Here’s my pipe dream …
There are guys out there who long to become something different , an object of pleasure for their Mistress , and its these men that I seek out the most often.
You know that wedding saying “something old, something new, something borrowed and something blue.”
There’s a version of that which submissive men can relate to and it goes …
“something cruel , something fun , something sexy , other than cum.”
Meaning, there are men , and these men are the ones I’m strangely the most attracted to , who put the lowest priority on cumming , and the highest priority on not just pleasing their Mistress but seeing how far down the rabbit hole she’ll take them.
I’ve wanted , with everything in my heart and soul as a Mistress , to take not just one man (like original Jaa did) but take many so far down the rabbit hole of submission that their old life becomes inconsequential and this life – serving me, becomes the only thing that has meaning.
Have you watched the movie Ready Player One? It has great concepts , one of which is this idea that – say , once quantum computing becomes a thing , that you won’t be able to distinguish the vr game world from reality …
You see , I have this vision that female domination – when working in tandem with the existential properties that submission brings to the table – can produce that same blurred reality.
A reality where serving one’s Mistress is better than the real world reality a man needs to pay heed to.
I know it’s possible.
I saw it in the movie “My Mistress” where the kid’s concept of who he wants to be is consumed by serving the much older and rich Mistress next door.
“But that’s a movie” you might say.
Ok, I’ll give you that. But that’s like saying “but that’s VR” in 2020 after playing Alyx and not thinking about what a vr game might be like in 2030.
What I can tell you is this.
Pre-covid , I was getting the most pleasure out of my “Mistress as a Girlfriend” European trips where I was showing men in 1 or 2 week samples, just what their world would be like serving me 24/7.
They all agreed that the experience is something way way way beyond something we’re all familiar with , Marriage. (or well, that ur familiar with)
Marriage has constraits, rules, conditions, and really to me doesn’t look like a whole lot of fun.
A mistress / submissive relationship can be transcending.
I know that now because now that we’re in this strange covid time , yes the European sessions have stopped but it’s allowed me and Wael to further explore our two year relationship with two submissive men.
But this time, uninterrupted by the demands of having to do 2 sessions a day , of having to travel to Europe for a month at a time , and by the time demands of answering a hundred emails a day.
We’ve been able to take these two guys and mold them for over half a year.
For instance, guy#1 , until yesterday he hadn’t been allowed to orgasm since November of last year.
He spends the entire week locked up in his Cell Mate chastity device which I unlock only for a few minutes every Sunday evening where he’s allowed an unknown amount of minutes (or seconds) to masturbate. (A weekly service which I provide on my OnlyFans blog)
During the week he serves me and Wael. He’s hardly ever allowed to touch us other than worship our toes on occasion. He’s our furniture, our maid, our ironing boy , our errand runner, our bag carrier, our chef , our waiter , our massage artist , and fart eater.
He never knows ahead of time whether he’ll sleep at the foot of my bed, or be sent home. He’s unsure whether he’ll be punished or rewarded , and he’s spent the better part of a year apprenticing , learning how to both stay out of our way and yet be a useful slave at the same time.
The man is allowed to speak only when spoken to , he’s not allowed eye contact unless requested , or if he’s willing to accept the consequences of doing so.
We allow him time to do whatever insignificant thing he needs to do to make money , but he’s on call 24/7.
Meaning, if one day I texted him that I needed my fart eaten at 4am, he’d have to jump out of bed , make it over to my condo , eat my fart, and probably be sent home again.
Now, I don’t do such trivial things that often. I mean, I will on occasion , but my goal isn’t to interrupt his life, my goal is put in timely requests that can be easily fulfilled by him , each one cementing his role as my permanent pet.
Yesterday , for the first time since he began serving us, he got his cock played with by us on camera as we were shooting for our OnlyFans blog , a Tease & Denial video that’ll no doubt go viral.
One year .. he finally got his dick played with by me. All he’s done in that time is serve me , and on occasion Mistress Wael also.
A normal man would consider that scenario outrageous , and protest as to the slave’s stupidity to allow such denial.
Our full time slave who was allowed to order (and pay) for our dinner … when permitted to speak … said “he feels like a kid in school again, pursuing the first girl he ever had a crush on with the same intense feelings and that his life has never been so fun.”
Our second full time slave is just a beginner. He’s the last one I visited in Europe. The one I made carry my backpack as well as his when we went mountain climbing.
The one I dragged skydiving. The one who I made carry me over a glacier all afternoon in Norway.
He’s the one who constantly says “you want to do What???” when I visit him in Europe.
I want to experience life , and I want to bring men (plural) along for the ride, making them realize in the process that serving me as they too experience life – that there is no going back to their normal life.
Here’s the kicker, I want to bring guys that deep , on my own expense not yours.
For a guy to truly be able to give up everything in his life for me, he’d have to also be able to get rid of his hangup on making money. That would be true freedom.
Money unfortunately, is the fucking thing that keeps us all tethered to this ball and chain way of life , one that we so desperately want a reprieve from.
Yes , I realize I’m some sort of insane “reverse thinking” findom girl.
Financial domination girls are all about calling guys wimps, losers, pathetic creatures and demanding money be thrown at them.
I, on the other hand, am offering a free ride – well, one day. Pipe dream, I know.
Or maybe not. Maybe, just maybe my idea to combine this blog with my MUCH more intimate OnlyFans blog isn’t just a one month wonder … having accumulated 135 subscribers in just 30 days.
I’d be lying if I told you I havn’t done countless projections of revenue based on various rates of subscriber accumulation (without loss , see my pipe dream comment above lol) and thought that it might be possible to put my 24/7 dream into action sooner rather than later.
I, I just. Like, I survived the cancer scare this summer, has to be a reason for that, no?
Maybe this whole power driven dream of mine is something that I’m on a road to accomplish before the stars and universe take me?
I always think this world can be better than it is. Do you agree? As a submissive guy reading this, don’t you think there is this utopian like state out there of serving a Mistress – preferably me :p – that would make you wish every year was like Bill Murray’s movie Groundhog Day?
Except in his movie he used repeated events to try and break free of the endless cycle , but you’d be using the never ending repetiton to instead improve your devotion to me?
Ya, pipe dream, right?
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