This is a Patreon / FanVue subscriber only blog because once again I’m going to use the written privacy of my words to speak what’s on my mind – freely.
Also, I wasn’t exactly the thinnest version of myself in the video as this was the first time daring to go out in public after 2 years of mostly being locked down in my condo and thinking I could survive all those days alone eating Lay’s Potato Chips instead of cooking. I chose – poorly.
So I think that in this long self-analysis process of finding out what’s wrong with me, why I broke down so hard – there are little clues as to when my behavior changed or in this case – my perception of society changed.
Its not a sexy post at all so you’re not missing anything if that’s what you’re looking for … the next one of those will come tomorrow morning.