Tag: forced

  • Sucking Cock | It’s ok until …

    Sucking Cock | It’s ok until …

    Oh…my…God…

    I just read your latest post !!

    I just read it while there is football on tv and my housemate is on the other sofa, so no touching, but just reading it I got so hard and I had to email you.

    Ahh your attitude is just everything so perfect. The teasing with the kiss…I always think that kissing is the most intimate thing two people can do. Being teased with a kiss from your sexy mouth would be even more frustrating than being teased by your pussy.

    I would do anything. And like in the blog post, I will say that I mean anything! Even sucking cock for you…

     

    Calvin_and_HobbesSean’s email to me turned on two light bulbs in my head reminding me about the peculiar cases of Mumpa and Hobbes , which though it sounds like an Indian version of the comic strip Calvin and Hobbes it’s not.  Which makes sense because if you told an Indian dude there’s a comic strip about a boy named Mumpa and his imaginary tiger who is real – but only when nobody’s around – the Indian man, his life founded in practicality,  would say “Well that is nonsense … everybody can see the Tiger will eat the boy.”

    Mumpa indeed was an Indian dude who used the words “no limitations” in his email describing his desire for a forced bi session while Hobbes was from… hmm actually I don’t recall him ever telling me though I remember his accent to be possibly Polish or perhaps from elsewhere in Eastern Europe.  Anyways regardless of where he was from , Hobbes sprung to my mind because his introductory email also had the tentatively written phrase “even sucking cock for you”.

    mampaMumpa, Hobbes and pretty much any other submissive who has come to me for a first time forced bi experience has never contacted me again after the sessions were finished.  Why?  Well it’s kind of like strapping yourself to a rocket.  You might survive the blast off , hell you might even enjoy the ride for a few minutes , but there’s no escaping the end of that ride is there?

    Unlike a circus, my sessions don’t have a net to ensure you a safe landing.

    In fact, my circus of the insane involves building a concrete wall to ensure the impact is extra squishy , let me explain.

    At the time of Mumpa’s session back in January I was still working with a lady boy named Bowling who at the time – but not any longer – had a massively thick 7 inch sausage between her legs.  I’m not talking internet measurements either , I mean thick like a coke can , to the point where every single guy who caught a glimpse of it while glancing over their shoulder before it was forced into their ass let out a scream of despair.

    It wasn’t the follow up emails that sealed Mumpa’s fate , it was that he fatally put the words : experienced , enjoy , and no limitations together in the same sentence with his introductory email.  Guys who have seen me over the years know that you don’t challenge me like that.  Every man has limits that they have not been pushed beyond and my job on certain occasions is to open Pandora’s box for these gentleman.

    bwassLadyboy’s for the most part are submissive bottoms , and while you do find some who promote themselves as being versatile , it’s practically impossible to find one who genuinely enjoys giving it to a guy , the reason being that deep down in their heart they desire to become a lady.  Every single ladyboy that I’ve worked with regularly has cut it off and if you stop to think for a second just how final that decision is , you have to respect not their courage to go through with such a procedure , but rather their commitment to wanting to become a girl at all costs.

    That being said, until they do lop it off , they are still men.  What I know about men is that when certain buttons are pushed and they have both the sexual rage and the green light to do so … they can become animals in the bedroom.

    Again, before you can understand why these sessions turned out the way they did , you have to first have a grip on human psychology.

    We as a species generally have a programmed care for other human beings.  You can see that in times of need where we all instinctively put aside our differences and help thy fellow man in times of crisis.  However there is an underlying primal instinct that runs through us like a deep underground river which when let loose, disregards that programmed care in lieu of abusing another the way a lion would maul a zebra.

    You see it in school with bullying.  Where I’m from you see it whenever there is a 1 vs 1 street fight and it turns into 500 vs 1 mauling every single time.  Where you don’t see it , but where it occurs the most frequently , is behind the bedroom door in times of sexual activity.

    It’s embedded in the terminology of men:  “I fucked the bitch” , “I let her have it” , “I gave it to her good” , “I banged her hard” , “I fucked the cunt” , “I impaled her.”

    Here it’s heard on the football pitches , I guess where you’re from it’s heard in hockey room dressing rooms or baseball – hmm does baseball have locker rooms?  Whatever, I’m sure men talk shit about us girls wherever the location, I’ve heard it and the complete barbaric lack of respect disgusts me.  Luckily my profession is such that I have the ability to harness such aggression and use it on the very gender who talk the talk but can’t walk the walk.  Heh, fair play’s a bitch ain’t it?

    All I need to do in my ladyboy sessions is to get the chick to tap into his inner beast , as buried as it may be.  In other words, he needs to know “not only is it ok to rape this dude’s throat, but it’s expected.”

    I was watching UFC fights regularly for a while to get me psyched up for my Muay Thai but I ended up cancelling my subscription because I saw too much humanitarianism at the end of fights which truly isn’t indicative of what happens out in the street when there is no cage, no refs and no sponsors.  All men, given the proper cruel circumstances , will kill.  It’s why there’s so much laws and regulation in the world , it’s a shield against your innate savagery.  You can count on one hand how many 100’s of years ago men were butchering one another with swords and raping women at will.

    We’re only at Super Bowl 50 guys , not even triple digits yet.  In terms of how long we’ve had to evolve from primal barbarianism , it’s less than a blink of an eye in the history of mankind.  Some countries (cough, cough) who cannot hide behind the shield of law provided in first world countries, really display how primal their male species are.  Which is perfect for such a session as my submissive guys are asking for.

     

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    By his throat I had Mumpa tied over the bed of his hotel room, his feet restrained by the headboard posts and his arms tied tightly to the posts at the foot of the bed.  With his head dangling over the side of the bed the only allowance he had for movement was a horizontal shaking of his head which would be discouraged with pain.  Which is what pain should be used for.  It’s a tool to be used sparingly if at all to discourage cheating by the submissive subject.  In most cases, fear of pain is enough to ensure proper behavior.

    I laid down 2 of the three towels from the bathroom on the floor beneath his head keeping the third one in hand.

    To disassociate Bowling from her environment I told her to put on a playlist of her favorite music and to play it loud so that her earphones would stifle most if not all extraneous noise.  But just before she put the earplugs on I gave her the only instructions she needed :  “deep and hard , don’t stop , no matter what.”

    I’d say the majority of guys who envision a forced bi session see themselves casually being pushed away from my pussy towards a waiting cock where they reluctantly suck on the head to get used to the taste and feel before venturing further down the shaft.  I give no such luxury of time.

    Sucking cock , it’s ok until … it’s 7 inches down your throat on the first insertion and your gag reflex immediately coughs it back out , only to have it rammed like a piston right back into the back of your throat.  Five seconds in and Mumpa had an inclination of how sorry he would be for using the words ‘no limitation.’

    “Survive it without complaint , and you’ll get to fuck pussy at the end of the session” I told him as I used my towel to mop off the drool being sucked out of his mouth by Bowling’s dick.

    He tried to turn his head slightly to the left or right for the next few strokes which prevented her dick from entering the deepest part of the throat.  I corrected such behavior from happening again by flogging his nipples one time sharply.  A pleasant side effect of such a stroke being that his yelp opened up his throat nicely for another full thick penetration.

    dickheadAt about 15 minutes into the forced bi session the struggling , gagging , drooling , kicking of Mumpa had desensitized Bowling and her strokes picked up both thrust and frequency and it was a symphony to watch.  She’d hit the back of the throat so deep that the dick would be gagged back up and she’d reenter only to be rejected back out again.  A pool of his saliva covered his face and the ladyboy was turned on by the delirium in the Indian man’s eyes.

    It was nothing short of a full on throat rape and the only thing that kept him from opting out of the session was the reminder of the possibility of pussy at the end of the tunnel.  Guys truly will put up with anything if there’s the possibility of pussy at some point.

    My phone rang forty five minutes into the ordeal and i gave Bowling the ‘enough’ sign.  Poor guy couldn’t properly swallow the water I had offered him , his throat had opened to the size of a meteoric crater.

    A knock on the door a second later revealed the girl I promised he could fuck, a go-go bar girl I had used in such a situation way back in December.  Too bad for him that the way he got to fuck her wasn’t quite what he had in mind.  Don’t know if he’s ever been called a dickhead in his life , but that girl was all over his cock’in’mouth like a fat kid on a Smartie.

    Now Hobbes , haha I have to laugh, poor Hobbes had a wholly different introduction to sucking cock.  Well for him sucking cock wasn’t the problem.  That’s because he had said “even sucking cock” as if that was going to be the biggest hurdle for him to get over in the session , which of course I made sure it wasn’t.

    It had never occurred to me until that afternoon to tease the ladyboy.  After all , for most ladyboys their baby sausage is an unwanted tool who’s only function is to earn them cash , so I had thought that she’d be up for a good long tease just for the novelty of it.  It took a while because there was no seduction going on between me and her but sure enough her coke can was shuddering in the wind , and by wind I guess I mean air conditioning breeze.  Sure as heck wasn’t my breathe creating the wind because there was no way in hell I was putting my face anywhere near Mount St. Helen’s , that thing was ready to blow.

    One could almost hear her cum cells splitting and multiplying in her tiny Cadbury Easter Cream Egg sized testicles , by my measure there was at least half a water bottle of semen waiting to paint a ceiling as she couldn’t take the teasing at all.  If you’ve never been with a ladyboy well , they tend to overreact to things.  I mean, it’s cute in some situations but fuck … she was gyrating her hips up and down off the bed so high and violently that it looked like a recreation of The Exorcist.  Except there was no “let Jesus fuck you” , there was instead the sound of what could be interpreted as a neutered horse shrieking.  Like, repeatedly … do you have any idea how annoying it is to hear “hhuun hhuun” with arms and legs flapping all over the place?  It was the first and last time I ever try to tease a ladyboy as I’m certain the neighbor is still wondering to this day what kind of exorcism was going on in my bedroom that afternoon.

    “You’re up” I said to Hobbes , “start sucking.”

    lbsessionThe guy had no idea the magnitude of the volcanic eruption coming his way.  He had it head deep into his mouth when the horse neighing stopped and if there had been a seismograph machine in the room it would have gyrated seismic waves right off the boundaries of the paper.  She thrust her hips and my two hands pressed on the back of his neck.

    First squirt I reckon must have hit throat while the second and third hit cheeks and he was ok for a while there but damn … that forth squirt.  It hit that special place in the back of your throat where it can be sucked up into the nostril cavity and the boy just made things worse by choking on the fifth and sixth waves for the force of the cough shot cum out of his nose the way a dragon would shoot fire out of it’s mouth.  Then he inhaled , not in a Bill Clinton kind of a way but in a “i’m dying and I need air now” kind of way.

    The second the goop hit his stomach it came right back up twice as fast and do you remember that scene in Jurassic park with the Dilophosauras – the spitting dinosaur?  Ya he spat like that , it actually hit my dressing door mirror which is quite a feat since it’s a good four feet away.

     

    To this day, that dude holds the record for the longest post session shower.  It was so long that Bowling , notoriously long in the shower herself had showered in my personal bathroom and had left long before he stepped out of the guest shower.  Freaking guy used well over 3/4 of my mouthwash bottle , he must have gargled well over 100 times by my estimation.

    Safe to say that he’s never “even” tried sucking cock again because the thing about forced bi sessions … sucking cock is ok until … I’m your first time felatio choreographer.

    xx

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  • Ladyboy Vote | For Forced Bi Sessions

    Hey, it came to my attention that my poll for the sexiest ladyboy who I’ll chose to come work with me for forced bi sessions had a flaw.  One of the ladyboy’s, Maggie, was using the photo of a Thai actress named Pinky who is actually a girl and not a ladyboy at all.  I don’t even have a tv so that show’s you how much I keep track of stars here.

    So the results , which have her at 2nd place might not be as true as I had hoped.

    Therefore, I’ve replaced her photo with her true self – how she looks as a ladyboy and I’m asking you guys to reconsider your vote if you are one of the ones who voted for her.  If she’s still your top pick for who you’d like to have a sexy forced bi session with then that’s fine, leave your vote as it is, no need to vote again.  If however you now think one of the other girls are better please redo your vote so that I have a clearer picture of what you guys consider to be beautiful in a ladyboy.

    Right now with Yoshi in the lead and Bowling close behind, I get the feeling you like “sexy, cute, innocent” over “curvy, hot, exotic.”

    That’s fine by me.  When doing a forced bi session I would prefer that you believe right to the last second that the girl who’s seduced you is actually a girl.  Then as she pulls down her panties and her dick is in your face, there won’t be all that much resistance from you as I take you by your hair and shove your mouth onto her cock until it’s impaled deep in your throat lol.

    So once again here is the poll of the 5 ladyboy’s I’ve searched for whom I feel are the sexiest and most believable.  I’m asking you to pick the one you’d like to do everything for, no matter what surprise awaits you inside her panties 🙂

     

     

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    Thanks !  Enjoy voting?  Want to vote some more?  Then let me know who’s got the sexiest ass , … i spank hard, and i hold grudges.  Take that into consideration before you vote.

     

    Jaa xx

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  • Cuckold Session | Chapter 1

    Cuckold Session | Chapter 1

    This Cuckold session is truly one of my top 10 sessions ever.  It started out as a dinner & dancing session and ended up being a Cuckold Session with my customer cowering under the bed sheets of his hotel room crying at 4am.  I’ve told you many times before that i will never accept being someone’s second choice or an option.  I know what I deserve from a man, and that’s his full attention, respect, and commitment but unfortunately 99% of the male population is unable to come close to offering that which I expect.

    So here was my customer who had booked me for a 3 day session of “just pure submission” he said and since I really hate to be in the condo for more than 2 hours when i’m doing a session I thought the night would be better spent going out for dinner and then taking him dancing afterwards.  After all, if you think the best place I can tease you in is the bedroom then you just haven’t been dancing with me yet 555.  I knew that 3 hours on the dance floor would have him so horny that he’d do anything for me when we got back to his hotel room and I had planned to tease him until the sun came up the next morning.

    cuckold gets taken to above eleven restaurantDinner went well, I took him to my favorite romantic place to eat, Above Eleven, and before even sitting down I had ordered us the Japanese Eel with Shell Fish and a Salmon with Cream Cheese dish to go with my Watermelon juice and his water but it hadn’t gone unnoticed by me that as I was ordering my date was looking at the many beautiful women that were in the place.  Other than bad breath, the only other instant turn-off for me is wandering eyes.  I can understand the normal monkey man as Jaa likes to call them acting like that because it’s their neanderthal nature, and it’s true as most men are just evolved apes with smaller dicks, but for a submissive man who is my customer to start checking out girls … well that had to be punished.

    I don’t like meaningless punishment.  It’s why although I can hit just as hard as any other mistress can in the world i choose mental torture as my weapon and i’m quite sure that very few in the world are better than me at playing with men’s minds.  I’m a nice girl 99% of the time but if you mess with me i am downright evil.  The last man I broke up with as my real boyfriend?  He has 2 more years of hell left before he is free of how much I got my revenge on him for making me a second choice.  The 6 months of setting that sting up was well worth the 36 months of payback I am getting now.  The point is, if a man thinks he can get away with playing his games on me he’s gonna get it back 100 times worse.  So I had it on my mind right at dinner that his wandering eyes were going to be paid back tenfold and as I sucked on my salmon like Jennifer did in Flashdance and ran my foot up and down his leg under the table, behind my teasing eyes my thoughts were only about how to get his full attention for the last two days of the date.  I was about to turn his mistress / boyfriend request into a lifestyle experience he will never forget.

     

     

    As we walked into the dance club later that night I grabbed his hand and put it on my ass as we pushed by the crowd to get to the dance floor.  That’s a touch of poison that make most men obsessed with me because let’s face it; there are girl’s asses and then there’s my ass.  But no, fuck.  This guy even when he is dancing with me is looking at these other girls who can’t compare to me … really.  So after a night of having 100’s of Carter Burke‘s trying to talk me up finally I get a tall Swedish guy with washboard abs and a chunky lump in his tight white surfer pants pressing up against me that made me lose my mind almost immediately.  Then as it always happens for me as soon as i turn and get into dancing with him another handsome guy tries to get my attention with his black t-shirt and his Boston hat and both equally tall i could just melt into their chests if they played a slow song.  As Sweden and Boston sandwiched me on the dance floor i looked over at a very sad looking customcuckold womaner that suddenly only had eyes for me finally so I gave him something to stare at now that I had his attention.  I put my ass to Boston and smiled with a shrug of my shoulders to Sweden to let him know I had made my choice and it took him a minute to get the message but he disappeared into the crowd leaving me to get super sexy with my Boston guy.

    Forty minutes later I found my customer sitting by himself having given up on the dance floor and he was into his third or fourth drink of something dark that was helping suck the mood out of his night.

    “i’m going to fuck him” i shouted in his ear over the music.

    “who? the guy … that guy with the hat? why?  he asked ripping off three questions in a row with his face getting equally stunned with each one passing through his lips.

    “So here’s what’s gonna happen” said me as i began to lay out this idea in my mind that was suddenly very exciting to me as I was thinking it up on the spot in front of him.  I don’t know why either, I think it was just the alpha-male handsomeness of Boston that made me look at my customer like he truly didn’t deserve anything from me other than to be at my feet the rest of the night.  He passed a weak vibe to me sitting there alone slouched over his drink and I just got the feel right there and then that I could do anything with this guy and he would go along with it.  Of course if he didn’t and chose to cancel the other two days of his session it would mean a lot of lost money for me but i didn’t care.  Deep down i’m a mistress 24/7 and it’s a predatory instinct i possess that forces me to act out these instincts when I get them.  It’s like this video i’m gonna show you, I simply take what I want from men like her.

     

    “You’re gonna go back to the hotel and pass out on the edge of the bed like you are drunk” which if everything worked as I wanted to would give me more than enough room as the beds at ALoft hotel here in Bangkok are massive.  I gave him a moment, looking eye to eye, to think about it.  I could smell the rum on his breath as I leaned in closer to him to stroke his hair and play with his smooth baby face cheeks.  Glancing up, i saw the Sweden guy behind us sitting at the bar looking at me shaking his head presumptuously in disapproval before he flipped me the finger.  Noted for later.

    “Look-it, i’m not going to let you take that guy back to my room and bang him in front of me” he stated with his last hurrah as a customer but a reach down between his pants with my right hand gave me the true answer I was looking for.

    “Then why are you hard babe?”

    “I’m not hard i’m mad.” he insisted, obviously not wanting to submit so fast but his hard dick betrayed him so really it was just a matter of time and authority before i got him to leave.  The recipe for him doing so required a pinch of humiliation with a spoonful of desire.  After glancing around to make sure that nobody in particular was watching I kept hold of his dick in my right hand while my left hand slid up under my skirt to my thigh and came down holding the waist of my panties.  I turned around showing him my divine ass and had to release his cock temporarily to pull down the other side until my soft black silk panties from La Senza were dangling from a finger in front of his face.

    “Open your mouth my Cuckold”

    cuckold mottoHe did so without hesitation.  Like being ordered to walk the plank on a pirate ship he was starting to succumb to his destiny.  Albeit, having to take my sweaty panties into his mouth is a far better fate than having to jump into the middle of the ocean.  Or maybe not?  lol

    His jaw dropped like a broken mechanism opening in small quivering slots one slightly bigger than the last until there was enough space to slip my panties fully into his mouth, afterwards moving back a step to admire my work.

    “Now you are not to look in the direction of the room door when you sleep and at no point are you to move your head to look.  You will lie there and simply use your imagination only to picture what is happening on the other side of the bed.  Which means as well that you are not allowed to move your arms to grab your dick so if you want to jerk off while i’m getting laid you better have your hand on your dick while you’re alone and we come in.”

    I cupped his balls under his tiny little hard dick and added, “if you do as I say i’ll reward you later with something special” having of course no idea what that something special might be, i just said it to place the seed of thought that there might be pleasure at the end of the torment.  These little seeds that i plant often grow to be enormous trees of thought in a man’s mind.  The seed can be as simple as a well timed moan, or as complex as a perfectly chosen word at the end of a session but both can occupy the man’s mind for hours, days or even weeks after I’ve left him to ponder it.  I know it’s evil and that just by saying that i’ll grow the ire of the monkey man legions that war from the shelter of the YouTube comment section :

    That’s fine, no venom spewed can mask the truth of the seed’s power.  Men chase the pussy, the finer the pussy the more desperate the chase, and desperate men will do desperate things regardless the nomenclature of their personality’s classification.

    Like sending a horse away with a slap of it’s ass i sent him on his way with a squeeze of his dick and took a moment to soak in the high that comes from those moments of full domination.  That high is a story or a thesis rather for another day, and not until I have dominion over my own domain will I go there, but one day it needs to be discussed.  For now let’s just say i am well aware of it’s all consuming power.

    He left with such an absurd look of disgust on his face that i wasn’t all too sure he wouldn’t just check out back at the hotel ending my little game rather quickly.  I have faith in the seed, it needed time to grow so though my legs were sore from 3 hours or more of dancing I had another hour to kill before going home.  I needed less than a minute however to convince Boston it would be a better idea to go back to the hotel for the night.  Men would eat dog food if it meant there was the possibility of pussy at the end of the meal, so Boston didn’t need much convincing that my “ex boyfriend” would be passed out in the hotel room because i had broken up with him.  He’d probably fuck me in front of his mom and dad so having a chance to do me in front of a grovelling ex was easy to pass off.  It did take some convincing though.  He originally wanted to go back to his condo in Silom which actually being closer to my place wasn’t a bad idea, but i really wanted to play this cuckold idea out so I actually pleaded with him to play with me at the hotel room instead, preferring to talk to his dick brain i put my hand inside his thigh as I asked and got kissed for his reply of yes.

    cuckolding my tinydick slaveI played poker many a night in Australia with my classmates and I know that as strong as a hand I have, it can all be done in by a nasty flip of the river card and going all in like I had done so far could leave me broke and alone.  Just so.  But before leaving to play my hand at the hotel there was one little piece of business I had yet to settle.  It hadn’t gone unnoticed by me that after my submissive had left, Sweden guy had found himself a girl and she although quite sexily dressed would look rather normal standing next to me outside ordering food from a street vendor.  I asked Boston to go outside and get me a green tea because i needed some alone time.  The place was closing, the lights turned on and suddenly all that was sexy and hot a few minutes ago was vanilla ugly for the most part and that included Sweden’s girl who was clinging to him like saran wrap on salad.

    Walking right between them I grabbed Sweden by his shirt and pulled him to within an inch of my lips and waited for him to close the distance.  When he did i turned my cheek and let him kiss my neck for a moment and then pushed him away gently laughing.  His girl had disappeared without so much as a fight and he wasn’t so eager to chase after her with my neck on his lips lol.  Timing Boston’s return perfectly I pushed Sweden off of me and stepped back and away from him flashing him the finger that he had saluted me with an hour earlier.  Except it was closing time, and I was leaving with my guy while he was now leaving with no one.

    “Who the hell is that” Boston asked me and i only had to say “someone not leaving with me” and he held my hand a little tighter after i said that.  It’s criminal to control men at this level lol.

    Going to the hotel i resisted the urge to sms my customer.  Yes I could order him some more to make sure he would do exactly as I had asked but the thrill of opening the hotel room door and seeing him pretending to be passed out would be a much stronger act of submission to me.  Still, the anticipation was making for an out of body experience almost as I didn’t feel as though I was even in the taxi until Boston leaned over to kiss me.  To which I grabbed him by his jaw fiercely with my left hand and slapped his cheek with my right.

    “Not unless I say you can.” and seeing the shocked look on his face returned my wandering soul to my body to deliver me the message that Boston had no idea he had been chosen by Mistress Pasaya, had no idea what that meant, and thus had to be initiated into the proper way of thinking.  It’s like a lottery when trying to gauge the reaction of a man to an action that comes from the mistress side of me.  The Alpha-males think it’s a kinky challenge the degenerates into a non-winnable fight, while anyone less can be won over to being under my control with varying amounts of resistance.  Let it be understood though, in its finality, resistance is indeed futile.  Your patterns of male dominance will be assimilated by me and the empty husk of who you were will be commanded by me.  I guess i am truly the Borg queen haha.

    Opening the door to the hotel room was like the opening of the curtains at the beginning of the movie, the next two hours ahead full of surprise with no idea where the film will take me.  It was however my movie, written directed and acted by me and my supporting actor was dutifully laying face down in his corner of the bed curled up in a fetal position under the blanket.  Now men have this cock block problem that doesn’t allow them to get hard when in proximity of other men.  So laying down on the bed and doing something together romantically right next to my cuckold wasn’t going to happen without Boston trying to shoot pool with a rope.  There had to be both reason not to get close to cuckold and enough emotion to make him forget about cuckold.  We could fool around in the bathroom of course but that wouldn’t be as powerful an experience for the cuckold as it would be doing it right beside him.

    In a way that’s good for him isn’t it?  For the cuckold his enjoyment comes from being humiliated by not being able to serve me in any way sexually, and the more i can rub that in his face the more exciting it is for him.  Probably i would think not when it’s happening right beside him, we are all human and experience similar emotions.  So for the cuckold, pain of rejection would be the same as it would be for someone else.  The difference however lays in the memory of what happened days after coupled with the expectation that the whole experience must be relived again soon if it was a relationship and not just a session.  However in this case because what happened in that hotel room was so bizarre and so far from what I had scripted, well, let’s say that pain of rejection was the furthest thing from his mind when the cuckolding went down.  Replaced certainly by his fear of all the blood he saw creeping toward him on the bed sheets, a memory token of which I carry with the scar on my scalp to this day.

    Cuckold story continues in Chapter 2 here

     

    Jaa xx

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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