Did you ever order food and after the food come you said “fuck … why didn’t I order the other food I was thinking about?” Or did you ever try one awful food … and then try something worse … and think ‘wow’ … the first food – no so bad! In my last story I told you I will explain how I take away the fear from my scat slave. I told you I had a special technique. Actually … I have 2 technique. One is mental fear. One is just fear of my poo in the mouth. So I want to talk about mental fear first. Because I know I can make your mouth not to be scared …
Well, isn’t this fun? What cha’ doin’? I’ve got my feet up on the sofa here sipping a cup of crappy insta-coffee, the kind that comes in packs of 3’s and leaves the taste buds a little unsatisfied , know what I mean? Got my laptop on – you guess it – my lap , and until a few minutes ago I didn’t even realize that I had my right hand down my sweats resting on my pussy. I haven’t showered since yesterday and this is the third day I’m wearing these grey sweat pants – but I have changed my panties daily , so at least i’m somewhat kempt. That’s how relaxed things are, and you know what? I’m …
Making human toilet training hot and sexy is my new goal. When your head mistress taught me about bdsm she say to me every day “find a hole and fill it.” And no is not talking about anal sex. Supply and demand. Find a fetish with little supply , a lot of demand , and do things different. So I am. I am making toilet training super sexy and hot. Because I watched about 1000 toilet training videos now. All are mean , messy , and gross. Not one video show what the submissive slave wants the most. a) To be scared and want to be submissive anyway. b) To be excited. c) To be able to serve me perfectly. …
So obviously, we’re not doing face to face sessions for a while. There are a few guys who got trapped here in the city and cannot fly home. They’re keen on doing sessions still but there is no way. This country has a nasty habit of not just reporting things but invading people’s lives and privacy just to dramatize the story for the sensationalized tabloids here. No doubt , if I came down with this virus , it’d be front page news , and can you imagine if they traced my sessions back to one of you guys who were infected. Yikes. I have some pretty prominant people who see me , all with well distinguished careers. So with them …
Last week I was thinking only about how to use plastic wrap in the mouth to train new toilet slaves. How it would be perfect to get used to have my poo in the mouth … but take away the fear. Can experience everything … and nothing … at the same time. I could filter pee with no spill. With no fear and no spill I can make a perfect human toilet. And then this fucking Covid steal my sessions from me >< Every day now I have a bigger problem and even bigger problem. Until today I say to myself enough. I want to feel like a Mistress again. And I did chat on my phone with many …
Covid-19 , if I’m wrong, then this viral spread will appear severe, but in reality will only last a few months , and slowly but surely everything will return to a somewhat normal state at first – and eventually we’ll return to life as we once knew it with nothing much changing. Fuck. If I’m right though …. IF I’m right …. then this is a necessary planetary culling , one that will wipe out a significant % of the global population and will cause society to hit a reset button of sorts. But on the other side lays a better humanity. After all, I’m already seeing better behaviour in all sorts of men and women. Since I have …
Not all sessions go as planned. I’ve been writing a lot of stories for my book this week and I can’t help but poke fun at myself for the myriad of times that some of my more far-fetched ideas have blown up in my face. In recounting memories of some of the worst the one that makes me laugh the most had absolutely nothing to do with Femdom or BDSM , but rather my penchant for being somewhat of a bird-brain while travelling the world on my Mistress as a Girlfriend experiences. So my sumbissive pet had checked us into a cute boutique hotel in the Gare du Nord area of Paris. He was following my instructions to find us …
I’m writing for Mistress Wael right from memory of the talk I had with her tonight. All the credit goes to her for the topic and her “research” , but the words needed to explain her theory are beyond what she’s able to write. At first I asked her “do you really want me to publish what you’re experimenting with? Cuz it might scare guys off.” But she showed me email proof that her guys are loving the results – even if it is totally opposite of what I try to accomplish in my own Tease & Denial sessions. So let me reassure you guys before I begin here – that normal teasing sessions complete with the volcanic like orgasms …
As a Mistress for over 10,000 men , spread throughout the world , I have a very unique ability to peek into the lives of you guys and see how this Covid Corona Virus is affecting everyone on the most personal of levels. Discourse through email has been nothing short of fascinating these past two weeks – so much so that it would make for a fascinating book if I was able to present all the dialogue chronologically as this thing developed from a trendy thing to talk about to a full blown global crisis. You all are well aware by now that I’m motivated to observe and research what makes people ‘tick’ , what triggers them exactly. Then I …
I got the idea of how to Toilet Train my submissive slaves from Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. No … not throw you into a bathroom of snakes … that was Raiders of the Lost Ark. I’m talking about the 3 paths Indiana Jones had to pass to get the Holy Grail. I thought … I should give my slaves 3 paths to cross to get my Holy Grail. My poo. So let’s compare the 3 paths from the movie to my 3 paths … and you will see why both tests are the same. The Penitent Man The first test should cut out every slave who does not have the right attitude to eat from my …