Answering bdsm related emails as a Goddess is Fun, it gives me time to show off my humorous side … Yes, Can. I think i know who your friends are too … – Indian guy that is a consultant – Jewish guy that sells shower curtain rings on the Internet – black guy, I have no idea what his job is and I’ve known him for 13 years – white guy that has a phd from Harvard in nuclear physics – asian guy, used to sell drugs no idea what he does now – guy we call …
So five years ago I was sitting in my improv class in Toronto, 14 of us from all over the world thrown together in a 12 x 12 room, casting aside our language social and financial barriers and choosing instead kinship based on imagination and personality. Whatever the demon is, for me it was trying to communicate in English, there is no better remedy than to act as stupidly as possible in front of complete strangers and then return their applause when they try to outdo my acts of foolishness. The lesson i learned in those 16 weeks was not how to act, and certainly not how to communicate verbally but to realize that some people live their lives constantly thinking …
Men cheat for the same reason a dog lick’s his balls, because they can. On the other hand, us girls are sexually manipulative you might say and I would agree. However, i’m only like that because you force me to be. I started this year with many potential boyfriends in the stable and i’ve spent the first two months of the year finding their hidden agendas, unmasking their games, and revealing their true selves …leaving the stable empty once again. “Life is Full of Fake People” titles my Line, but this game of exposing men for their lack of chivalry is … well … i’m bored of it. Bored. Bua. Boring. Because whereas you like to ride into battle naked atop your horse thinking …
Jaa: What’s there to take? The experiment has just revealed its purpose. We don’t have to worry about contagion anymore… I know what this femdom lifestyle wants. Ronnie: What does it want? Jaa: It wants to… turn me into something else. That’s not too terrible is it? Most people would give anything to be turned into something else. Ronnie: Turned into what? Jaa: Whaddaya think? Immortally beautiful? Am I becoming a 28 yo goddess? No, I’m becoming something that never existed before. I’m becoming… Not-Jaa. Heh. Don’t you think that’s worth a Nobel Prize or two? Ronnie: I don’t know what you’re trying to say. Jaa: I’m saying… I’m saying I – I’m a woman who dreamt she was a mistress and loved it. …
Am I Mistress Jaa? How come emails come to you addressed as Mistress Pasaya | jaa4u ? Who the hell is/was Goddess Khaleesa? What’s my real name, truly? Who knew that choosing a secondary name could be such a challenge? I sure didn’t. Here’s what I knew back when I was original Mistress Jaa’s understudy so to speak , I definitely had to have my own name even back then when I was acting as her Mistress Trainee. Naively , I used my own name back then – mostly because she was calling me for sessions so rarely that I never concerned myself with coming with unique name for myself. Then, once she retired and handed jaa4u over to …
This is my second wedding i’m attending, last one for a while unless i have my wedding to come. I guess i should find somebody to ask me first lol … so who want’s to marry me? haha 555 You think you are the pearl in the ocean for me? Trouble with that is if you want to marry me you have to be my friend first and to be my friend i have to trust you and the trouble with trusting you is … you are a man. Every time i trust somebody, they show me why i shouldn’t. Time and time again. The guys who want to date me get my Line id. The guys who want seductive tease …
It’stormy, and i feel hopeless today 🙁 Sometimes I want to stop playing this game. I feel tired. Don’t know will win or lose. You know what I mean? Sometimes i feel I just lie to myself that I will win. But who knows. If I lose I will be the most famous mistress instead of getting back to where I want to go. So maybe just have to stop fighting it and let it be then. What will happen is gonna happen. This is nothing like having a period. When i get my period i’m not exhausted like this, this is like fighting with the storm. My face shows it. Sometimes you can see the both sides of me … …
A girl marooned on an island does not feel sorry for the fish she killed because she needs to survive. Even if she feel sorry for those fish she have to survive. Thailand is about survival if you live here. You are all trying to get in. We are trying to get out. Well, those who know about world wages are 555 I have a university degree in Business and English major and minor. But born Thai so I must be stupid right? … “when I asked you about the ghost writing it is because she writes in English very well so she must use a translating system Sent from my Sprint phone” Same as i “must” have …
‘Hey baby do you wanna eat some sausage tonight?’ One guy texts me on my Line. ‘Can.. if you can take the pain when i bite it. Lol . i answer him. For one year people are saying in my sessions that I am Jaa’s sister, Jaa’s twin, or a copy of Jaa. I am a lot of things to her and i respect her because she brought me into this lifestyle but i am not a copy of her. I am who i am . You know something about a storm? When Storm coming everything so quiet, no sign but when they come they destroy everything and you can’t stop it .. my moods are like that . Actually today i have …