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Cumpleaños de Solidad

As life ebbs , terrible vistas of emptiness reveal themselves. Indefatigable purpose sees me through this abyss like a droning lighthouse beam beckoning the way through a persistent perilous fog.  A single slice of cake sits before me in this food court as hollow as the midnight sea, bereft of character , as befitting as anything in this dull country of disillusionment. Hark the herald angels sing , glory to  ….   me , I’ll soon be leaving. So I close my eyes and make a wish upon my cumpleaños , a one way ticket out of this place for hell is empty – all the devils are here.  I’m an angel among  these diseased degenerates, their putrid stench clings …

Despair  |  A Trap Makers Machination

A moment of valor shines brightest , against the backdrop of despair. Tired of men kicking and thrashing their legs vehemently , I thought long and hard about devising a situation which would create quite a conundrum for the submissive man teased to the brink of insanity and wanting to protest with violent twitching. Hmm , curious is the trap makers art , her efficacy unwitnessed by her own eyes. For in front of me last night , lay bound and gagged , my first victim of such maniacal imaginations.  Men are always curious when I begin to bind them , at first unbelieving that ropes can indeed restrain them wholly , and then perplexed when self witnessed there is …

Tease & Denial Techniques | #2 One Finger Ruined Orgasm

There is no slow season when it comes to being horny, Tease & Denial is in demand 365 days a year.  That being said , I’m going to take a break for the month of July and pass the majority of my sessions to Mistress Wael.  Those of you “in the loop” know what’s happening in July for me and ya I’m fucking stoked about it , so much so that I’ve become a gym rat since the favorable results of my biopsy in order to look smoking hot for it. That doesn’t mean I haven’t been seeing my fair share of movies as well , I have of course seen every movie being shown at Terminal 21 , and …

Wonder Woman

So my email is overwhelming me with nice folks concerned about what the results of the biopsy were.  I’m ever so pleased to say that although I do have an abnormal cell cluster in my stomach the chances of it becoming cancerous are very small and furthermore, the doctor said with simple treatment the body should be able to get rid of it inside of a year and a half. Upon hearing the news I felt numb , well actually I felt numb the entire day right up until I saw the doctor in her office , but after weeks of expecting the absolute worst sort of news my body took the happy result in stride.  That is until I …

Tease & Denial Techniques | #1 Pre-Cooking the Balls

One of my favorite things to do when it comes to Tease & Denial sessions is to work with Wael in a double mistress session that covers both the afternoon and evening , using a method that we call Pre cooking the balls.  Let me explain. To me, there ‘s nothing better than teasing a guy for a full two hours and sending him out my door with no orgasm whatsoever , just a very leaky cock.  The enjoyment comes from the text messages soon thereafter where the test subject will lament the aching gnawing pain in his balls , so much so that at times it’s been reported that walking is even hard to do.  So what the double …

Tears in the Rain

Live alone, cry alone. I have all these one paragraph attempts at recalling the sexiest sessions of the week but honestly I just can’t put pen to paper right now … or “finger to keyboard” which is more true but doesn’t sound as romantic.  I feel like one of those Charlie Brown comic strips where he’s got a storm captioned above his head or maybe just the word “sigh” with a contorted look on his face. My stomach hurts so much from worry that I literally cannot stand up straight to walk from my sofa here to the bathroom, I instead look like a hunched over grandmother of 90 years old trying to make the ten meter walk.  Instead of …

The Blowjob Gauntlet & Solving For Sin(x)

So Wednesday is coming quite soon now and though I’m trying not to think about it , or write about it for that matter , it’s constantly there in my mind ; how can it not be?  You all have been very kind in your emails, I really appreciate the support. What I really have enjoyed is the words used by you to express your feelings of emotion towards me have changed from “exquisite, beautiful , hot , sexy , etc” to “lovely , kind , special , and other words of that ilk and for me it’s nice to see that by most I’m looked at as more than a person who just fulfills fantasies. The sessions I’ve done …

To Whom / or Whatever It May Concern :

Dawn has yet to break and rather than the quiet serenity that befells my condo at this early hour , there is an ominous weight in the air as the minutes feel like hours as they pass while I sit and wait for the scariest day of my life to unfold. It’s been a week of reflection for me.  Reflection on the thing that matters the most :  life itself.  Close friends of mine have always had a good laugh at the cows I paid for to save their lives when they were sick , and the ostriches I’ve saved , the baby birds I’ve nurtured that were found behind my house when I was young.  The common thread through …

Black Belt Mistress

The question is :  What are some good tips on how to be a good mistress for my boyfriend / husband ? The answer in general is : There are none.   My elaboration on the reply draws upon a unique experience I had at one of my few jiu jitsu classes ( I later discovered I enjoyed Muay Thai much more ) where there is a parallel between the black belt on the mat and the mindset of being a mistress. It was my third class  …  I know because I only attended four before I came to the conclusion that grabbing a guy by his nuts is equally effective as any technique I’d be learning on the mats.  At …

The Walking Dead S07 | Plot Matters

The Walking Dead Season 7 has convinced me that we as a society have not taken the proper measures to ensure all the smart people in the world have been getting laid and pro creating since the turn of the century. That’s right.  Since about the mid 1990’s people like Steven King , Arthur C. Clark , Stanley Kubrick ; and all other writers of the same quality died without any girls making sure they produced offspring.   Well Steven’s not dead but he’s a Red Sox fan so I hold out no hope for his children to have the willpower to write.  (yes i realize that doesn’t make much sense but I’m writing this while hungry and munching on broccoli so …