When it comes to effective edging , the eyes have it.
I’m edging you , and you’ve been on the brink of eruption for minutes, or was it hours? You truly don’t remember and you know why?
Because your cock and my hand stroking it have for the longest time become something secondary , like the crashing waves of an ocean obscurred by a dense fog.
Instead, your focus is my eyes.
I want you to feel as if I have inside me a soul that is just too big for me.  It’s filled me to the brim until there was no more space , so its flowing through my eyes instead.
That might be too much for you … to be so close to orgasm and to have to hold my gaze with your own.
Fifteen seconds of locking eyes like that and you feel as I rock my hips up and down yours that we are connected, rolling over waves of lust in one syncronous movement.
And so what do men do in that instance?  They give in to their cock right?
Men throw back their head, tense their muscles, close their eyes and groan just as loudly as they do wildly.
You’ve been training yourself all your life to enjoy self gratification.  You can get so deep into your fantasies when playing with your cock can’t you?
Not in this case though, not with me.
With my left hand I’ll often reach forward and pinch the guy’s chin , holding it firmly so he cannot look away.
I may even grab his hair and tug it tight with a yank as I lean even closer and gaze right into your pupils while my thumb presses hard under your cock head as the edging continues.
At that point I’m not just inside your mind, i’m inside your heart and soul as well.
The edging feeling is ever present, but its no longer the focus of your desires.
Guys in this moment will say many things. “please.” , “you’re amazing” , “oh my god mistress” , and they’ll even blurt out an “i love you” from time to time.  Especially the married men, they always say I love you when I’m edging them.
Now. That being said. I have a conundrum of sorts.
I’ve been training this submissive pet for eight months now and in that time he’s rarely been allowed to touch me.
He’s served mostly as furniture, as a house maid , my massage man, errand runner, toe licker, boot cleaner and so on.  Like the words on the steps photo above suggests, to serve me is a progression.
I’m not talking 2 hour perfunctory session , i’m talking about applying to be one of my full time or semi full time slaves.
So while doing all these seemingly trivial tasks my house pet has never ascended past worshiping my legs and I was just about to introduce him to the pleasures of worshiping my ass to reward him for his perfect ironing and sewing skills as of late.
However, due to the need to have a submissive man and his cock readily available for my 3 a day OnlyFans video films , and the fact that there’s literally no foreigners left in Bangkok anymore , I’ve had to use him for actions that he just hasn’t progressed to in my timeline of servitude tasks.
The other day I’m shooting an edging video with Wael and the pet-in-traiing , the sample of which is pinned to the top of my Twitter feed , for my OnlyFans blog , and I’m doing so with the thought in mind to show you for this story how important the eyes are in an edging session.
To do so , I have to play for the camera which Wael is holding off to my right.
Which meant that instead of edging , chin grabbing, and staring into the eyes of my submissive pet in training, I’m doing that instead for the camera lens.
So guess what the fucker does?  He cums.
I should have known , after all I hadn’t touched his cock for 3/4 of a year , purposely making him horny around the house and ignoring his hard-ons all this time. I greatly underestimated what his reaction would be to the feel of my hands on his cock.
I wasn’t even thinking about it for fuck sakes.  So distracted by the camera was I that I wasn’t tuned into his moans – always an early indicator of an approaching orgasm.
Now to make sure his moans ‘n groans were muffled sufficiently in the video I had him sucking on my soiled panties – which further dismantled my early warning orgasm system.
What’s worse is, I laughed.
Again, it’s the simulation of a real session so I’m drifting in and out of character – something which my OnlyFans subscribers see and get to laugh at when i post ‘behind the scenes’ videos , so because its a simulation – I’m not fullly focused on my slave’s progression in his training.
No doubt, had this been a real session , any guy who cums without warning me would be immediately force fed his cum , have his face slapped and his balls spanked.  Not to mention he’d be locked back up in chastity for another half year.
And therein is the conundrum.
How do I punish this guy for his moment of self-gratification.  “I’m sorry” doesn’t cut it, I have a zero-tolerance policy with men and their bullshit.
Yet, I have to fucking shoot every 3rd day , and some of the fetishes are hot. Like yesterday’s facesitting shoot.  50 photos and many many video takes of my facesitting skills means my ass and pussy are on his face for the better part of four hours.
Yes my OnlyFans blog is saturated with hot photos and videos , and I suppose the upside of that is my subscribers are happy.
But I feel like I’m rewarding a slave who we’ve invested many hours in for his abolute failure when being edged.
Only thing I can come up with is a grade school punishment that only the most vain of my school teachers would use.  Sending a kid to the corner of the classroom and having them stare into the wall for two hours always seemed a petty thing to do.
But in this case it works. He’s our corner slave now – he just sits there from dawn til dusk or until we dismiss him and send it home.
No edging.  No edging at all for him – for now.
He’s our fart depository.  Only that.  He gets to play with his dick all day and cum on the floor between his legs and we’ll spit our chewed food onto his mess when feeding time rolls around.
Still , it’s not enough.
I’m putting his written confesion of wrongdoing into escrow , and come the end of covid whenever that may be , he will begin serving his time in chastity.
Fuck I might just keep him locked up perpetually come that time and cuckold him.  Make him pay right there and then from his corner everytime a guy fucks me in front of him.
I’d fuck the guy close enough to my pet that I could grab and hold his chin and look into his eye the whole time … then when I’m cumming I’ll lean over and whisper into his ear and say “it could have been you” …
“had you just held your orgasm that first time I edged you.”
Anyways.  Grrr.  I had to get that off my chest. I take slave training very seriously.
You want to see my Tease & Denial edging video right?
I can’t show it publicly on this blog as it shows my face , but its available on my Loyalfans blog along with 150 other videos.
However, some of you have to be mindful of what shows up on your credit card statement thanks to you choosing to marry someone else rather than me. (again, grrr)
So for the link to the edging video Wael can send it to you for $5 Amazon Gift Card ( email: [email protected] ) , or you can get access to this months OnlyFans videos for $20 as that’s the same as the subscriber fee so seems fair … again, Amazon Gift Card will do the trick.
When you watch me edging , I want you to match my gaze with your own , play with your cock, and for fuck sakes unless you want to be a corner boy fart dispenser yourself …don’t cum without asking me for permission.
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Meaning, there are men , and these men are the ones I’m strangely the most attracted to , who put the lowest priority on cumming , and the highest priority on not just pleasing their Mistress but seeing how far down the rabbit hole she’ll take them.
I’ve wanted , with everything in my heart and soul as a Mistress , to take not just one man (like original Jaa did) but take many so far down the rabbit hole of submission that their old life becomes inconsequential and this life – serving me, becomes the only thing that has meaning.
Have you watched the movie Ready Player One?  It has great concepts , one of which is this idea that – say , once quantum computing becomes a thing , that you won’t be able to distinguish the vr game world from reality …
You see , I have this vision that female domination – when working in tandem with the existential properties that submission brings to the table – can produce that same blurred reality.
A reality where serving one’s Mistress is better than the real world reality a man needs to pay heed to.
IÂ know it’s possible.
I saw it in the movie “My Mistress” where the kid’s concept of who he wants to be is consumed by serving the much older and rich Mistress next door.
“But that’s a movie” you might say.
Ok, I’ll give you that.  But that’s like saying “but that’s VR” in 2020 after playing Alyx and not thinking about what a vr game might be like in 2030.
What I can tell you is this.
Pre-covid , I was getting the most pleasure out of my “Mistress as a Girlfriend” European trips where I was showing men in 1 or 2 week samples, just what their world would be like serving me 24/7.
They all agreed that the experience is something way way way beyond something we’re all familiar with , Marriage.  (or well, that ur familiar with)
Marriage has constraits, rules, conditions, and really to me doesn’t look like a whole lot of fun.
A mistress / submissive relationship can be transcending.
I know that now because now that we’re in this strange covid time , yes the European sessions have stopped but it’s allowed me and Wael to further explore our two year relationship with two submissive men.
But this time, uninterrupted by the demands of having to do 2 sessions a day , of having to travel to Europe for a month at a time , and by the time demands of answering a hundred emails a day.
We’ve been able to take these two guys and mold them for over half a year.
For instance, guy#1 , until yesterday he hadn’t been allowed to orgasm since November of last year.
During the week he serves me and Wael.  He’s hardly ever allowed to touch us other than worship our toes on occasion.  He’s our furniture, our maid, our ironing boy , our errand runner, our bag carrier, our chef , our waiter , our massage artist , and fart eater.
He never knows ahead of time whether he’ll sleep at the foot of my bed, or be sent home.  He’s unsure whether he’ll be punished or rewarded , and he’s spent the better part of a year apprenticing , learning how to both stay out of our way and yet be a useful slave at the same time.
The man is allowed to speak only when spoken to , he’s not allowed eye contact unless requested , or if he’s willing to accept the consequences of doing so.
We allow him time to do whatever insignificant thing he needs to do to make money , but he’s on call 24/7.
Meaning, if one day I texted him that I needed my fart eaten at 4am, he’d have to jump out of bed , make it over to my condo , eat my fart, and probably be sent home again.
Now, I don’t do such trivial things that often.  I mean, I will on occasion , but my goal isn’t to interrupt his life, my goal is put in timely requests that can be easily fulfilled by him , each one cementing his role as my permanent pet.
Yesterday , for the first time since he began serving us, he got his cock played with by us on camera as we were shooting for our OnlyFans blog , a Tease & Denial video that’ll no doubt go viral.
One year .. he finally got his dick played with by me.  All he’s done in that time is serve me , and on occasion Mistress Wael also.
A normal man would consider that scenario outrageous , and protest as to the slave’s stupidity to allow such denial.
Our full time slave who was allowed to order (and pay) for our dinner … when permitted to speak … said “he feels like a kid in school again, pursuing the first girl he ever had a crush on with the same intense feelings and that his life has never been so fun.”
Our second full time slave is just a beginner. He’s the last one I visited in Europe. The one I made carry my backpack as well as his when we went mountain climbing.
The one I dragged skydiving. The one who I made carry me over a glacier all afternoon in Norway.
He’s the one who constantly says “you want to do What???” when I visit him in Europe.
I want to experience life , and I want to bring men (plural) along for the ride, making them realize in the process that serving me as they too experience life – that there is no going back to their normal life.
Here’s the kicker, I want to bring guys that deep , on my own expense not yours.
For a guy to truly be able to give up everything in his life for me, he’d have to also be able to get rid of his hangup on making money. That would be true freedom.
Money unfortunately, is the fucking thing that keeps us all tethered to this ball and chain way of life , one that we so desperately want a reprieve from.
Yes , I realize I’m some sort of insane “reverse thinking” findom girl.
Financial domination girls are all about calling guys wimps, losers, pathetic creatures and demanding money be thrown at them.
I, on the other hand, am offering a free ride – well, one day.  Pipe dream, I know.
Or maybe not.  Maybe, just maybe my idea to combine this blog with my MUCH more intimate Loyalfans blog isn’t just a one month wonder … having accumulated 135 subscribers in just 30 days.
I’d be lying if I told you I havn’t done countless projections of revenue based on various rates of subscriber accumulation (without loss , see my pipe dream comment above lol) and thought that it might be possible to put my 24/7 dream into action sooner rather than later.
I, I just. Like, I survived the cancer scare this summer, has to be a reason for that, no?
Maybe this whole power driven dream of mine is something that I’m on a road to accomplish before the stars and universe take me?
I always think this world can be better than it is.  Do you agree? As a submissive guy reading this, don’t you think there is this utopian like state out there of serving a Mistress – preferably me :p – that would make you wish every year was like Bill Murray’s movie Groundhog Day?
Except in his movie he used repeated events to try and break free of the endless cycle , but you’d be using the never ending repetiton to instead improve your devotion to me?
Ya, pipe dream, right?
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pipe dream.  A pipe dream.  describe the pipe dream.  make the pipe dream reality.  vr elon musk pipe dream analogy.
Because guys who wish to be fed their cum have the wrong mindset.
Case in point this request in my OnlyFans chat …
“What if you did a session, and make him cum many many times. Buttttttt ruin every one of them… each time you ruin it, ruin it into a glass or a plate… save them all… and then at the very end. Make him eat all of it.”
To which I would say … if there’s an orgasm, it ain’t Denial.
Might as well call what we do Tease & Obligatory Orgasm.
Now, I’m a professional Mistress and as such , I need to have as much of a business mind as I do a lifestyle domina mind , so if I went around calling my service Tease & Absolute Denial I’d scare the mainstream guys away.
So, it’s been my practice over the past 7 years to chat with the submissive guy coming to see me and get a feel for where he is on the learning curve of experience with female domination.
Think of it like a hyperbolic curve of experience … and yes, I’m calling upon our recollection of Grade 10 math here … if the guy I’m seeing isn’t in the top third of that curve then 99% of the time he’s going to fatally ask one of two dumbest questions I get asked:
Do I get to cum?  How many shots do I get?
To me that’s like going to KFC and ordering wheatgrass.  Um, did you not see the big DENIAL sign outside my bedroom door?  I don’t actually have one, but it’d be cool if I did.
One day when I’m a well-to-do rich and semi-retired Mistress I’ll be able to say what I want to say every single time “No you don’t get to cum unless on a whim I decide to” and “you get two shots, one kick in each testicle because i’m caring and don’t play favorites with you ball sack.”
‘Til then the answer is “ya if you want (sigh) ” and I’ll totally ignore the second question.  It’s like wanting to land on BoardWalk or Park Place in Monopoly but you roll the wrong number and collect your $200 instead.
What then, would the scenario be like where I’d absolutely feed a man his cum?
Well I can tell you for certain it ain’t gonna be me running my arm out of my socket like a runaway jackhammer trying to pump out a 4th orgasm out of a guy just so I can feed him with my still attached hand.
In that request, I’d sit back , preferably with a few of my Mistress girlfriends on the couch, and laugh in unison at the guy pumping out his own 10th orgasm in a row and wondering if his balls will implode at some point.
Then I’d piss in his on the silver platter at his feet that’d been collecting his cum, we’d all collectively spit in the tray and we’d make him stir it with his tongue before forcing him to slurp it down.
So keep in mind … if you’re going to ask how many shots you’re gonna get , the answer will be ten , and it’ll be your arm that falls off not mine.
But that’s not the ideal scenario where I’d turn a guy into a cum eater.
You know how I borrowed a line from Eddie Murphy’s Delerious the other day on Twitter and said “I think in the back of the mind , slaves wanna eat their Mistress’s farts.”
Wel cum eaters wanna eat their cum.  Nothing forced about it.
If Eddie’s joke about fart eaters is “that was a good one, that was a good one, my mouth was open on that one.”
Cum eaters would slant that joke like “ok you got me, you got me, I gargeled , I gargled a bit on that one.”
They’re a cum eater.  They eat their cum.  That’s what they do.  It’s why they’re called cum eater ffs.
But you know what they don’t like?
Eating another man’s cum.
“HEY!!” they say, and back the fuck away quick.
That’s my scenario though. I’d have another guy in the room, not necessarily submissive either.  Maybe I’m cucking the cum eater but not in the mood or not using the other dude as my fuck toy yet.
In that case I’d be making the cum eater jerk off to watching me masturbate the second guy.
Then I’d let my guy shoot his load all over my hand and … I’d make my slave time his orgasm with his self pumping … to the exact moment I smear the other boy’s cum all over his uneager tongue.
A Forced Cum Eater !
Ya, forced cum eating.
Ah, how quickly the tide turns eh?
Now the cum doesn’t look like Vanilla paste to a cum eater does it?  No sir, now the guy looks at the cum the way a fat kid would look at broccoli.
And to make him slurp it all down while he’s pumping out his 10th consecutive orgasm , now that would be a blisful session indeed.  🙂
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Do you really want to be my pet?
You see what I’m sayin’?
What are you prepared to do? Everything you can , naturally.
And then what are you prepared to do?
If you open your fantasy to reality on this fetish my slave you must be prepared to go all the way.
I’m so tempted to keep quoting The Untouchables from there.  Aw fuck it :  “She pulls a dildo , you pull an ass plug.  She brings a chastity, you bring a vagina stretcher , that’s the Bangkok way.”
But let’s not digress , the question remains: “and then what are you prepared to do?” ( 24/7 bdsm slave )
‘Going all the way’ as my 24/7 bdsm slave is nowhere near what you see on pornsite videos .. you know the ones I’m talking about … where the slave is constantly worshiping the mistress … getting HIS dreams and desires fulfilled.  What do you expect, 99% of all porn videos are uploaded by men – indulging their fantasies.
Let’s be crystal clear about something … if i’m allowing you into my life for any significant period of time – be it marriage , or a ‘Mistress as a Girlfriend Experience’ in let’s say Europe somewhere for a week … you’re fulfilling MY desires , not yours.  Trust me, whatever pleasure you get out of the experience is secondary.  So if its playing out in your head like an event filled 24 hour ogry of sexual gratification that pleases your cock , well you can fuck off.
I’m telling your right now, there’s going to be shit that you don’t like being my 24/7 bdsm slave.
Let’s start with down time.
On our OnlyFans blog I’m trying to show you in snippets of film what a prolonged stay with me might be like.  In the foot worship video , I’m coming home from a workout at the gym. Now when we filmed that all I did was run around the rooftop running track that we have a few times to get moderately sweaty , which at 2pm in the afternoon in 40C heat only takes 5 minutes to get a good sweat on.
So in truth, Wael my cameragirl and our semi-full time 24/7 BDSM slave we’re only waiting at most 10 minutes in my condo ready to shoot the scene upon my return.
In that scene our 24/7 BDSM Slave is sitting on the sofa reading one of my illustrated film noire like books on female domination … just sitting there in my spot on the sofa looking smug as a rug at me when I return home.
What you don’t know is that he’s positioned as such because I’m recreating a scene from my mind recalling my Mistress as a Girlfriend trip to Istanbul , Turkey a couple years back.  I had instructed my date , my slave, my submissive … whatever you’d like to call him … to call room service and have my clothes dry cleaned , to order lunch and have it ready for when I got back , and to draw a warm bubble bath for me as our suite had a gorgeous oval tub that I was eager to relax in.
I headed up to the spectacular gym that our hotel , Elite World Europe provided and well , I’m a sucker for swimming pools, in particular … unique ones.  One of the reasons I chose the condo I’m living in now despite its tiny perceived size is the spectacular swimming pool down on the 6th floor.  The most beautiful hotel pool I’ve swam in was the Marina Bay one in Singapore.  Elite World though … it caught my eye for how voyeuristic it is , what with it being situated right in the  middle of the workout area surrounded by men running on their treadmills, all gawking at me in my tiny bikini as I’d float by them again and again.
What’s the average time a guy jogs on a treadmill in a hotel gym?  Would you say 20 minutes is fair?
I made a game out of seeing how long I could keep the same overweight undershape businessmen persevere on their treadmills just to catch my and my boobs float by them every couple of minutes or so.  I’d make eye contact at some point with each and every one and throw them a knowing smile as I floated towards the far end of the pool.
90 minutes! For over an hour and a half I kept every single one of those guys … except one … running in place , giving them the workout of their lives.  Afterwards I strolled naked into the massive co-ed sauna and got a few more lower body salutes thrown my way.  An hour later I took a shower and headed back up to the room.
I opened the door, walked in, and there was my 24/7 BDSM Slave passed out on the sofa snoring away. No dry cleaning had been picked up ,  there was no bath ready for me , and there was certainly no food to be seen anywhere.  What does he do when he acknowleges my presence?  He smiles.  The fucking audacity.
“I got bored” was the first thing he said.
See? He’d been watching too many fantasy porno bdsm films where the mistress has her 24/7 BDSM Slave tied up in the dungeon and her and her team of 12 mistresses are attending to his cock 24/7 until he passes out from exhaustion.  That ain’t the case Mr.Magoo.
The reality is, there’s a lot of down time , and you best fill those minutes or hours by attending to all my demands.
So in the onlyfans video where I toss the book he was reading onto the rug and order him to the floor … that’s precisely what I did back in my hotel room in Turkey that day.  I grabbed him by his tie , dragged him over to the den table and tied him by that very tie to the leg of the computer table, and then proceeded to bang out a blog story for the next three hours while sitting on his back.
Only … he developed back cramps 10 minutes in , and then back seizures from bearing my weight for so long.  By the end of the first hour enough sweat had dripped off his face to make a sizable puddle on the floor … and when I looked down and saw it I ordered him to lick it up pronto. Half way through that blog story my human table gave out.  He layed down on the floor saying “I cant mistress, I cant” … so I walked on him.  And ground my heel into his neck.  Kicked his ass.  Eventually I ordered him to go bring the table’s proper chair back and to go finish the fucking tasks I had given him hours ago.
By that time I was pissed.  Just like its annoying to have a full time human toilet that doesn’t function properly , it’s equally irritating to have a wanna-be full time 24/7 BDSM Slave who’s a full time failure.  I’m like every other girl in the world who , once I’ve l0st my mood , stay the fuck away from me.  The only fun I had that day was making those business dudes run on the treadmill , the rest – except  for the hour in the sauna – had been disappointment.
But sadly, that’s what initial experiences are like as these noob full time 24/7 BDSM Slave find out that not being productive in all those down time hours can ruin an entire day.
That’s just down time follies though.
What about something you’d truly hate, like being humiliated and used?
Again, watch a femdom related video, … made by a man , or read a femdom story … written by a man.  It’s all about him.  If reading , look for the number of times you come across the words “pleausred her” , “pleased her” , “licked her” , “fucked her.”
Do you really think that as a Mistress who’s controlled, dominated, ballbusted , owned , teased, seduced … and then discarded slave after slave … that my focus in life will be to have you pleasure me?
Let me give you another example to disprove that line of male thinking.
Remember the cuckold series of stories I wrote back when I had my last what I would call ‘serious boyfriend.’?  I was seriously into cuckholding guys back then and I wrote two sizzling hot stories about it , part one and part two , so have a read if your cock can withstand it.  If we’re talking about my evolution as a Mistress, that time period a few years ago was when I was learning what I can actually get away with using my Mistress ‘skillset’ in real life scenarios.  It was an amusing time , and if we’re being honest, I was a bit of a bitch.  I was acting at the time like those kids that discover superpowers in the greatly underated movie Chronicle :
https://youtu.be/i-M5Qx57_UU
That movie is quite real because when you discover you have abilities others don’t, there’s a tendancy to act like a dick … if we’re talking in man’s terms.
So back when I had that last boyfriend , I was imposing my bdsm side upon him , and at the time I had … hmm lemme think, I had just finished the 3 week full time weight loss slave sesison right?  Fuck, I’ve been a mistress for so long now that the timeline is too full and too storied to remember events in proper chronological order.  Or I’m getting old and memory is failing me at 33!
My point is, I was just stepping into 24/7 Mistress as a Girlfriend sessions at the time and was experimenting … for lack of a better word.  I was using submissive guys to see what I could get away with , and find out afterward if they loved it or hated the experience.
Ok so to preface what happened back then , as you’re reading this you’re either one of two men … you’ve sessioned with me , or you haven’t.  If you have , then you can shake your head in amusement and chuckle at what I’m going to tell the guys who haven’t sessioned with me yet.
When you session with me, I’m going to steal your heart , and you’re going to become extremely infactuated with me.  Cravings will overcome you , and you’ll jack off countless times reminiscing about how I seduced you … and how I did it differently in every session.
To some extent, you’re going to fall in love with me , and you’re going to crave attention from me.
Here, read this random email from yesterday that I’ll copy and paste for you … I used to get 10 of these a day pre-covid …
R… H…. Sun, Sep 13, 12:24 PM (2 days ago) to me  Thank you Mistress ____ I truly worship you.
Yes , I really really want to be on my knees and at your mercy, femdom is a beautiful escape , I always remember the first time , when you made me lick your feet , you inspected and said they were still dirty ( actually they were spotless hehe,, but there nothing I can do hehe) You sentenced me to 15 strokes punishment and you whipped me , I don’t know what sort of whip you used , it seemed different ,, it was painful ,, but getting whipped takes the mind off all the worries and the two hours I had with you was the best two hours I ever had in my whole life . I dream everyday for another one on one session with you , it will happen.
I have been with a million Mistress’s ,, no one comes even near you, you are simply the best , and sexiest in the whole world and I yearn to serve you . I genuinely worship you _____
you old slave RÂ in _____
I’m pasting all that , and telling you about how my slaves fall for me because it’s very important that as a 24/7 BDSM Slave  you understand that whatever feelings you pick up for me in a 2 hour session are multiplied exponentially.
Now going back to what I wanted to do in that situation , I had a boyfriend that is naively , stupidly , thought would amount to something serious.  So I had intentions to be absolutely loyal to him.  On the other hand I had what was about my third serious full time slave applicant.
He’d taken me to Paris, MonteCarlo , Prague to name but a few places and he’d served me well.  We were so comfortable with one another that in the early afternoon I could be leading him through a crowded shopping mall by a string tied to his cock , and in the evening be holding hands as we walked into a romantic restaurant for dinner.
In sessions I’d do “the thing” where I’d walk into his moody candlelit hotel room in see through lingerie , and I’d sit down on the sofa and dab a drop of perfume on my neck.
With a ‘come here’ gesture of my finger I’d beckon him over and I’d place a 5 minute sand filled hourglass on the coffee table. I’d say “when you put that down, you have 5 minutes where you can do anything you want with me.  But you can’t kiss my lips, you can’t touch my pussy, and if you choose to spend your time on my breasts , you’re only allowed to hold my nipple in your teeth, no sucking allowed.  Nothing else is off limits. You can extend the timer by 5 minutes tomorrow … IF … you can make yourself cum just by touching  me tonight.  No pumping your dick.”
Making yourself cum without touching your cock is a long lost art.
It takes a while, but guys can get awfully creative when searching for a way to extend that sand timer in the next session.
Needless to say, their methods get pretty intimate , and though they’ve already cum in their boxers , they no doubt rub on or two more out when sleeping alone the rest of the night on the floor by my feet … my ears don’t deceive me ok.
My 24/7 BDSM Slave at the time had gotten his sand timer up to 20 minutes, and thought he was going to be working on 25 when I invited him to my condo here in Bangkok.
One thing men vehemently dislike is having another rooster in the hen house …
My 24/7 BDSM Slave arrived at the condo , only to be met by not just me, but me and my boyfriend.  Talk about cock killer moments eh?
I led him by his hand to the sofa … the big cream one you guys love(d) so much and told him to take the place of the coffee table I had moved prior in preparation for the evening. Being an obedient boy he did as he was told.
I wasn’t at all worried about him, submissive’s are obedient to a fault, it’s the boyfriend who thought this was all too amusing that I was worried about.  No really , the world of femdom and bdsm when seen up close and personal for the first time … is um , unsettling for normal folk.
In the real world , you don’t just command a man to act as a piece of furniture , and normal guys find not just somebody who’d do that an oddball , but also the person (err, me) who’d command somebody to do that rather mysteriously odd.
To my advantage, all guys have a common denomonator that makes them bite their tongue in such situations … and that is the desire to get laid.
If I was ugly, just common , he’d no doubt raise the topic in conversation at some point.  But being hot comes with certain perks … one of them being that guys will go along with absolutely anything if it means getting to know what it feels like to fuck me and my gorgeous naked ass doggy style later that night lol.
My 24/7 BDSM Slave was instructed to ‘assume the position.”
Did I expect him to remain in place as a coffee table , unmoving, unwavering for how ever many hours me and my boy would be out that evening?
No.  And I guess I’ll never know if he did or not, but the important thing … unlike the guy in Istanbul … is he followed my instructions , at least to the point where when we came home a bit drunk that he was indeed in the same position as we had left him.
My boy and I sat on the sofa , a mere 2 feet from our human coffee table , and I let myself get kissed.
It wasn’t long before I was naked , and both Ian and my clothes were strewn across the sofa and onto the back of our slave table.
But the best part of the night was him yanking me by my ankles to the edge of the sofa where my ass was hanging slightly over the end, and he cupped my ass with his hands , lifting me about six inches off the cushions , and slid his cock slowly and deeply into my pussy.
As he started fucking me upright , I had no place to put my feet so … I rested them at first softly on my human coffee table.
But as Ian began to let his animal instincts take over he began to slam into me harder with each stroke and Newton’s laws of physcics applied perfectly for with every stroke towards the sofa my legs would reach out and kick my human table in the ribs, or the ass , or the neck.
I honestly don’t remember where or how many times my legs abused his body , because Ian fucked me long and hard that night and the best part?
After Ian came he just naturally sat down on my slave table , took off his cum filled condom and laid it perfectly upon the back of my slave’s hair.
At that point I was amused.
How many hours had this slave remained more or less in this same position, having arrived hours earlier thinking he’d get to do “almost anything” to me for a chance to buy himself 5 more minutes.
When hours later, he got to listen to but not see , me getting fucked right beside him.
That … was the last session he ever did with me.
Why?
Because he told me later that it felt like he was having his heart ripped out that night.  And what made it worse for him, is that he had been masturbating to what had happened ever since.  “Uncontrollably” was his exact word.
Now why is that different than what you see in femdom cuckhold porno clips?
In the clips the cuck is watching his girl get fucked, he’s jacking off to it, he’s enjoying it.
I’ll have none of that thank you.  My sessions are real world related.  It’s going to hurt. Being cucked by me as a full time slave is the penultimate test of your loyalty.
The ultimate and final display being able to eat from me at some point.  Fuck Wael’s toilet training.  It works , what she does works.
But I’ve found that having survived all their training, having given all their heart and life to me , and having endured being cuck’d until I’ve moved on from whatever relationship I’d been having.
To survive all that , I find that guys eat willingly from me without any sort of training whatsoever.  I think its because they’re eating from their soul , and their soul craves me, and has done everything for me to that point.
So knowing that is what is in store for you.
Knowing that your heart is going to get ripped from your chest.
Knowing that for the longest time you’re never going to be worthy of kissing me, let alone fucking me.
And knowing that you’ll probably at one point be cuck’d.
And finally , knowing that your final test will be the ultimate meal consumption.
I ask you again , as a 24/7 BDSM Slave applicant …
“and then what are you prepared to do?”
xx
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Let me tell you why my level 3 is the best way to train a toilet boy once he learned already to be ok with the smell of my poo.
The full video showing how I feed is on our OnlyFans blog.  Or you can gift me an Amazon Gift Card in whatever amount you like and I’ll send you the link. Our OnlyFans though is only $20 and we have 120 videos , 500 photos, posting every 3 hours 24/7.  If you can’t use a credit card though, then Amazon Gift Card is the way to get your hands on the video to follow along.
Level 1 is the easiest. All I want to do is remove how shy he is from being my toilet boy.
How to do that?  Just make the toilet boy sit beside me every time I go to the washrooom.
At first all he has to do is that … sit and watch.  Hand me my bum gun hose , hand me my toilet paper, hand me a towel, and flush after me.
24/7 slaves learn that early with me.  It is normal and will be asked to do that every time from day 1.
But some toilet boy can only afford 1 session a week.  So it takes time for him to know that is what his job is , to help me in the toilet.
It is humiliating for him to sit below me and watch me poo?  Yes maybe.  But also exciting no? He is learning finally how to do his fantasy. Just takes time to be a real toilet boy.
Level 2 is about learning to smell my poo and be ok with it.  Dont have to love it.  Just be ok with it.  So dont cough, choke, gag, or run away.
How do I do that.
I’ll make him wipe my ass.  So I will not use the bum spray sometimes.  Let him get close and wipe me after I am done.
When he is done wiping I stand up.  I bend over.  Then I ask him to smell to see if he cleaned good or not.
Yes he  is smelling the ass he just cleaned for me.  But it still has a smell.  The toilet boy has to be ok with that smell before he can go up next level of smell.
Because next time when I poo I will pull him by his hair.  And push him betwen my legs.  Above him I will have my camera studio light.  So he can see into the toilet because not dark.
He will watch and feel me poo into the toilet.  All toilet boy slaves get a hard cock when I do this. Then I will hold him there for 5 minutes and let him smell my poo in the toilet.
Sounds bad yes? Not really. My poo is under the water so the smell is maybe only 30%.  But still 30% is up from smelling my clean ass 20%.  Up slowly see?
After he is ok with that , like you see in my bobbing for apples story … he will bob.  I used to do apple slices. Now I do big grapes.  They float better. Round too so easier to get with the lips.
Above him I will hold his head into the water where I went poo.  Push his head until he get a grape.
The smell is about 40% because the poo is under the water.  But he is very close.  Even touching with his nose.  No hard cock for this.  Guys are scared.  They don’t like it much.  But part of the toilet boy training so they have to listen to me.
And now?  He is ready for 70%.
To smell the toilet paper he cleans my ass with.  Yes, I make him hold it under his nose and let him smell many times. He has to get used to the smell.
I find this takes about 5 sessions.  Or with my full time slave about 3 days to 1 week.  By end of day 7 he is fine to smell the poo on the toilet paper.  See how fast?
Now my toilet boy is ready for level 3.
Toilet Boy Level 3
There is only one ̶̶̶ fear.
What fear is that?
̶̶̶̶̶.
Taste.  And what do we say to the god of ̶̶̶̶̶ taste?  Not today!
https://youtu.be/nIXK-inss34
I learned to hold a man’s head up from the chin by one finger from that show.  That scene.
A new toilet boy will always fear one thing.  And only one thing.  Taste.
I think it is too much to go from smell to taste.  Always I thought … has to be a way to make that more easy.
And so I got the idea to wrap the face of the toilet boy with saran wrap and leave two small hole for his nose to breathe.
Then give him a choice.  Can rip two more holes for the eyes so he can see up close my ass and the poo that will drop into his mouth.
Or he can keep his eyes under saran wrap so he see blur.
50%Â choose blur and 50% choose to see.
Remember I like only first time toilet boy slaves. So I like the answer for the eyes is 50/50.
When I put on the saran wrap I leave a hole in the mouth.  A deep hole.  To me it looks like the monster from Return of the Jedi
https://youtu.be/nAnkFVaKnec
But my hole is not for Jedi.  It is for my poo.
Never did you think in your life you would be a Sarlaac monster right?
Why is level 3 so perfect?
Because you get used to the smell when my ass opens and you get used to the feel of catching the poo in your mouth.  But no taste.
Now. It depend on my toilet boy slave how he feels.  What I do next is up to him not up to me.
If he feel comfortable?  I will tell him to close his mouth and feel the texture of my shit inside his mouth. But no taste … it is feeling only.
Some … will gag at that feeling. About 40% gag.  So you see why it is important to not have to fight taste too?
I could put a banana in his mouth and he wont gag. Texture feels the same.  But his mind is still shy about being a toilet boy.  So he gags.
After the 3rd time all stop gagging. Almost all. I still have one full time slave who gags even after trying about 20 times already.
That is ok.  Then you know you cannot do level 4 the final level.  And maybe he will think in his brain my level 3 finished his fantasy and he will be happy he did it.
For a full time slave like that I will fill the hole and then finish my poo in the toilet above him.  He will have to not move and just hold it in his mouth until I am done and I say stop.
That way he feels used.  And most every slave wants to feel used.  So win win.
And there you go.
Level 3.  Saran wrap. My secret gateway to a successful level 4.
Mistress Wael
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The dichotomy of Face Sitting is that it can be done in two wholly different ways and be equally enjoyable.  The trick is in discovering which method turns you on the most.
In Mistress Wael and I  you have two polar opposite ways in which we present FaceSitting as the fetish we’re to tease you with in a FemDom session.
I was just discussing on my OnlyFans blog with which mistress this submissive follower he should book his session and he was surprised at just how differently I had described each of our last sessions, so let me do that for you guys too.
Mistress Wael’s Style
Mistress Wael is 59kg whilst even when soaking wet I struggle to weigh in at 50.  Yes I have been blessed with an ass so curvacious that its geometry defies science and a set of perfect boobs to match. But my arms are so tiny and brittle that if I bang it on something – like I did in our onlyfans wrestling video when we fell off the bed and crashed to the floor – I really get hurt easily.  I’m setting that visual up in your mind because when she sits on your face and when I sit on your face , that 10kg difference in weight can feel like 100kgs , and that plays right into Wael’s favor.
See, her love of Face Sitting guys comes from suffocating them right to the point of making them twitch violently under her pussy to find a pocket of air before they pass out.
She can pull that off because she’s a touch heavier than I.
Truly, she derives great pleasure from laughing at her submissive gasping for air beneath her and she absolutely loves it when the guy’s nose has a cut or bruise from bearing the full weight of her body distributed through her sharp pelvic bone.
When Mistress Wael talks about the fish market she ain’t referring to the one down by the river , rather – the one between her legs.  She has a ‘fish count’ that ranges anywhere from a post-shower reading of 0 fish right upto maximum “i haven’t showered in 2 days and I’m on my period” 100 fish rating.
Come session day , you can guarantee a fish rating over somewhere over 80 – whether you’ve asked for it to be that bad or not , and ur gonna get a nose full of ammonia.
She has this thing about silence and gagging too.
Unlike my sessions , Wael demands silence – the “little boys should be seen but not heard” saying applies big time with her.  Compliance with that rule becomes infinitely easier when you have her panties and sometimes socks shoved into your mouth and you’re bearing the load of her body on your mouth.
There have been numerous times when I’ve sessioned beside her and I’ve whispered out loud “holy shit, let him up” from the choking and gagging sounds the slave is making under her.
That she’s playing with your dick and balls throughout the Face Sitting is almost inconsequential.  Yes, it seems her guys really enjoy her hands , and truly their cum explosion is magnificent , but the struggle is what her guys enjoy the most.
Be it struggling to breathe , or struggling with the pressure on the nose, or whiffing the ammonia of her pussy , or dodging her farts whilst trapped under her … it’s all about the sruggle my friends.
My Face Sitting Style
Not so with me.
I’m a different sort of hell for you.
For starters, I don’t face the guys balls when I’m doing Face Sitting , rather I enjoy facing the front so that I can look right down into my slave’s eyes and watch the will to resist drain slowly from his face.
I know , beyond a shadow of  a doubt, that the view of looking up at my perfect pussy and ass hovering just out of the reach of your tongue is going to be a memory which will last forever in your mind.
So I make it last. I want that image hard burned right into your memory bank.
I want to bend right down over your face too so you can get a good look at the underside of my boob’s curvature and watch your eyes dart confusingly from my cleavage to my pussy , to my ass , and back again.  Totally undecided as what to worship first.
Like a new pilot trying desperately to land his plane in a ferocious cross wind, I drift my pussy right over your mouth giving you an intensely close up view like that shot in Star Wars looking up at the massively impressive Imperial Star Destroyer.
Then disastrously (?) my brown hole lands on your lips instead of my pink one , and you feel me grab you by your hair and encourage you inside my dankness with your tongue by pulling your head up into my ass.
I’ll whisper to you romantically that you’re pleasing me ever so much, and unlike Wael’s slave who are required to be quiet , I wantto hear you moan, I wantto hear you beg , and I want to hear how you’re falling in love with everything about me.
The more verbal you are about your desperation to sample every part of my body and soul , the more you become my permanent pet.
Therein lays the difference.
Wael wants absolute humiliation out of her Face Sitting sessions , and I want the absolute submission of your heart,  your lust, your dick, your balls … i want to use my ass on your face to drain your willpower.
Which one is better?
They’re equally effective techniques to be sure.  She’s plaing into her strengths just as I’m playing into mine.
I guess it depends on what makes your dick hard.  Some love humiliation.
For instance, they love going out on a Mistress as a GF date with Wael , knowing that she’s wearing her strap-on out in public , and scouring the levels of a parking garage looking for that perfect corner where she can fuck you right there and then beside that parked Mercedes.
Sunday mornings you can find Wael with her any one of her slaves at a sports bar , packed with guys watching the UFC fights  … her feet up on the table and her slave sucking her toes with his ears burning in humility.
She loves shit like that.
I love making guys swallow down butterflies when I ask them to call me the day after a session because I know i made them fall in love with me the night before.
I know that though I gave a guys’ cock a huge orgasm yesterday evening while my ass was filled with his nose , that until morning he’s been home jacking off another 6-7 times just thinking about how I mind fucked him.
The luckiest people are you guys.  You get to choose which Face Sitting method drives you the most insane.
Or perhaps you don’t choose.  Perhaps you opt for both of us at the same time to do your Face Sitting with?
Then you’re truly good and fucked. lol
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I was watching the ending of Requiem for a Dream – the “ass to ass” scene:
From a girl’s perspective, it should be one of the most dreadful scenes to watch , but I’ve always been turned on by that last 5 minute sequence.
In fact, it’d be hard to get and stay wet because all  the other cutscenes from other drug abusers endings were definitely disturbing,
So I’d be rewinding it on YouTube with one hand controlling the remote by playing it over and over while my other hand was down my pants scratching pussy.
And you see how they cut the nightmare endings of different abusers lives together , well my mind started putting together scenes like that from my life and bdsm sessions.
I’d mentally cut from the day I had brown chunks fly out of a slave’s ass all over my stomach – to the time I made two guys do ass-to-ass for me and Wael , and then I’d rewind back to all the times I filmed original Jaa and ladyboy Natty spitroasting slave after slave.
And then, as my encyclopedic mind for films is apt to do, it made the leap from Requiem to Christopher Walken on Saturday Night Live, and after some sub-atomic fusion at the molecular level I somehow came up with this modified reinactment of a famous SNL scene:
Me: no, no that doesn’t work for me. I gotta have more ass to ass.
Submissive Slave: Look, can I just say one thing?
Me:: Say it baby, just say it.
Submissive Slave:: I’m standing here staring at bdsm legend Mistress Jaa
Me: The cock of the walk baby.
Submissive Slave:: And if Mistress Jaa wants more ass to ass, we should probably give her more ass to ass.
Me: Say it baby.
Submissive Slave: And ya maybe I am being selfish. But the last time I checked, I didn’t have a lot of sessions that feature ass to ass.
Me: I gotta have more ass to ass baby.
Submissive Slave: And I’d be doing myself a disservice and every member of this session if I didn’t fuck the hell out of this Ladyboy.
Me: Guess what? I got a fever. And the only prescription … is more ass to ass.
Submissive Slave: Maybe, maybe I’ll just leave and come back later and ….
Me: C’mon baby.
Ladyboy: Slave, wait. Why don’t you double down on that dildo right now … with me. Together.
Slave: You mean that?
Ladyboy: Yes.
Me: Babies, before we’re done here, y’all be wearing gold plated dildos.
So I’m looking to order at least one double ended gold plated dildo as a nod to myself for coming up with that idea.
Now who wants to perform for bdsm legend Mistress Jaa lmao.
xx
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