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Today Jaa is in Milan to see the last supper painting.  I am home in Bangkok doing sounding sessions.  Who has more fun? I did 2 sounding session and I have video from 1. Here is my sounding video …     I am down 6 kg now to 59kg from my running every morning.  I will run in October 1/2 Marathon and see if I can finish. I bought a Fit Watch today to count my step every day.  My running is now almost 2 hours every morning 🙂  2 months ago I can only do 10 minutes. My most I run so far is 138 minutes so almost 2  1/2 hours.   I think I can do 1/2 …

cbt torture wael femdom bdsm

I get 95% Tease & Denial session and 5% a session when somebody wants to feel pain. The 5% is because he 100% cannot get horny and cannot get hard from sex … from Tease … from handjob … from footjob … nothing can make him hard.  And what he like is a lot of different feeling on his cock he never feel before. For somebody like that I do a lot of thing different to him. I use fire to make him scared.  I use ice to make him feel a numb.  And I use candle wax to shock him. If I spank the head I know it really hurts 99% of every man but 1% LOVE IT and …

Let me tell you a little bit about me.  My name is Wael and I am from a small place outside of Chiang Rai north in my country.  Small place mean I have land in the middle of nowhere 😛  But it is big like 1 1/2 Rai = 1/4 Hectare in your area for how you see size. My house is very small.  We do everything old style.  Like cooking.  I grew up with a machete lol.   Lucky my land has a lot of  trees. I used to go to cut the trees every day to make wood for cooking.  I put the wood under the stove you see in the photo.  And cooking like this outside every …

escape

This is most likely my last post before I leave on Wednesday and it’s not so much a story as it is a reflection on where I’m at in my thoughts as I think about this upcoming trip.  In commenting on my desire, planning, vision or whatever other name you want to give to it , one guy wrote me today … A lot people have a plan to take them to where they want to be.  Most aren’t as clear thinking and disciplined as you.  I imagine most aren’t as motivated as you either. I would never compare my situation to yours but I worked at night to put myself through college during the day.  I knew that was …

eiffel tower red dress

I’m wondering , how many Thai girls from the village slums have stood in front of the Mona Lisa at the Louvre and soaked in the brilliance of Leonardo da Vinci’s masterpiece?  By my estimation , there may be 10 of us in the country who would even recognize the name let alone match it with his most famous painting so to answer my own question – i’d say none. It’s not their fault , their naivety is a product of the Logan’s Run philosophy of schooling here where we’re taught “nothing exists outside these walls.”  But let me humor you with a silly dream of mine that I’ve had since I was about six years old. I’ve had this …

go to hell

As life ebbs , terrible vistas of emptiness reveal themselves. Indefatigable purpose sees me through this abyss like a droning lighthouse beam beckoning the way through a persistent perilous fog.  A single slice of cake sits before me in this food court as hollow as the midnight sea, bereft of character , as befitting as anything in this dull country of disillusionment. Hark the herald angels sing , glory to  ….   me , I’ll soon be leaving. So I close my eyes and make a wish upon my cumpleaños , a one way ticket out of this place for hell is empty – all the devils are here.  I’m an angel among  these diseased degenerates, their putrid stench clings …

Despair  |  A Trap Makers Machination

A moment of valor shines brightest , against the backdrop of despair. Tired of men kicking and thrashing their legs vehemently , I thought long and hard about devising a situation which would create quite a conundrum for the submissive man teased to the brink of insanity and wanting to protest with violent twitching. Hmm , curious is the trap makers art , her efficacy unwitnessed by her own eyes. For in front of me last night , lay bound and gagged , my first victim of such maniacal imaginations.  Men are always curious when I begin to bind them , at first unbelieving that ropes can indeed restrain them wholly , and then perplexed when self witnessed there is …

There is no slow season when it comes to being horny, Tease & Denial is in demand 365 days a year.  That being said , I’m going to take a break for the month of July and pass the majority of my sessions to Mistress Wael.  Those of you “in the loop” know what’s happening in July for me and ya I’m fucking stoked about it , so much so that I’ve become a gym rat since the favorable results of my biopsy in order to look smoking hot for it. That doesn’t mean I haven’t been seeing my fair share of movies as well , I have of course seen every movie being shown at Terminal 21 , and …

wonder woman

So my email is overwhelming me with nice folks concerned about what the results of the biopsy were.  I’m ever so pleased to say that although I do have an abnormal cell cluster in my stomach the chances of it becoming cancerous are very small and furthermore, the doctor said with simple treatment the body should be able to get rid of it inside of a year and a half. Upon hearing the news I felt numb , well actually I felt numb the entire day right up until I saw the doctor in her office , but after weeks of expecting the absolute worst sort of news my body took the happy result in stride.  That is until I …

pre cooked balls

One of my favorite things to do when it comes to Tease & Denial sessions is to work with Wael in a double mistress session that covers both the afternoon and evening , using a method that we call Pre cooking the balls.  Let me explain. To me, there ‘s nothing better than teasing a guy for a full two hours and sending him out my door with no orgasm whatsoever , just a very leaky cock.  The enjoyment comes from the text messages soon thereafter where the test subject will lament the aching gnawing pain in his balls , so much so that at times it’s been reported that walking is even hard to do.  So what the double …

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