Seemingly for over a month I can’t find it within me to construct a story that’s worth writing let alone reading. The roots of the problem no doubt can be traced back to these bouts of self inspection, depression and goal-less-ness that I’ve been plagued with from about October onward ’til now. That’s not to say however that I haven’t had some great thoughts pass through my mind. My phone and my laptop have a notes section which gets filled with random thoughts, memories, recordings and the occasional video – and it’s from these that in the past , when allowed to marinade like a good steak in the fridge , produce some fine story lines. So since that hasn’t …
Every year I make it a point to try and reinvent myself , to look at my business from a new perspective and to push myself to do things I’m not comfortable with. Some ideas are successful , some not so much – but the point is to throw enough shit at the wall so that eventually something sticks. What’s kept me busy the last month is changing my focus from daily bdsm sessions to bdsm vacations or getaways. Sounds kind of wonderful ya? Well yes and no. It’s certainly helped snap me out of the blandness of my daily routine here in Bangkok. I’ve found that spending time with submissive men as a full time Mistress for durations of …
Well I’m off to Sri Lanka in a few hours , which is more of a therapeutic trip than you can imagine. This interesting email came in just yesterday after I finished my last session before my trip and the guy had commented on his 3rd session with me saying: “I”m blown away by how in each session you’ve been three different mistresses , each wholly different than the previous. You were at first scary and violent , then soft, seductive and alluring in our second , while yesterday was so frustrating how you played with my mind blurring the line of whether you were in love with me or that I was just a toy for your amusement. How …
I teased him. He screamed. I teased him some more. He begged. The teasing continued. He cried. Within the tease I came ever so close to making him think I was going to kiss him. So much so that he could smell the cherry of my glistening lipstick a micro chasm away from his own lips. He whimpered. I let go of his manliness and let my fingers wander his body excitedly the way one would point their way around a newly found treasure map. And so on, and so on. I mean, perhaps there’s one or two of you that find such writing intoxicating and pleasureful to read , but I’ve always subscribed to the theory that a writer’s …
Hey. Working out a little bug in my WordPress post. It’s causing my typing to force short sentences before a hard carriage return. “Please increase max_input_vars to greater than 1000 in php.ini file.” That’s the error message. We’re working on it. Anyways, it’s August, my vacation month. I’m off from the 14th to the 16th. And then again from the 26th to September 6th. Changed my trip destination to Sri Lanka from Tanzania. There’s that carriage return I was talking about >< I’ve been doing modifications on Tease & Denial sessions, once I hit one out of the park I’ll write about it. Right now I’m still tweaking the way the teasing gets done in those sessions. Hint: if you …
“I’ll do anything you want” is a dangerous thing to say to me. Most guys just throw that line out there as if it has zero consequences, for instance, after my last story – and with follow up proof that the black and white photo is indeed my pussy – I’ve had emails well into the double digits proclaiming “i’d do anything to kiss that pussy.” Not thinking for even a split second what possibilities a phrase like that stirs up in my imagination. If you remember only one thing about me, remember this : I love using men , I love putting men in precarious positions that leaves them exposed and vulnerable. So while “i’ll do anything to kiss …
Two more of my long time submissive playmates graduated up from ass worship to pussy worship this month , woe unto them. For my pussy is the holy grail of all Asian pussy’s. I have this theory , and I may be way off on my speculation but it’s an accumulation of evidence spanning from how guys react to my pussy , to exploring ex boyfriends search history of porn , and seeing what they jack off to while I’m feigning sleep but squinting at them from beneath the sheets. Guys love forbidden young pussy. It’s not the main reason why I laser my pussy bush , I just happen to love the feel and look of my pussy being …
Photographing a woman’s naked body is one of the most sensual activities a couple can share together. As even the most naive of my readers have picked up on lately , I’ve been in a rut since I decided not to move to Europe and further my studies back in April. If you asked me back when the year started I’d have told you that the possibility of me remaining in Thailand coming May 1st was 0% , not a doubt in my mind. So it’s come with no great surprise to me that I’ve been downright miserable finding myself walking these same old streets in May and June as people without a plan usually remain directionless in life. Luckily …
Dave just left my condo from our first date. He thought it was a date, in reality it was just an experiment of mine. Lately, these “mistress’s boyfriend for a day” sessions have been so amazing that I’ve started to wonder if the crazy suggestive techniques I use on my submissive harem of men would work equally well on a stranger who has no idea that I’m a Mistress – one talented in the art of Seduction. So I thought it would be interesting for you guys to peek into my mind and relive with me what just went down over the past five hours on my “date.” It’ll give you a glimpse I suppose at how my mind works, …
I haven’t been hiding the fact I’ve been pretty damn lonely since returning back from Europe in January, to the point where I’ve found myself doing something I’ve never done as a mistress at any point in the last five years which is inviting somebody to stay longer. It wasn’t something I even planned to do , I just spontaneously blurted out after a rather nice session “if you liked it so much, why not stay and let me show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.” I suppose I just wanted company, the lonely side of my brain would justify such a request as being such. But there’s been a growing devilish part of my personality that’s fully controlled …
