When it comes to effective edging , the eyes have it.
I’m edging you , and you’ve been on the brink of eruption for minutes, or was it hours? You truly don’t remember and you know why?
Because your cock and my hand stroking it have for the longest time become something secondary , like the crashing waves of an ocean obscurred by a dense fog.
Instead, your focus is my eyes.
I want you to feel as if I have inside me a soul that is just too big for me. It’s filled me to the brim until there was no more space , so its flowing through my eyes instead.
That might be too much for you … to be so close to orgasm and to have to hold my gaze with your own.
Fifteen seconds of locking eyes like that and you feel as I rock my hips up and down yours that we are connected, rolling over waves of lust in one syncronous movement.
And so what do men do in that instance? They give in to their cock right?
Men throw back their head, tense their muscles, close their eyes and groan just as loudly as they do wildly.
You’ve been training yourself all your life to enjoy self gratification. You can get so deep into your fantasies when playing with your cock can’t you?
Not in this case though, not with me.
With my left hand I’ll often reach forward and pinch the guy’s chin , holding it firmly so he cannot look away.
I may even grab his hair and tug it tight with a yank as I lean even closer and gaze right into your pupils while my thumb presses hard under your cock head as the edging continues.
At that point I’m not just inside your mind, i’m inside your heart and soul as well.
The edging feeling is ever present, but its no longer the focus of your desires.
Guys in this moment will say many things. “please.” , “you’re amazing” , “oh my god mistress” , and they’ll even blurt out an “i love you” from time to time. Especially the married men, they always say I love you when I’m edging them.
Now. That being said. I have a conundrum of sorts.
I’ve been training this submissive pet for eight months now and in that time he’s rarely been allowed to touch me.
He’s served mostly as furniture, as a house maid , my massage man, errand runner, toe licker, boot cleaner and so on. Like the words on the steps photo above suggests, to serve me is a progression.
I’m not talking 2 hour perfunctory session , i’m talking about applying to be one of my full time or semi full time slaves.
So while doing all these seemingly trivial tasks my house pet has never ascended past worshiping my legs and I was just about to introduce him to the pleasures of worshiping my ass to reward him for his perfect ironing and sewing skills as of late.
However, due to the need to have a submissive man and his cock readily available for my 3 a day OnlyFans video films , and the fact that there’s literally no foreigners left in Bangkok anymore , I’ve had to use him for actions that he just hasn’t progressed to in my timeline of servitude tasks.
The other day I’m shooting an edging video with Wael and the pet-in-traiing , the sample of which is pinned to the top of my Twitter feed , for my OnlyFans blog , and I’m doing so with the thought in mind to show you for this story how important the eyes are in an edging session.
To do so , I have to play for the camera which Wael is holding off to my right.
Which meant that instead of edging , chin grabbing, and staring into the eyes of my submissive pet in training, I’m doing that instead for the camera lens.
So guess what the fucker does? He cums.
I should have known , after all I hadn’t touched his cock for 3/4 of a year , purposely making him horny around the house and ignoring his hard-ons all this time. I greatly underestimated what his reaction would be to the feel of my hands on his cock.
I wasn’t even thinking about it for fuck sakes. So distracted by the camera was I that I wasn’t tuned into his moans – always an early indicator of an approaching orgasm.
Now to make sure his moans ‘n groans were muffled sufficiently in the video I had him sucking on my soiled panties – which further dismantled my early warning orgasm system.
What’s worse is, I laughed.
Again, it’s the simulation of a real session so I’m drifting in and out of character – something which my OnlyFans subscribers see and get to laugh at when i post ‘behind the scenes’ videos , so because its a simulation – I’m not fullly focused on my slave’s progression in his training.
No doubt, had this been a real session , any guy who cums without warning me would be immediately force fed his cum , have his face slapped and his balls spanked. Not to mention he’d be locked back up in chastity for another half year.
And therein is the conundrum.
How do I punish this guy for his moment of self-gratification. “I’m sorry” doesn’t cut it, I have a zero-tolerance policy with men and their bullshit.
Yet, I have to fucking shoot every 3rd day , and some of the fetishes are hot. Like yesterday’s facesitting shoot. 50 photos and many many video takes of my facesitting skills means my ass and pussy are on his face for the better part of four hours.
Yes my OnlyFans blog is saturated with hot photos and videos , and I suppose the upside of that is my subscribers are happy.
But I feel like I’m rewarding a slave who we’ve invested many hours in for his abolute failure when being edged.
Only thing I can come up with is a grade school punishment that only the most vain of my school teachers would use. Sending a kid to the corner of the classroom and having them stare into the wall for two hours always seemed a petty thing to do.
But in this case it works. He’s our corner slave now – he just sits there from dawn til dusk or until we dismiss him and send it home.
No edging. No edging at all for him – for now.
He’s our fart depository. Only that. He gets to play with his dick all day and cum on the floor between his legs and we’ll spit our chewed food onto his mess when feeding time rolls around.
Still , it’s not enough.
I’m putting his written confesion of wrongdoing into escrow , and come the end of covid whenever that may be , he will begin serving his time in chastity.
Fuck I might just keep him locked up perpetually come that time and cuckold him. Make him pay right there and then from his corner everytime a guy fucks me in front of him.
I’d fuck the guy close enough to my pet that I could grab and hold his chin and look into his eye the whole time … then when I’m cumming I’ll lean over and whisper into his ear and say “it could have been you” …
“had you just held your orgasm that first time I edged you.”
Anyways. Grrr. I had to get that off my chest. I take slave training very seriously.
You want to see my Tease & Denial edging video right?
I can’t show it publicly on this blog as it shows my face , but its available on my OnlyFans blog along with 150 other videos.
However, some of you have to be mindful of what shows up on your credit card statement thanks to you choosing to marry someone else rather than me. (again, grrr)
So for the link to the edging video Wael can send it to you for $5 Amazon Gift Card ( email: [email protected] ) , or you can get access to this months OnlyFans videos for $20 as that’s the same as the subscriber fee so seems fair … again, Amazon Gift Card will do the trick.
When you watch me edging , I want you to match my gaze with your own , play with your cock, and for fuck sakes unless you want to be a corner boy fart dispenser yourself …don’t cum without asking me for permission.