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Femdom Stories Part 1 and Part 2 were posted last week.  This is part 3 … femdom story posts from my Onlyfans that I wrote from the middle of April until the 1st of May of this year 2022.

I write 2-3 things a day.  If I had a session I write about it every time.  If I have a femdom idea I write about it.

Let’s start with the black guy on my floor who fucks girls he brings home so loudly at 3:30am that the whole floor wakes up ….

 

 

 

April 16th, 2022

So Mistress Jaa is talking today on her  loyalfans.com/mistressjaa  femdom blog about listening to two people on her floor fucking.

I have that too.  Room 718.  He puts music on the tv when he is going to fuck her.  Does not help.  He bangs her so long and so hard.

I saw him with her in the lobby waiting for the elevator up to my floor.  I couldn’t help it.  I started staring at his dick in his pants.  He was obviously hard.  I had maybe 1 slave I saw who was as long as this guy.  Looked like he had a snake in his pants this black guy at the lift yesterday.  I know why she screams.

Usually I go to the gym on the 2nd floor to do my running or walking.  But since 2 days ago I have been walking up and down my floor instead.

Why?  Because I never heard anyone get fucked so hard and be so loud.  The only thing I hear every day is slaves moaning and screaming.  Never a girl.

He keeps her all night too.  Now in Bangkok –  longtime – overnight with a bar girl is between 3,000 to 5,000 baht.

I wonder why she came back a 2nd time with him.  Is 3 or 5 thousand baht or $100 usd worth it to get fucked all night like that?

She could make the same by fucking 3 guys 1 hour each.

But she is not super pretty.  Little big thick body.  So maybe she cannot get 3 customers in one night?

I didn’t go to the door and listen closely like Mistress Jaa (rainy) did.  Too scared.

So I just walk up and down the hall again and again trying not to laugh.

Also, I did not play with my pussy like she did.  I want to ask her today if she really mastubated in her hallway listening to her couple or if she wrote that to make her subscribers horny.

What I can do to give you an idea of how loud she is …  I can record a video on my phone as I walk past their door.  I am pretty sure my phone will catch it all.

Then you guys can tell me if she is getting it in her pussy or her ass.  You are probably more professional at knowing that compared to me.

I know how men moan , scream and cry.

Women?  Not so much lol.

 

Sexiest HTT Video Ever

 

April 17th, 2022

I had some fun with Kali yesterday.

Kali is a what , not a who. It’s my metal spiked chastity that I put slaves in.

I make my slave stand in front of me naked while I slip it on his cock.

Then you know the big plastic measuring cups for cooking? I will hold the one I use to make TiraMisu under the head of his cock.

Then I’ll set a timer. I used to use the sand hourglass 3 minute timer. But I lost it 🙁 So now I use the stopwatch on my Garmin watch.

I give the slave 5 minutes to fill the measuring cup with some of his cum.

And ya … he has to find a way to cum by masturbating with the spikes digging into his cock.

Smart slaves hold the base of their cock really hard because that is the only available space on their dick that doesn’t have spikes. And they masturbate by pulling and stroking their balls.

But that takes time. It’s why I use a timer. They can try to do it that way but if they don’t cum by the time the timer is up … severe punishment.

So they have no choice. They have to stroke with the spikes ripping their cock. It’s very fun.

Mistress Jaa saw me do it to her slave one day. Then she asked me if she could do it to him for one of her videos. Guess what? It ended up being her best selling video haha. Here is that video of hers:

http://u.pc.cd/nm6rtalK

Just don’t forget where the idea came from 😛

 

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April 18th, 2022

I want to write to you about everything I’m doing with my slaves but there’s so many things now it is hard to keep up.

But let me tell you the one thing that made me happy.  It’s not what I did to a slave.  It’s what he said to me 2 minutes after I saw him … and that was the first time I saw him since 1 week before covid started in March 2020.

I came into the condo and told him right away to “bend the knee” and kiss my feet.  He did.

I then told him to pull his pants down.  Turn around facing away from me.  And to bend over.  When he did I took out my spanking crop and beat his ass red.  I stopped only when he made a noise.

“Absolutely no noise” I said.  “Not even 1 sound.”

I continued to spank him.  He took it … silently.

I then walked around to the front of him and put my finger under his chin to lift him up so he was standing straight again.  I held it there with his chin in the air for 1 minute saying nothing.

I then face slapped him very very hard.

“Are you forgetting something?” I asked.

“Thank you Mistress Wael” he remembered to say.

I grabbed his cock and led him into the living room of his condo dragging him behind me.

“On your knees” I ordered him.

“I’m going to bend over.  When I do I want you to put your nose inside my asshole and smell until I tell you to stop.  Any questions?”

He then said “I have no questions.  But can I say something?”

“Yes.  Of course.” I said.

“What happened to your English?” he asked.  “It is amazing suddenly.  100 times better than before.  I’m amazed.”

That did it.  He broke me.  I fell out of my Mistress Wael mood and into normal Wael and smiled.

My voice changed too.  “Really?” I said.  Smiling.

And he complimented me so much.  It doesn’t matter what I did with him the rest of the way.  That compliment made my day.

Before covid the one thing that was holding me back from being the best Mistress I could be was my English.

It’s not perfect.  No way.  It is probably still awful.  But it has improved so much.

I think if I can have just maybe 2 more yrs I can improve even more.  I want to be able to dominate a slave like Mistress T can.  Just from talking.  From knowing what to say.

The hardest thing for me … talking about being a good Mistress … is I had to copy original Mistress Jaa and how she used her eyes, her body, her smile, her silence.  I had to dominate with actions not with words.

It’s ok to dominate that way.  But learning to speak better English is helping me.

Funny thing though.  I can’t type English at all.  I still use my phone to type everything I say.

But it works.  What I do works well.

So yes.  I just wanted to tell you that.  Because it made me so happy.  Nobody ever complimented me before.

They compliment me about my ass.  About my wrestling.  About my style.  But never about my English.

Until now 🙂

 

 

 

April 19th, 2022

I loaded the ending from a video you haven’t seen before.  I had yelled “CUT” to tell me when to clip the video in editing and fade to black.

You don’t often get to see what happens after I say cut when filming.

That’s because I want you to think that everything ended nicely.  Like it was perfectly planned.  Perfectly shot.

That rarely happens.

This is what usually happens.  Something like this.  A lot of panic :

http://u.pc.cd/LyK

Oh.  Something funny happened.  I found a new fetish.  Well its not really a fetish.  It’s a ‘itchy finger’ kind of fetish.

I had a slave – on Friday – who wanted so much to rip the nipple covers off my breasts.

Thai men love to stare at nipples.  It’s a sickness.  It makes me feel very uncomfortable.  So one time when I was filming for Mistress Jaa I saw she covered her nipples – even when filming with her slave.

It was this mummification and tease / findom video I shot with her:

http://u.pc.cd/pLjctalK

So I bought the same type of nipple covers.  I wear them every time I go outside.

My slave saw them and begged me to let him rip them off with his teeth.

I told him he could if …. I could wax the hair off his balls next time I saw him.  He agreed.

Fuck.  My nipples are still sore from letting him do that.  It hurt.

But not as much as waxing his balls will hurt on Tuesday.   I’ve wanted to do that to a slave for a long time.  Just to see how painful it is for a man 🙂

I’m curious ok.  haha.

By the way.   For this video I’m sharing with you.  If it looks like I don’t know how to play with my pussy … you are right.  I never touch her.  I don’t own any dildos.  Or small vibrators.

Slaves are always upset that I don’t.

But it’s not my style.  It’s not who I am or what I enjoy.  I get off on one thing and one thing only … controlling men.

One slave today said to me when I told him that “do you say things like that for promotional effects?”

No.  It’s true.  I am a lifestyle Mistress.  I know that about me now.

I love very much when men bend the knee before me without me telling them.  They just know that’s what I expect them to do.  And that gets me excited.

I love pulling a man around by his cock.  I will even do it in public with a clear string.

I get so horny when I control a slave’s ass plug vibrator with my phone app in public.  Especially in a quiet 5 star restaurant.

The more I control a slave the hornier I get.  I don’t know why.  Honestly I just found that out about myself this yr and last yr.

I stopped having sex a long time ago.  Same as Mistress Jaa.  It is about control now.  I get pleasure from making a slave lose his mind.

But even when I come home after dominating a slave … I still don’t touch myself even if I am horny.  I don’t know why.  I just don’t.  I have wet dreams though.

Slaves always say to me “they want to give me pleasure.”  They mean sucking my pussy.  But I would rather get a slave girl and order her to fuck him … after I have tied him up and gagged him.

I like seeing girls fuck my slaves.  I like ordering them how to fuck.  Especially university girls who are just learning how to fuck.

Crazy?  Am I crazy because of that?

I think it just happens to every Mistress.

 

Facesitting Mistress Wael jaa4u

 

 

April 20th, 2022

I shouldn’t tell you this because if it works , well , the secret will have 0 effect because you will know it’s fake.

But that’s why I like to keep my OF for just a small handful of people who follow me. I can share with you what I’m trying to do or what I’m thinking of doing.

My problem as a Mistress has always been my English. I’m trying to get better. But as you know. I still cannot spell out any words in English. I use my phone to take what I am saying and put it into words. And it fixes my grammar for me. And it fixes my spelling.

But what is the next level of that?

I am always thinking “how can this get better.”

So I saw this video on YouTube:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0fO7CBDMGNA

And I knew that is the next level I am looking for.

If I teach the software with enough of my speaking …. and use every word somebody can say in English once … the software will then let anyone type something they want me to say …. and I will say it perfectly.

But it won’t be me saying it perfectly. It will be my AI voice. My cloned voice.

Just think.

I could do sex chat. In perfect English.

I could hire somebody to do sex chat in my voice. He or she would just type what they think the customer would want to hear me say like:

“I want you to start stroking your cock for me and listen to me breathe”

And my AI voice would say that.

Or. I could do a podcast. And I am talking with Mistress Jaa about using the software too.

Once the software has perfected both our voices , oh my gosh.

I could get somebody who knows perfect English and has a kinky mind to type out a whole podcast in words as a conversation between me and her.

The AI would assemble that script into a podcast that sounds like we were in a room having a conversation.

Scary huh?

Imagine the evil things someone could do with another person’s voice.

What I am is a fantasy to submissive men.

The more perfect I can make that fantasy … if it is real or fake … takes me closer to being the perfect Mistress.

So. Who would like to sex chat with AI me next week?

 

imperfect-slave

 

 

April 21st, 2022

Undercover Mistress.  That’s what I am now.   Trying to get to the bottom of this mystery in my condo on my floor.

I told you about the black kid who moved in on my floor.  The one who fucked that girl like he was breaking her into two parts.

Well I saw him walking that girl to the tuktuk downstairs the next day.  She had long dark hair to the middle of her back.  She wasn’t thin but she was not fat.

The next day at 2am when I was exercising by walking the hallway I heard him fucking her again.  Even louder this time.  Again in the morning when I went out to get coffee at 7am I saw her leave and this time it was a different girl with short hair.

Two days ago , this time at 5:45 I was “exercising” in the halls.  ahem.  And again I heard a girl moaning , crying and screaming.  For 1 hour.  He fucks all these girls hard and non stop for 1 hour.

I saw her leave.  This one had very long brown hair to her ass.

Yesterday there was yet another girl.  Short messy wild hair.  But when they leave they are all dressed for work.  Like they are going to work in an office.  Not working girls.  I am pretty sure they are not working girls.

But as far as I know.  This guy doesn’t leave to go to work.  He never works.  So how does he make money?  My condo isn’t super expensive but it is a nice quality and you have to have a good income to live here.

I am wondering.  Is he charging girls to fuck him?  One of you guys told me that some girls go crazy for BBC … big black cock.  But in my country … sorry but I have to tell the truth …. 99% of Thai people are racist towards black people.

So I have a mystery.

Also.  I get horny when listening to him fuck these girls.  Which is strange.

Normally I only get horny when controlling a slave myself.  I get horny when I make a man obey me.  I get horny when I am pushing his face down onto my dirty feet.  I get horny when I facesit a slave so hard that he panics trying to get air.  These things turn me on.  Only that.

So it is strange that I get turned on by hearing sex.

But ok listen to this.  At the end of the same hall a big tall strong foreigner moved in.  Yesterday when I was “exercising” and hoping to hear the black guy having sex I saw the white foreigner guy come home with a girl.  They passed me in the hall.

So I waited about 20 minutes.  That is about how much time men usually spare for chit chat before wanting to fuck.

Yup.  20 minutes later I walked down the hall and herd them fucking.  But just normal sex.  She was moaning.  He was fucking her hard because I could hear him breathing hard for air and the bed was hitting the wall.

It did nothing for me.  Nothing at all.

Then 2 hours later I heard them having sex again.  Same style.  Again it did nothing for me.

At 2am the black guy started fucking his girl and he didn’t finish until 3am.  I walked the hall ‘exercising’ for 1 hour.  And not the whole hallway.  Just ‘that’ part of the hall lol.

He had extra stamina.  She was so loud.  I am shocked people did not come out to listen and see what was happening.

I don’t know why I have to know what is happening.  I need to know what his job is.

Lucky for me I have a break in my calendar now.  I think my work for the month is done.   I can focus on ‘exercising’ now.

Now if you will excuse me.  It is almost midnight.  About time for him to come ho …. I mean … almost time for me to exercise.

 

mistress-in-waiting

 

 

April 22nd, 2022

Oh my gosh. The girl he just brought home would make you guys go crazy.

She looks like the perfect homely secretary who wears glasses that don’t look good on her. But I can tell with her hair down and her glasses off that she can be really cute. Cute – hot. Innocent too.

I even said hi to her as they passed me. I winked too. It was a girl to girl wink. How do you guys pass information to each other without speaking? I don’t see men wink at all.

I winked at the same time he was leaning over to put the key in his door as that is when I passed them in the hallway.

The message behind my wink was “in about 20 minutes you are going to be fucked harder than you have ever been fucked … and I think with a cock 2x bigger than you have ever seen.”

I am 50% sure of what I said about his cock. I know when I moan what it sounds like when I’m horny and having fun. I also know from my fucking asshole ex husband what the moans sound like when someone wants it to be over and just wants to survive getting fucked.

These girls are moaning for survival.

Ok I can’t talk long. I’m going to go exercise in the hall. Is it bad if I record it for you? Have you ever done that? Or if that is too awful … have you ever put your ear to the wall and listened when the people in the next room are fucking?

Detective Wael is on the job. Back soon.

 

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April 23rd, 2022

16,000 steps !  With my phone in my hand.  Ready to record.

and … nothing.   All day and now its after midnight so day #2 and still nothing.

So he has to disappear for at least 2 days to make money.  But he doesn’t come home when he works.  And when he comes home girls come all day and night to fuck him.   But they don’t leave.  They spend the night.

And that’s just the black gentleman.

The guy beside the elevator had 3 girls with him last night.  All he did was talk talk talk until 5am.  Then they all went and zzzzz.

Boring.

The large tall foreigner at the end of the hall didn’t come home either.  Where do these people go to work?  Why don’t they come home?  Why do girls come to fuck them both?  Why are they so very loud?

Ok but get this.  On the 6th floor below me a Chinese guy was lickiing his girl with the door open a little bit.

But it’s not my floor so I didn’t want to stay long.  And he wasn’t loud.  She wasn’t loud either.  But I could see her open legs on the side of the bed and him on the floor licking her.  Well just a bit.  The door was only open 2 inches.

You know what it is?

My condo was 100% empty for 2 long years.  During the lockdown only about 7 people stayed here and only 1 other person lived on my floor.  It was so very quiet.  And lonely.

I used to walk the halls because going outside made me feel even more lonely.  Do you remember the ‘it feels like a ghost town’ video I shot in the middle of lockdown at 10pm?  Or the video I shot at empty Nana at 9pm.

So this is exciting for me.  And yes my life is so boring living alone that listening to loud girls having sex is exciting for me lol.  Quiet ok.  Being a Mistress is a very lonely thing.

What’s funny to me is that I have been super horny only 2 times the past year.

The first was with my fitness trainer the night I slept over at her condo.  And did nothing &%%^%%$%$##&**  F*ck.

Now hearing people have sex 3 times in one day made me the same level of horny.

Then I thought that maybe I need sex?  Maybe that is why I got so horny both times?

But I cannot.  If I am going to have sex … I have to dominate the man. Grab his neck , slap his face , tie him up so he cannot move at all.  Sex has to be like that now.  Awful for him.  Fun for me.

I can’t have normal sex again.

I can’t explain it to you either.  If you were a Mistress for 8 very long years you would understand.  I think if you absolutely had to be submissive every time you were with a girl for 8 or more years … it would then be hard for you to act dominant … you think?

Well it is like that with me.  I dominate men.  Every day.  For almost a decade now.  So when I have sex with a man I have to not just be in control but I have to make him fear for his life almost lol.

The last guy I had sex with said “I’m going to cum” when I was still 3-4 minutes from cumming.

I face slapped him over and over and over … harder and harder each time.  I think I slapped him about 100 times in a row.

And he couldn’t cum because he was in more and more pain.

Then I grabbed him by his throat and rode his throat until I came.  When I jumped off him he was gasping for air and coughing.

I turned to him and said “don’t ever tell me you’re going to cum before me.  Ever.”

And he said “yes, Mistress.  Sorry.”

I knew after having sex like that I couldn’t have normal sex again.

 

online-mistress-wael

 

 

April 23rd, 2022

So I’m back up to $1500 in my Amazon Gift Card account now.  🙁

Why the sad face then?

Because I can’t think of anything to buy.  Am I so old now that I have everything I need?

Huge tv.  Check.  Noise cancelling headphones for the tv.  Yes.  Not 1 computer but 2 computers.  Garmin fitness watch?  Yes.  Garmin scale to prove to me that I cannot lose weight?  lol yes.

Biggest monitor in Thailand?  Yes.  Computer chair?  Uh huh.  Face sitting chair too?  Yup.

New chastity?  Just got it last month.  Kettlebells for fitness?  Yes.  VR that I don’t use now?  Check.  Galaxy 10 phone?  Have it.  Tablet?  Yup.  Super expensive 4k camera?  Got it a long time ago.  Lighting equipment for my shoots?  Have it.  Sigh.

Every single thing I can look at on Amazon … I have.

The only thing I don’t have yet is a house.  That’s all I’m saving for.  It’s going to take 3 more years of saving.  And buying nothing.  But I will get there.

But I’m a girl.  Shopping is in a girl’s dna.  Fuck my whole closet is full of clothes.  On both sides of the closet.  I have to dig for 20 minutes to find something I want to wear.  I don’t need a car or motorcycle.

The only things I want – I have to design myself.  BDSM furniture.  But my condo is already filled with stuff.  There is no more room to put anything else.

For that I need a house.

Once I have that I will spend years and years designing BDSM furniture that I have in my mind.

Let me give you 1 example.  For feeding my slaves I can think of two pieces of furniture I need designed to get the angle right.  Because for filming or feeding … every single piece of furniture I can buy out there is awful.

What I need are two posts that can hold a strong piece of plastic between them.  Can you picture that?  They are about as tall as I am when I am standing up.

In the place where I can slide a comfortable bench up to the plastic there must be a space cut away in the plastic for the slave to kneel from the neck down but still have a head rest so he can not move his head backwards.

So the bench that I am moving into place to push against his neck has to have a semi circle at the end of it to make room for his head.  Otherwise there would be a space between the bench and his head and the wall of plastic.  It has to be a perfect seal with the 3 pieces fitting like a jigsaw puzzle.

Then on each side of his head on the plastic there has to be a cushioned and adjustable mini wall that I can move in and out so his head cannot turn left or right but still feels comfortable.

Below the side head rests there must be clamps to lock his arms with so his arms are outstretched and locked in place.  And at the bottom of the plastic wall there must be 2 more clamps to lock the slave’s legs into place.  Or his feet actually.  At his ankles.

Now.  I am going to lay down on the comfortable bench and slide my ass up to the slaves face.

What I need are two large circles cut into the wall that are very well padded.  The circles need to be just above the slaves head to the left and right.

In those circles I am going to slide my legs into each one so that my legs are dangling by my knees on the other side.

Now this is the most important thing.  I need an ass opener.

So my idea is this.  At the end of the bench on the left and right side somehow … I need a curved piece of comfortable plastic that curves the same way my ass does.

When I push myself up those last 4 inches so that my ass is pushed into my slave’s mouth I want the plastic to catch my ass cheeks and have the curve spread them a bit so that my asshole has no skin on either side touching her.

I need a camera , like a GoPro dangling above … maybe coming out from the top of the plastic wall and shooting down.

I need a 2nd camera to the side.  The plastic , the bench and the curved plastic pieces have to be dark and matted so they don’t reflect the studio lights at all.

In my opinion … that is the perfect angle to feed from.  The machine would be legendary.

There is no escape at all.  There is no ass skin to interfere with my asshole.  It would be a perfect ass to mouth seal from a position that is very comfortable for me.

The only problem I can imagine is that the seal will be so tight because his head won’t be able to move up or down or left or right … that maybe he will have a very hard time breathing.

If you have a solution for that let me know.

OMG.  Imagine the quality of the feeding !!!  Imagine the view caught on camera !!!

Oh.  I could even have one more camera behind my head or I could be holding it and have it zoomed in on each slave’s eyes.  Just so I could have a close up of the moment of panic they will each experience.

I think the story is in the eyes.  I love watching my videos to see their eyes in slow motion to see the moment of panic.

That’s the first machine.  If I could draw I would sketch it out for you.  Did I explain it well  enough?

 

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April 25th, 2022

I’m watching Desperate Housewives.  I’m at the end of Season 2 and Bree – my favorite – is trying to hide she is an alcoholic.

It’s making me think.  I think I have an addiction too.

I think I’m addicted to watching or listening to other people have sex.  Here’s why.

Since I started my ‘little black digital book’ of girls and ladyboy’s who I can call to do any sexual fantasy asked by any slave of mine … my life and what I see every day has changed a lot.

Yes of course I still have alone time with my slaves 1 on 1 where I do mostly Tease & Denial and other bdsm fetishes.  I had 8 long years of 1 on 1 alone time and I was used to it.

Oh sure.  Sometimes my slave would invite his wife.  Or two girls would come to me for a fantasy.  But not often.  Mostly it was 1 on 1.

But recently no.  Recently I have walked around the bedroom with my spanking crop in my hand giving orders.

It feels like directing a movie.

“Now you” and I spank the slave girl with the long hair.  “You stick your asshole in his nose.”  And she would do it.

And I think … “ok if I was a man what would I really want my Mistress to order next.”

Men are horny.  So I then would say to the ladyboy in the room:  “lift the slave’s legs up in the air and fuck his ass from the edge of the bed.”

And the ladyboy would do it.  My slave would start moaning.

Then I would turn to the 3rd person in the room besides me.  A girl I got from Tulip Massage and I would tell her:  “You!  Lay down on my slave’s stomach and suck his cock while the ladyboy is fucking his ass.”

And she would do it.

Then I would walk around the bed with my spanking crop and start making everybody do everything they are doing but harder.

I would spank the ladyboy’s ass with my crop.  “Harder.  Fuck him harder.”

My slave would moan very load.  But that would make me mad because it meant the girl wasn’t sitting hard enough on his nose.  So I would walk around and spank her next.  “Sit harder.”  or “I don’t want to hear him moan , don’t let him breathe.”

And my slave would be sreaming into her asshole as the ladyboy fucked harder and harder.

Then I would slap down with my crop on the slave’s stomach … right behind the head of the girl sucking his cock.

“Don’t fucking cum , you understand?”

Again he would scream into the girl’s asshole.

But then once everybody was working hard I would sit in the very comfortable hotel room chair beside the tv and watch.

They all wanted to go home.  And they knew if they could make him cum that it would be over soon.   So they all worked harder and harder.

But my slave knew he would be punished if he came.

So it was like watching a sports game where you don’t know who will win.

The room would get louder and louder from grunting and moaning.  And the louder it would get the more horny I would get.  But I cannot show it.  I have to act 100% like I am just watching and in total control.  But inside me I am burning.

What I am explaining to you happened last week.  4 times.

Different games.  Different slaves.  Different positions.  But I got to spy 4 times in one week.

2 times the week before that.

1 time 3 weeks ago.  Things are getting busier and busier every week now.

But then I had time off.  Four days now.  And the first 2 days with the black guy moving in on my floor and fucking a different girl every night made me so excited.

I would walk the hall all night long right outside his door listening to the girl getting fucked hard in the room.  Part of me wanted to knock on the door and direct him on how to fuck her harder.

Now for 2 days though I have no idea where he went.  Not home.  Even the tall foreigner at the end of the hall is by himself or not home lately.

So for 2 days there has been no noise in the halls at all.  Nothing.  I have nothing to organize in real life too.  Not until the middle of this week.

Lonely.  I have felt very sad and lonely for the last 2 days now.  I am trying to find something to do.  Some excitement.  But I feel maybe like how an addict feels when they have withdrawal.

I go out my door one time every hour to walk the hall and when I open my door I always think I hear moaning.  But it is just a noise on somebody’s tv that my brain makes me think it is moaning.

So what I think is that now that I am so busy … and add to that the black guy fucking girls every night … I got surrounded by sex 24/7 for 3 weeks in a row.  I got addicted.

I am sitting here today texting to the slave who is going to see me Thursday.  Its like sex chat.  I am telling him all my fantasies about what I am going to organize for him.  I find myself counting the minutes until Thursday.

And its only fucking Monday.

Do they have Mistress’s Anonymous?  I should join lol.

 

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April 25th, 2022

3 bullets in the gun !!! 3 bullets in the gun !!! He’s back. Black guy is back !!!

I just took the laundry down and saw him. OMG I fucked up right away too. First thing I said when I got to the machines and saw him as I came around the corner was “oh , you’re back.” Fuck me. Why did I say that?

He said “yeah” only but looked at me weird like he was thinking – how did you know I was gone for 3 days? He didn’t say it but I know he was thinking it. Or is it my imagination? I almost wanted to say “So where is your girlfriend , is she coming tonight?” (or should I say cumming? lol)

Also, the tall foreigner at the end of the hall has a girl over. And the guy who had 3 girls in his room 2 nights ago (but slept) has just 1 over but at least it will make “exercising” in the halls fun tonight.

Rainy (Mistress Jaa) fed her slave her chocolate pudding tonight. I don’t enjoy having competition in my fetish field. So I’m going to take all night and write a hot story for our website jaa4u

Ok let me go do emails. There are only 5 of them. 4 for Rainy and only 1 for me. It’s because I have been coasting this week. You can never coast in this job.

For an example look at my Yezzclips store. I uploaded only 2 videos, both at the beginning of the month and sales picked up. Every week since then I sold less and less because I didn’t upload anything new.

Well I didn’t have time. So my video sales this month will only hit 1k in usd.

There are two potential vip’s in Bangkok. Potential meaning they are very wealthy. But I haven’t “dated” them yet. One is inviting me to Monaco.

Oh that reminds me. Singapore.

It is getting closer and closer to when I feel it will be safe to travel to Singapore for a long weekend or a week.

I don’t feel the same about a Hong Kong trip yet though. My thoughts are only on Singapore.

Because I know a lot of my followers are in Singapore. So it is important I get there.

I follow in my Thai groups all the things that are really happening with travel. One of those groups is open right now on my tablet and they are voice chatting about their experiences.

Some are still having small problems. Like … if you by accident come back to Bangkok and test positive , even if you are coming for vacation and are not Thai , they will take you to stay 10 days in a place you don’t want to stay at.

So yes they are dropping the testing rules. Yes they are trying to make it easier to travel. But it’s not there yet. Know what I mean?

I think if I give it 3 or maybe 4 more months it could be much safer to travel without me having to worry about what happens if somebody beside me on the plane causes me to test positive.

I have 3 jabs of Moderna. My 4th is in 3 months. I’m not worried about that.

I’m worried about having to sit in a room and not be able to post anywhere. Like I said … I relaxed for just 1 week and already things are less busy than they were at the beginning of April.

Imagine if I disappeared for 10 days. And add 3-4 more days for my trip. So it would look like I disappeared for 2 weeks.

I can’t let that happen. So that is why I am being careful.

Now excuse me please. It is almost 11pm. Time to umm … “exercise” in the halls.

And yes … I will bring my phone with the voice recording app open so you can umm … listen to me “exercising” lol.

 

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April 27th, 2022

The Ultimate Humiliation

R.I.P my secret massage shop that I have been using for humiliation on soi 22 for the longest time.  It’s gone.  Replaced by a 7Eleven 🙁

That’s 2 of our favorite shops that Mistress Jaa and I used for special fetish ideas that nobody could find anywhere else which are now closed.

The first was the ladyboy “hair salon” right on Sukhumvit just before soi 7.  In the front it was a hair salon for sure.  But a lot of our slaves never made it to the salon chair in the front room.  They got taken to the back room.  A dark room beside the bathroom that had only 1 chair and one tiny military bed.  The chair was never used for hair cuts.  The bed was never used for sleeping.

That’s where 3 or sometimes 4 and one time 5 ladyboy’s who were controlled by Mistress Jaa (mostly because I was new back then) would push any slave we brought there way past any of his limits.

When they closed that building we lost all the sound proofing foam we had bought to cover the walls.  Sad.  Mistress Jaa called it the ‘room of muffled screams’ lol.

But that was her room really.  Her discovery.  Mine was on soi 22.

I didn’t find it myself though.  I found the massage shop from a shy slave who told me a story about the place from a time he went there to get a ball massage.

One time when I was doing a Tease & Denial session with this shy slave he said to me “you are really pretty” and I said back to him “Mistress Jaa is pretty , I just have better talented hands.”

And he said to me “Compared to my last massage, you are a supermodel …. trust me.”

“If I am a supermodel , she must have been super ugly then” is all I could think of to say back to him.

Then I saw him shake his head and roll his eyes.  “I don’t want to talk about it” he said so quietly like he didn’t even want me to hear him say it.

I grabbed all the skin on his balls , pulled it down so I could grab more and when I did I twisted it all the way around so far that he started to turn on the bed the same way to stop the pain.

“No.  Tell me.  I want to know.”

And after he said “ok ok ok ok let go” I untwisted enough to let him tell me what had happened to him.

And so he told me about how he went into the very last massage shop on the left side of soi 22 , just past the Japanese private bars that were there at the time.

He asked the girl at the desk for a 1 hour ball massage tease.  But his mistake was that he was too polite.  When the manager lined up the girls for him to choose he said “it’s ok , you choose for me” because he thought it was rude to choose a girl.

That doesn’t make sense to me.  He was ok to go into a ball massage shop to get a testicle massage but … he was too shy to choose the prettiest girl to do that for him?  Strange.

So he got what he deserved.  In my opinion.

The manager took him to the massage room and told him to shower and lay down on the massage table after.

Ok.  Let me stop the story there.

After he finished telling me the story about what happened after that … I went to the same massage shop to talk to the manager.  Because I had an idea.  I wanted to make a business deal so that I could bring my slaves there one by one and the manager would know exactly what I wanted every time I went there.

Let me give you some advice.

Thai’s help Thai’s.  It’s what we do.  We are taught to be helpful.  Especially to those crippled or older or to someone pregnant or to a monk.

When you go to a massage shop.  Choose the girl you want.  Same for a sex shop.  Order the best steak on the menu.

Or … for sure you will get the worst steak on the menu.

Fast forward.

Back when I was just starting my ideas of finding sexy fantasies for slaves to play out in real life for them … this was my very first idea.

The very next slave I was spending an evening with after the shy guy , he had told me he wanted humiliation.  Public humiliation if possible.

When somebody asks for humiliation usually they imagine everybody laughing at him.  His ears turn red.  He has to look at the floor because he is so embarrassed.  He has the feeling like he really wants to get the fuck out of whatever place his Mistress has brought him to.

And I thought … it would be even more lovely if he had all those feelings without anybody laughing at him out loud.  What if all the laughing was silent?  And that silent laughing could feel 100 x stronger than loud laughing?

I took my next slave to the same ball massage shop.  I even phoned ahead to tell the manager I was coming so she would know what to do.

He was about 45.  From Vancouver.  Super submissive shy guy.  Stocky strong guy.  Big thick cut cock on him though.  So thick that the reason he came to me often was because I was the only Mistress who could do Tease & Denial good enough to keep him hard.  He had a problem staying hard.  He could get hard no problem.  Just could not stay hard.  I think his thick cock made it difficult for him.

But as you know … there is nobody better at teasing than me.  Or well , so I thought.

We went into the massage shop and I told the slave to order a ball massage for an hour.

Instead of lining the girls up she turned and ordered the prettiest girl to take him upstairs to the room.  I followed.

The girl told him to shower and lay down on the table.  When he did I began to tie his hands and legs to the massage table so he could not get up and leave.

That’s exactly the reason I told him I was tying him to the table too when he asked me.

“Why would I leave?” he laughed.

“I don’t know. Why would you?” I said.

I sat down in the corner of the dark room and waited.  5 minutes later the masseuse walked in.

She was the mother of the old manager at the front desk.  75 yrs old but she looked 85.

“What the fuck” the slave said.

He said that again when the old grandmother started putting oil on her hand.

He changed his words to “no , no fucking way , no fuck no” when she started stroking his dick.  He even shuddered.

You see.  It was the grandmother who had massaged my shy slave the week before when he told me about her.

Only thing is.  When the slave told me about the story he told me that the thing that made him the most shy about that hour is that she made him cum like nobody has ever made him cum in his life.  So much so that when he tried to walk down soi 22 after the 1 hour his knees were bent inward and trembled with every step.

So I went and asked the manager why the grandmother was so good and if she would like to make a lot of extra money.

You see, it was the grandmother who was playing with American soldiers cocks back when American’s were in Pattaya for the war.  That was when she was much much younger.  After the war was over she had opened her own massage shop in Pattaya on soi 6.  She joked with me that she had made over 10,000 soldiers cum and that they all came to see her because she was the best in the city back then.

When they moved to Bangkok it was her daughter that opened the ball massage shop on soi 22.  But she was too old to get chosen any more.  The joke of the shop has always been that any customer that doesn’t have the balls to choose the sexy girl they want … always gets the grandmother.

So what’s worse than a 75 yr old grandmother stroking your cock?

Why a 75 yr old grandmother who really knows what she’s doing while stroking your cock.

My slave found that out right away.  He started to get hard.  Then he got really hard as I watched her press her thumb into the spot below the head of the cock and just make tiny circles.

But when her other hand went down to grab his balls, that is when he had to close his eyes and wish it was somebody else in his dreams that was driving him crazy.

At that point I got up out of my chair to see what she was doing.  This is where I learned my “secret” testicle technique.  It’s her secret , not mine.  But I use it every time.

With her thumb and 4 other fingers but not her ‘fuck you’ middle finger she was stroking the skin of his balls.  Just pulling the skin down over and over again like she was stretching out bread dough.

The middle finger was playing over his asshole though.  And that I think is what was making him moan and beg her to stop.

“Please don’t.  Please don’t.  Please stop.”  he was almost crying when he said it.  See this is why I tied his hands and feet.  For sure he would have used his hands to make her stop.  But with his hands tied he had no way out.

She played with him like that for 50 minutes.  She didn’t have to change anything.  Just the speed.  Every time he got close to cummming she would slow down super slow so he couldn’t orgasm.

Then she would speed up again.  Same thing.  Thumb under the cock head pushing.  4 fingers pulling the skin of his balls.  The palm of her right hand  pressing and making small circles on his balls and her middle finger massaging his anus.

His knees started shaking in the last 10 minutes.  I saw it.  But I couldn’t believe it.  They first started quivering.  Then they started trembling.  Then shaking.  And in the last 5 minutes they were convulsing.

It was like he had no control of his muscles from his hips down to his toes.  He was twitching and shaking and crying the whole time.  For one hour he kept saying “please stop.  oh fuck my life.  please stop.”

But she didn’t.  No she didn’t stop at all.  For 1 hour this grandmother didn’t get tired or lose her focus even for one second.  It was like she was milking a bomb to explode.

When she dipped her finger into his asshole and stroked his prostate he screamed “oh my god no” and his hips came way off the bed.  I mean … way off the bed.  Like in The Exorcist when the girl floated over the bed.

Only then did the grandmother start pumping the cock with her left hand.  With her right hand she started to finger fuck him very hard.

But what was so cool was how she made him cum. She did this thing that I still cannot do yet.

With her finger still in his asshole with the heel of her hand she pushed into his prostate so hard that he moved down the bed a little bit. She is 75 years old and I still wonder how an old lady like that pushed a slave down the bed.

She pushed his red balls up over his cock so that her left hand and right hand were together almost like they were tied. Then her baby finger wrapped around the bottom of his balls and she squeezed his cock hard.

The cum went over his head. All of it. Not even close to his hair either. I mean … way the fuck over his head. The first three shots anyways. Shot 4 hit his mouth. Shot 5 hit his chest. Shot 6 hit his belly button.

Then she held it there like that for 1 minute while the rest of the clear cum leaked out and onto his pubic hair.

The grandmother said in Thai “puut taa” loudly like she was mad. It means ‘open your eyes.’

“She wants you to look at her” I said standing beside her.

He did. And when he did she spoke English to him and said “say thank you.”

My slave cried the words “thank you.”

She turned to leave and politely in Thai I told her to please wait one moment.

I turned to my slave and told him to quickly get dressed and follow the grandmother down the stairs. No shower, no wiping himself off with a towel. He had to get dressed over the cum on his chin, chest and stomach.

The stairs at that old massage shop are steep. Very steep. When you go down to the 3rd step from the top you can see all the girls at the shop sitting in chairs at the bottom.

They were all looking at the grandmother coming down the stairs first … and without my help at all.

Then they saw my slave. His knees shaking. Two hands holding the railing to stop him from falling because his legs had no power.

Each step down he looked like a baby deer that was just born trying to walk for the first time.

Only this baby deer had cum all over his neck and shirt. It had dripped down onto his shirt.

The girls began to chuckle. Then they began to laugh. Finally they all stood up and pointed at him and laughed as hard as they could while he ran for the front door.

Actually they didn’t.

In reality they all sat there politely. Some smiled. But none laughed.

However, what I wrote is exactly what my slave told me he heard later that night. He was sure he heard them all laughing at him. He was positive everybody on soi 22 was staring at him as he tried to stumble down the street with his knees touching each other and his balls throbbing.

But it was all in his mind. I was beside him. Nobody was looking at him at all.

The humiliation had fucked with his brain so much that he was hallucinating everybody laughing at him.

That’s exactly what I had hoped for. Only, I had no idea the effect could be that strong.

To this day he still emails me and gives me sh(t about making that memory for him. He can’t get the memory out of his brain he says to me every time. He tries and tries to forget. But how can you forget what happened when a grandmother who looks like she’s 85 gave you the hardest orgasm of your life?

Since then I have used that grandmother about twenty times. But then covid hit and I hadn’t even gone back to soi 22 until yesterday.

Seeing that shop closed down was the saddest I have felt since the pandemic started. So many of my perfect humiliation memories happened the exact same way over and over again in that shop.

Only to be replaced by yet another fucking 7Eleven store.

 

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April 28th, 2022

The good news is I’ve lost 2kg walking the halls all night long trying to get proof of how loud that girl is when the black guy fucks her.

The better news is …. I finally was able to record it.  So now you can hear as well what has been driving me crazy all week.

But the best news is , or maybe the funniest news … the condo beside them is occupied by the condo manager.  She is about 40 maybe.  Or 38?  About that.

Now Thai people hate black people.  And Arabic 🙁  I saw them kick the Arabic guy out in the middle of the night because of all his smoking , that was last yr.

So I thought maybe she might kick the black guy out.  That is what I thought happened when I didn’t see him for 3 days.

But no.  She will never kick him out.  Want to know how I know this?

Because when I was recording them having sex I heard a noise that I edited out of this clip.

I quickly put away my phone and tip toed back to my bedroom to put the phone away.  My sister can call at any time day or night.  So I was so scared she would call when I was outside their door.

When I walked back to hear some more … I heard something else.

The condo manager was playing with her pussy and her vibrator listening to the black guy fuck the girl through the wall.  I had to put my ear to the door to hear it.  Yes I’m bad lol.  But I need to know everything.  I’m your reporter ok.  Good reporters have to do naughty things sometimes.

I was laughing.  I have been living here now for 8 very long years.  She has never had a boyfriend.  So I don’t think she has ever had sex since I moved here.  It’s funny to me that she uses them having sex to allow her to cum.

I’m sad that the tall strong foreigner guy at the end of the hall moved out.  He moved out this morning.  I caught them having sex yesterday.  That was the 2nd time.  But the sound … if I recorded it for you would not sound as sexy.

It would sound like the bed smashing against the wall.  I think he thinks sex is about breaking the wall with the bed.  She moans but its not a sexy moan.  It’s more like a “please let this be over soon” moan.

I know because that’s the same moan I did everytime my ex husband wanted to fuck me.  Thai men are the worst at sex.  Its so fucking boring.

Anyways.  My reporting on that is done.  I don’t want to get caught lol.

Hopefully I can film this week now.  I have nothing on the calendar.  Anything I had on the calendar for this week has disappeared.  The calendar is all green for Rainy this week.

Monday she fed her slave her chocolate pudding for 20,000 baht.  It’s the most expensive chocolate pudding in the world I think.

Her blog story about how she fed her chocolate pudding will be on the jaa4u blog today.  I know she’s writing it tonight.  She’s still up trying to get it done.

I have nothing to write about yet.  Maybe I’ll knock on that black guy’s door with my whip in my hand , and see how loud I can make HIM scream.

Now that would be a story !!

 

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That’s it for al the story posts I sent out to all my subscribers in April.  There were many more posts.  But they were not femdom stories , just me talking about what I was doing and how I was feeling every day.  Like a diary.

If you would like to see me practice my writing and get my daily diary sent to you then I suppose you can subscribe to my onlyfans

But they really control what kind of videos I can load there.  So I  only load my most safe femdom videos with my posts … and even then some of those get deleted with the stories I write.  ><

Loyalfans has no problem with any of the videos that I load as long as I don’t load the human toilet slavery ones.

But Loyalfans has a much shorter space for writing than onlyfans.  It’s the only reason I am still keeping my onlyfans honestly.  It lets me write as long as I want.

I don’t write.  I dictate into my phone.  Google does everything for me.

 

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