Before I recount the story in the ppv section below for my Patreon and FanVue subscribers – let’s go over what “Cuckhold Hell” truly is. This is the grand sum of all cucking session requests we’ve ever had at jaa4u.com : “Oh Mistress, can you tie me up and force me to watch one of your lovers with a huge cock fuck you while you look at me to laugh and humiliate me. You can even put me on the floor under your pussy so I can watch his 10 inch cock pound your pussy and make you moan then I’ll have no choice when you make me slurp out all of his cum from your hole. I’ll be so …
Take any man, not just a submissive one. Empower him. Give him space to do what he believes he does well – encourage him and most importantly, reward his triumphs with every sexual fantasy he has ever dreamed of – and you don’t just have a slave, you have a king who has voluntarily surrendered his entire kingdom to you, he just doesn’t know it yet. And yes, I know how that sounds coming from a woman who still forgets to take the laundry in when it begins to rain as just happened and once tried to “dominate” a jar of pickles that wouldn’t open … but this is the part they never write in the glossy manuals or the …
When you watch the concluding part of the video, keep in mind that this was the fifth hour of non-stop edging, face sitting, piss feeding, spit feeding and ball massaging. Which is why his cock is so beat red … and is why he can no longer stand even one finger touching his penis any longer. The quivering – the cock self-vibrating, that’s what happens when a man has been pushed to the brink of insanity via a simple prolonged Tease & Denial. Like I told you though, there is a very long story that goes along with what you’re seeing in the video for if you notice, I didn’t once call this a ‘session’ like it was a normal …
There are times where one doesn’t really need words. Greatness speaks for itself – always. That’s what you have here – greatness. The video that is. However, to go along with the video – tonight being part 2 of the greatest Tease & Denial every captured – there is an equally epic story that will also be greatness – once I write it in part 3. I can’t write it for you tonight because like Ashe in Alien … I’m collating with Mother: That’s a private joke between me and my former full-time “slave” as I call him Mother since he holds all the information about the whole history of jaa4u in his databanks. We’re “collating” – he …
On a normal day – back when all four Mistresses were doing femdom sessions in early 2012 – our inbox would have collected 8-12 session requests per day, a bit more on the weekends from people looking for a spontaneous experience but to no avail because we were always “sold out” – of time that is. One morning I woke up, flipped open my Nokia flip phone – yes that’s how far back we’re going with this story – just wanting to get a snapshot of how many emails had come in while I was asleep. That Nokia screen was such a tiny square that it could barely fit in three push messages without them all looking squished together. All …
Days like today are why my Fanvue blog means so much to me – it’s like a personal teddy bear that helps me through “brain spike days” as AI calls it. I think today is a perfect example of what one of those “off” days are like in my life … one of someone neuro divergent. See, over the years as I’ve gotten older and wiser and have gone through all the experiences I’ve gone though – I’ve learned to find ways to cope with my brain when it does what it wants to do. Today was one of those marvellous days where I grabbed a hammer in my left hand, some bamboo in my right hand and made myself …
I had a submissive man who simply refused to eat in the way I showed him he’d be consuming bio-product for the next thirty days of his life. He made this decision that my methods were not something he could bring himself to do on the very first day of his one month stay and I proceeded to fret about his well-being every day for the next four weeks. It drove me mad. Yes, I can lock a submissive in a human cage and do rapid weight loss training for a month – I have done that before. But now that I’ve twice experienced the effects of hunger for a prolonged duration its something I no longer wish to come …
This is where I would like to live. It’s – in my mind at least – my little slice of paradise. I could live in that little one room dome like place they have – or one of their single rooms that’s a 30 second walk away from the swimming pool. I think my brain could be happy there. In fact, I’d like to buy the whole property one day and spend a few years landscaping it into something that is truly a slice of heaven – W’s heaven !! :))) A sanctuary for my brain. Crazy isn’t it – that I have to refer to my brain in the 3rd person – as some entity that I could one …
Two things are certain. One is that in a few years’ time, I will be the richest Mistress that ever plied the trade. And two, one lucky former slave – soon to be reduced to my personal object – will bask in the luxury I provide it. It all depends on how I play my cards with this gold mine I’m sitting on – a list of about 120 eHTS videos the likes of which the world has never seen. Think of how my mind works like we’re playing chess at a grandmaster level. I have been thinking 10-20 moves forward for about the last 6 years and though there have been these things I can’t control like anxiety attacks, …
3:53pm, nobody’s shown up here with sirens on top of their cars so – so far so good. I just woke up. Trying to get fully back onto vampire standard time (VST) because I have to write a lot to finish my book and I can only do that when the air is cool, there’s no sun and I don’t hear the sounds of people outside. So sue me, I took a Loraz to ensure I slept 10 hours because I would have been a nervous wreck if I hadn’t. I do remember what I dreamt about. I remember exactly what I dreamt about. I dreamt about the absolute absurdity of being locked up in a hospital’s mental ward cell …
