For over a decade, I provided standard 2-hour sessions. That era is finished. I have evolved beyond fleeting encounters that offered only shallow, time-constricted dives into what I feel is truly possible when you submit to me. I didn’t just evolve overnight from being a seductive Mistress to an Extreme Mistress capable of turning a human into a perfect toilet. It wasn’t a straight line. It was a messy, exhausting climb. To be honest: For 22 months, I failed. I tried to break men, and often, the process broke me. The mental toll was devastating. I have documented the wreckage of my own mind … and the slow, painful climb back to sanity … entirely on my Fanvue Personal Blog. It is the only place I allow myself to be vulnerable. Even as I sit here writing this, I have to admit I’ve become a recluse. I stay inside my safe walls 24/7 … venturing out only to walk across the garden to the Femdom House to feed and train my slave. But while Fanvue holds my recovery, my Scatbook Video Blog holds the data. That is where I documented every technical failure, every restart, and every hard-won breakthrough of the protocol itself. I stitched this protocol together … this radical way of sustaining a human … not out of instant genius, but out of the wreckage of my own experiments. The 30-Day Human Toilet Slavery (HTS) Experience still isn’t perfect. Nothing in my world ever is. But I have finally managed to get one slave across the 30-day finish line … and I believe it is now a repeatable process. Mind you, it is a process that will completely break you. That is why it is so rare to find a slave willing to be shattered … and capable of enduring the reconstruction. **In other words: This is no longer a service you book. It is a life you surrender to.** Because of the extreme intensity and duration of the 30-Day Protocol, I accept only one chosen toilet slave per month. The cost is 500,000 THB. A hell of a lot more than the 7k you once paid for 2 hours of my time. Yet, this price has not deterred the number of applicants. Why? Because the experience is so unique … and so pure … that it simply doesn’t exist anywhere else. Because of this, I have removed all standard booking forms. A sterile email or a checkbox on a form means nothing to me. It cannot convey the depth of submission required for what we are about to do. I need to know who you are. I need to hear your voice. I need to read your thoughts every morning when I wake up. I need to understand your fears, your limits, and the darkness you are trying to hide. I need to feel your presence in my life, and you need to feel mine. This kind of intimacy cannot be rushed. It must be built, conversation by conversation, day by day. That is why the vetting process takes place solely on Fanvue. I don’t use messaging apps on my phone. I don’t use email. If you are serious, come talk to me on Fanvue. It is the only place where we can speak freely. Only those who open themselves to me completely over time will be invited to move beyond discussing the Protocol … and formally apply for it. But before we can even speak on Fanvue … before you try to apply … you must understand what you are actually applying for. The 30-Day Experience is not random. It is a precise ecosystem. You need to understand the logistics of the Femdom House. You need to know who Patty and Heidi are. You need to understand the mechanics of the vertical feeding chair, the necessity of throat anesthetic, and why we have to gape your throat open … and why you won’t even feel a thing as it happens. I simply do not have the bandwidth to explain these concepts in a chat window. My time is finite, and I must reserve my energy for what I do best … conducting the experiments themselves. That is why I wrote “Under Her: The Human Toilet Slavery Manual”. Everything … what to expect, my deep philosophy behind why I do this, the full operational blueprint … is documented in “Under Her”. It is the de facto most comprehensive book written on the subject of becoming not just a human toilet … but a fully functional one. An object that has had the ability to block the passage removed so that your throat simply becomes a conduit between my ass and your stomach. It is a process that, as I found out the hard way through trial and error, is so intricate that one mistake by either of us can have … uh, let’s just say “highly unwanted outcomes.” I had no choice but to write a whole book on it. Consider it mandatory reading. If you ask me questions on Fanvue that are clearly explained in the book, your application will be dismissed. I need to know that only the most committed are showing interest … so that we don’t waste each other’s time. The whole history of the process is there for you to read on my Scatbook blog. But so you know, over on my bookstore site, there are two versions of “Under Her”. For those who just want to read about the process that goes on at my Femdom House, buy the regular version for $100. However, if you add one more zero to that total, you can buy the version that contains the link and password to the Extreme Human Toilet Slavery folder on my pCloud. There, you can see the plight of all 22 slaves who lined up before you … and the hell they went through. Watching those videos will likely discourage you from continuing on with the application, and that’s fine. Like I said in a roundabout way, for 99% of you, what I’m offering is way too much for you to handle. But for the 1%, I’m exactly what you’ve been looking for. The public record is on the left. The keys to the kingdom are on the right.
Many will apply. Few will survive the vetting. Only one will serve.
THE THIRTY-DAY PROTOCOL
The Evolution
The Vetting Protocol
Evidence & Prerequisites