Out of all my blogs, this is the only place where all of my words, my photos and my videos can be privately accessed behind my Patreon. What does that mean for me and you? It means I can finally write and post uncensored. So, this is the only place where I’ll say things and post things I can’t post anywhere else. It’s like “Wael: Unfiltered” :)To view this content, you must be a member of Mistress Waels Patreon Blog Patreon at $20 or more Unlock with PatreonAlready a qualifying Patreon member? Refresh to access this content.
Beneath My Words: Finding Sanctuary I need love in my life so much. I am trying to ignore the instant phone calls from Mars to Earth, and the love stories in each episode of Away are allowing me to dismiss the impossible. Barely. I wish I had someone to love like the Chinese ladies loved one another in episode three. More so, I wish I had just one family member—any of them—who’d love me as much as the younger Indian brother loved his older brother and laid his life down for him. I had to pause a bit before watching episode 5 because here I am at 10:30 PM curled up like a ball on my bed, having cried into …
From Fake Acting to Final Breath – How Jiu-Jitsu Turned My Face Sitting Sessions Into the Ultimate Test of Submission Face sitting, when I first started as a Mistress 11 years ago, was just me copying what Rainy and Jaa (Mistress Jaa v1 + v2) would do to address such a session. I’d simply plop myself on top of the very willing slave’s face and do a two-hour shimmy shake. He’d pretend to suffer, I’d pretend to laugh; two hours would pass, and he’d slip me the envelope with 7,000 baht inside and profess how great the session was. Was it? Really? “All that fake acting on both parts—is that what constitutes a ‘great session’?” I asked myself as a …
The Chemical Cost of Feeling: Why Femdom Was My Unlikely Lifeline The morning sun was just starting to peek through the Chiang Rai air, painting the humid air in soft oranges. My two dogs, oblivious to the storm raging inside me, licked my face with relentless affection as I sat on the side of the road, tears streaming down my face. My parents were nearby, their quiet presence a gentle anchor, pretending not to notice their adult child crumbling. The dogs wanted to make me happy. I knew it, understood it, but my brain, a stubborn, cruel organ, refused to translate their pure, uncomplicated love into anything but a dull, aching emptiness. It’s this: the unbearable void that even …
Fanvue written thoughts from today. I’ve been all over the place with my health the past three days and the first ten days of February haven’t been anywhere near as productive as I’d have liked them to be. But I managed to sleep for most of the past 48 hours and I’m feeling better – though it is 3am as I write this long post … I started at midnight. So I’ve pasted the 3,000 words that I wrote on FanVue earlier tonight down below and now as sort of a prologue to the post I’m adding to it at the top here. Sometimes when I write – to get myself in the mood to do it because it takes …
Out of all my blogs, this is the only place where all of my words, my photos and my videos can be privately accessed behind my Patreon. What does that mean for me and you? It means I can finally write and post uncensored. So, this is the only place where I’ll say things and post things I can’t post anywhere else. It’s like “Wael: Unfiltered” :)To view this content, you must be a member of Mistress Waels Patreon Blog Patreon at $5.99 or more Unlock with PatreonAlready a qualifying Patreon member? Refresh to access this content.
Out of all my blogs, this is the only place where all of my words, my photos and my videos can be privately accessed behind my Patreon. What does that mean for me and you? It means I can finally write and post uncensored. So, this is the only place where I’ll say things and post things I can’t post anywhere else. It’s like “Wael: Unfiltered” :)This content is available exclusively to members of Mistress Waels Patreon Blog Patreon at “The Reader’s Circle” or higher tier, or having at least $1 pledged in total. Unlock with PatreonAlready a qualifying Patreon member? Refresh to access this content.
Good morning everybody 🙂 I’m writing this on FanVue. It’s where I live, it’s where I love to interact. And let me say … First, I LOVE , like absolutely LOVE all the discussions I’m having with the 7 of you. It makes my day to log in and open messages and just chat with what are now not only my best friends in the world but my only friends. It might be a tiny community, but I enjoy the interaction more than I enjoy anything else in my day. That being said, as you know, there’s a lot going on right now that has taken my mind to some pretty dark places these past 3-4 days. I am refusing, …
edit: Patreon is Live, I just got the blog approved at 6:37am after a 12 hour wait. This story’s link is here (i’m doing this on the fly so it’s not very polished yet) https://www.patreon.com/posts/hooray-patreon-120502434?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link It’s 4am and while I should be working on designing content with AI as this is my time of the night to do so – I’ve been spending the past 2 hours learning about AI instead. In particular – The Industry Reacts to DeepSeek R1 – “Beginning of a New Era” a youtube video by Matthew Berman 382K subscribers (Patreon isn’t linked to jaa4u.com just this moment so I couldn’t link a simple youtube video like I just did using WordPress as I …
Extreme Femdom dictates that normally, I don’t ever sit facing the slave’s head during extreme pussy worship or extreme shit feeding; I always sit facing the slave’s balls. Today, I’m facing this way because, let’s face it, men like to see a face get attacked with a pussy. To begin a teasing or toilet session, I always (since 2024) lay out three tools on the desk for the slave to see: a small branding iron sitting on top of my equally small electric oven, a taser, and the tiniest opaque bottle you’ve ever seen—the inside contains Resiniferatoxin, or what I tell my slaves is “hell unleashed on your balls.” https://filedn.com/leUvAXMlplkfqUzizuGHsip/Mistress%20Wael%20Intro.mp4 From that point, I matter-of-factly lay out the …
