  I sat up on the headboard of the bed and told him how bad my feet smelled and that he needed to clean it all for me.

    I love the “i have no choice” look on a guys face.

    They make it when they ask me to leave my ass a little dirty for them and i don’t wash it for 2 days and the smell is 10 times more than they thought they could take.  The last slave under my ass complained about my pussy dripping onto his nose because his disgusted face was making me so horny.

    They make that face too when i seal my pussy to their mouth and aim my pee to the deepest part of their throat so they swallow or choke.

    I am guessing they make that face too when i make the same seal with my ass to their mouth for … you can imagine for what.  Until somebody lets me video that i’ll never get to see the final look when their fantasy is coming true hahaha.

    worshp-perfectionThe difference between those sessions and the sessions where i offer the guy my feet is that my feet are connected somehow to my pussy.  Which means i get really truly horny when i see a guy under my toes trying to get used to the taste and smell in the first few seconds.  It hasn’t happened yet but i’m sure that soon a guy is gonna make me orgasm in the first minute of worshiping my feet.  I’ve been close twice but the guys stop when i make the sounds i make.  I can’t help it ok i make cute little sounds when i’m horny.   So they always stop and look why i’m making same sounds like he’s licking my pussy and i never get to see if i can finish myself … or if he can finish me i mean.

    To be clear, i cannot get the same orgasm feel when i do foot worship with stockings or pantyhose … or with shoe worship or trampling.  I like doing those too but the sexy feeling only i get from toe to mouth or foot to mouth and if the guy is having a hard time from the taste but still sucks soft and with talent.  It would probably just be a level 1 orgasm but still that would be great.  If i’m wrong and it’s a level 3 squirt orgasm then i guess he’s just gonna get really wet down there hahaha 555.

    After a guy has sucked my toes there is definitely a permanent shift in power in the relationship not only for that session but for all sessions in the future.  You can be 7 foot tall, over 200 kg and be a CEO it doesn’t matter once you have been under my feet.  It’s that power that makes these boyfriend sessions so much fun … getting back now to the session i talked about at the beginning with the movie at his place.

    Be a girl that the men need not a girl that the men want.  I read that somewhere.  When men see me they want me.  When they can’t have me they desire me.  It’s not until after they submit to me that they need me.  That’s what i’m saying that i’m learning about the kind of guy i want.  I’m done with the guy who desires but won’t submit.

    In my sessions once i see the look of desire born from desperation of not being able to have i’ll give you such a good taste of the poison of what it’s like to have a Mistress girlfriend that it’s all you’ll crave for weeks and weeks after.

    On the sofa playing with his hair and whispering in his ear or kissing him on the cheek while playing under his underwear i’m making sure his eyes are looking at the movie but his brain is thinking about anything else but.  Hint for you guys who can’t take long tease and denial, don’t download a 2 hour movie lol.  Because he’s begging me with whispers to finish him and it just makes me giggle to hear a man beg me.  I love it.  The more you beg the more you will get teased.  This was not even blowjob tease and denial, or sex tease and denial, this was just seducing hand job tease and denial and in the second hour he was shaking watching the movie or staring at the movie is a better description.

    road-to-my-assTwenty minutes before the end i tell him i want my toes sucked.

    The last thing he wants is to stop watching the movie, turn around, letting my hand off of his cock, and start sucking toes.  Hey it was a date so at least i showered and they tasted nice.  Sometimes i’ll do a Sharon Stone and let him see what’s between my legs for the first time while he’s sucking.  For 15 minutes i’ll let him watch the movie between my legs and then with 5 minutes i let my panties cover her up again.

    “5 minutes left, do you wanna cum or do you wanna try to have a taste through my panties?”

    Your money or your life, i love decisions that suck for men.  Some guys have almost lost their tongues trying to find a way between my skin and cotton to get a taste.  Others sadly give up the taste for the best most disappointing hand finish ever as they wish they could have both.  But that’s the joy in being a Mistress girlfriend, I get to choose your level of happiness or disappointment depending on how satisfied you have made me.

    I left him standing in the door and he was still there 40 seconds later as i looked back before i turned the corner to get back to Sukhumvit Rd.

    Of course he was still there.  I am no longer the woman he wants in his life, I am the woman he needs.

     

    Jaa xx

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