Mind Control Physics: For the full multimedia experience … including the specific videos and atmospheric photos that accompany this narrative … I highly recommend reading this post on my Fanvue profile. However, if you prefer the text-only version, you are welcome to read on right here. This story exists solely because my followers on Scatbook demanded to know the truth about the first time I utilized mentalism and hypnotic suggestion to bypass a subject’s conscious resistance. You wanted to know what happened … so here is the physics of how it was done. See my gallery page for how I look these days, I just got the photos optimized so the page loads quickly now. Ok, enjoy the read 🙂 …
Beneath My Words: Finding Sanctuary I need love in my life so much. I am trying to ignore the instant phone calls from Mars to Earth, and the love stories in each episode of Away are allowing me to dismiss the impossible. Barely. I wish I had someone to love like the Chinese ladies loved one another in episode three. More so, I wish I had just one family member—any of them—who’d love me as much as the younger Indian brother loved his older brother and laid his life down for him. I had to pause a bit before watching episode 5 because here I am at 10:30 PM curled up like a ball on my bed, having cried into …
From Fake Acting to Final Breath – How Jiu-Jitsu Turned My Face Sitting Sessions Into the Ultimate Test of Submission Face sitting, when I first started as a Mistress 11 years ago, was just me copying what Rainy and Jaa (Mistress Jaa v1 + v2) would do to address such a session. I’d simply plop myself on top of the very willing slave’s face and do a two-hour shimmy shake. He’d pretend to suffer, I’d pretend to laugh; two hours would pass, and he’d slip me the envelope with 7,000 baht inside and profess how great the session was. Was it? Really? “All that fake acting on both parts—is that what constitutes a ‘great session’?” I asked myself as a …
The Chemical Cost of Feeling: Why Femdom Was My Unlikely Lifeline The morning sun was just starting to peek through the Chiang Rai air, painting the humid air in soft oranges. My two dogs, oblivious to the storm raging inside me, licked my face with relentless affection as I sat on the side of the road, tears streaming down my face. My parents were nearby, their quiet presence a gentle anchor, pretending not to notice their adult child crumbling. The dogs wanted to make me happy. I knew it, understood it, but my brain, a stubborn, cruel organ, refused to translate their pure, uncomplicated love into anything but a dull, aching emptiness. It’s this: the unbearable void that even …
Fanvue written thoughts from today. I’ve been all over the place with my health the past three days and the first ten days of February haven’t been anywhere near as productive as I’d have liked them to be. But I managed to sleep for most of the past 48 hours and I’m feeling better – though it is 3am as I write this long post … I started at midnight. So I’ve pasted the 3,000 words that I wrote on FanVue earlier tonight down below and now as sort of a prologue to the post I’m adding to it at the top here. Sometimes when I write – to get myself in the mood to do it because it takes …
In the heart of Bangkok, where shadows dance with the night, a dominatrix crafts her dominion. Born from the darkest corners of her past, she now controls with an iron will, her sessions a blend of fear and fantasy. Every touch is a story, every command a testament to her survival. Here, in her world, she’s not just untouchable; she’s the one who decides who falls, who rises, and this is the 75th word. And this part should now be the exciting part of the story. The part that is behind Patreon’s paywall on my blog page. So I’ll color this green. If this works, when I look at this from my phone, this part should be hidden. I’m …
Inspired by Donald Trump’s Fun Mode I’m inspired by Donald Trump. Not by any of his jobs, titles, or certainly not by any of his businesses… but rather for how much fun he’s having with life. It took him 39 minutes this morning—39 freaking minutes—to not only get the Colombian President to change his stance/threats issued in the same hour, but also to send his own presidential plane to resolve the situation. And then, Trump had the wit to, at the same time, make a photo of himself as a Mafia boss. I mean, come ON… how fucking great is that? Boss Mode Meets Fun Mode To be the president of one of the most powerful countries in the …
I just wrote this for my FanVue. I’m just pasting it as is as I’m going through a really tough evening. Ass Worship – Femdom Clip, short though ≈ 1 min. Good evening 🙂 Joker says “I’m a man of my word.” I say “I’m a girl of principle.” Patreon doesn’t sit well with me, and it’s not that it’s like a janky clunky platform that pi$$es me off – it’s that I have to pay $60 for a feature that came with Substack. And when I see something that’s a blatant rip-off – I’m very hesitant to become the fool who buys it. But Stripe and its payment service not recognizing Th. (my country) is making me feel like …
This is a copy of the post for Patreon subscribers that I just made a moment ago and appears below this one. I see the problem. With Substack, I was able to show you a preview of the post and I was able to control where the cutoff line was. My Patreon wants me to pay to do what Substack let me do for free: “Get Patron Pro Addon for more advanced locking methods.” I’m looking for coupon codes that will reduce the cost … because I’m frugal lol. So I’ll install that later, I’m so exhausted. This was the first day without any of the devil-liquid Haloperidol injection floating around my blood stream and you know what? I HAD …
I finished setting up the tiers for my Patreon, so I’m almost ready to go live with this, I just need to learn how to split these posts so that a portion of this story any visitor to this blog can read, and then if this is anything like how Substack worked, there should be a line where I can put the remaining part of the post behind my $5 subscription tier on Patreon. So if you’re new to the blog, let me get you up to speed with a tl:dr summary of what I’m doing here with me combining Patreon to my jaa4u.com femdom blog. I mean, if it works. I know how to write quite well and I …
