Humiliation. That is the only reason to watch the fight this Sunday morning between Conor McGregor and Floyd Mayweather , because the possibility of absolute humiliation exists and carries with it the lubricant that can transform potential chaos into kinetic chaos. Chaos has three prerequisites. 1. An accelerant (in this case , absolute humiliation) 2. Primal Human Instincts. 3. Absolution For instance if you go back to the Rodney King riots , what was the accelerant? The police beating of a helpless black individual. Which begat primal rage , that beast which lays dormant but willing in all of us. Then released because of absolution , where in that case the shelter of the masses of rioters brought …
TIme to put aside all the things I’ve accomplished this past year and tip my hat (if I wore hats, which I don’t) to Mistress Wael who stated to me on New Years day that her resolution was to lose 10kg by her birthday on August 15th and weigh in at 55kg. Mission Accomplished !! There’s a hell of a lot of running involved when one drops 10kg in 8 months. Every morning as the sun peaks it’s head over the horizon I lay down to drift off to sleep , and at the same time Wael catches the 6am skytrain to go running in the park without missing a single day. That folks is what they call dedication and …
Come on girl, tell us what you REALLY think !! … with regards to my time spent in Europe. A great many of you have emailed me this week trying to squeeze a bit more juice out of the lemon, apparently I didn’t talk enough about my true feelings about my summer in Europe. So many of you are from Europe so it’s understandable why you’re all so curious as to what a foreign Mistress thought about your homeland. Frankly , I bite my tongue a whole hell of a lot when I write for this blog. If you’ve been reading between the lines in the stories categorized under My Opinion , then you no doubt know that my …
I’ve seen things you people wouldn’t believe. “Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion” … my parallel experience of such a spectacle while I was in Europe would be feeling ice melt through my fingers as I stood upon a Glacier in Norway. I had never seen nor held snow in my hands before that moment , to experience it not from a snowflake but from a glacier was majestic. ” I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate.” I sat high atop a mountain with my feet perilously dangling over a cliff watching raindrops glitter in the sun as they cascaded downward upon the trees far below … that was my Tannhäuser Gate moment. There were …
Mastery over Tease & Denial was chief among my early pursuits. I began in humility , but my ambition was limitless. Who could have divined the prophetic import of something as unremarkable as a twitch … on the head of a spent cock. I entertained an endless delegation of pleasure seekers from overseas , eager to plumb the depths of their willpower and share with them certain techniques and femdom processes I had found to yield wondrous and maniacal results. Having learned all I could from my visiting guests … I locked them all into chastity as they slept , and crafted a necklace from the keys. xx
This week I did a lot of Dirty Foot Worship. It is something very new for me but not for Jaa because before I only let people worship my feet when they are pretty clean. Some guys like smelly feet and for somebody like that I will make him come to see me in the morning after I finish my running in the park. But still that is only a smelly foot and I think very easy to worship and to clean. Sure I have a lot of men like this man who love to clean my boot and clean my shoe but you can see in the photo my boot is not really dirty so much. But yesterday I …
Spike Chastity & Tease is not something you order at the restaurant XD It is something I order for you in our Tease & Denial session. I like to use it for big thick cocks. Because it hurts more. The spikes in the chastity push a lot into your cock if you are thick. It makes the man so proud his cock is so thick wish his cock was very small when I use Spike. I think it is the perfect balance from Pleasure & Pain. Really it is 80% pleasure and only 20% pain but you will have to try to believe me. Other news. One more week and she will be back in Bangkok. August …
By the time Wael posts this story and you’re reading it, I’ll be in Milan Italy sipping an espresso from a quaint roadside cafe and marveling at the cute Italian men as they walk by. Perhaps I’ll let my skirt ride a little too far up my thigh and feign a cute shrug of the shoulders as I play the role of the helpless Thai hottie who knows not a word of Italian when they stop to chat me up. I have in my hand a notepad with a list of a hundred things I need to do once in Europe ; and yet as I move slowly from one window to the next in my condo peering into the …
Not fuck you … fork you ! Men like to spoon right? I like to fork. Only if you ask me to fork. If you do not ask me I will not fork you. Some men like to be forked hard. But nobody likes to be forked until they cum. Just want to show you I can do anything for BDSM … not just Tease & Denial. I feel jealous today. Jaa is in Milan Italy today and I am still stay in Bangkok 🙁 I want to see Venice from when I was very young. I have 20 email to answer today asking for session with Jaa in Italy and France but only 2 for me …
Today Jaa is in Milan to see the last supper painting. I am home in Bangkok doing sounding sessions. Who has more fun? I did 2 sounding session and I have video from 1. Here is my sounding video … I am down 6 kg now to 59kg from my running every morning. I will run in October 1/2 Marathon and see if I can finish. I bought a Fit Watch today to count my step every day. My running is now almost 2 hours every morning 🙂 2 months ago I can only do 10 minutes. My most I run so far is 138 minutes so almost 2 1/2 hours. I think I can do 1/2 …
