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introspection

Who am I? That’s not a rhetorical question for you,  its a self-reflective inquisition of myself. If I look at the bright side of things – and god knows that’s been hard to do this month – I could step back and say that I’m just maturing from the mid 20’s girl I was when I started writing for this site to the “not quite” mid 30’s woman I am now , and with time has come a decade of change that makes me wince at who I was , right up to about a year ago. Now some might say it took this cancer in my chest to bring about change but in truth its been this whole last …

tearsintherain

I’m trying  to  figure out why  it’s been  so damn  hard to  write this  story , after all,  I’ve  been at it  all day , and this  is the  umpteenth retake.  So around 5pm , out of  total  frustration,  I went outside  on  the balcony and had a good  conversation with my  cactus plant as I usually do when things are feeling a  bit overwehelming.   Sitting there from late afternoon to mid evening with my plant coddled between my knees , watching the day turn to night ,  I kind of got some clarity on just why  it’s always been hard to  write about something other than the crazy fun sessions that I do every month. There’s always been this  …

Sexy Mistress Wael bdsm femdom jaa4u bangkok

3 months.  0 sessions.  And I am still alive.  Wow. Not only that … I feel better and stronger and way more sexy than me in March. In March I was 65 kg.   Today I hit 59kg  …  yes down 6kg. Why?  How?   I learned a new English word lately … budget.  How to budget 500 baht to last one month for food.  Actually I learn a lot of new english word lately and it really fuck up my Thai. 2 example. Yesterday I went to buy mint from across the street the girl sale all the vegetebles on her cart.  I had no idea anymore how to say mint in Thai.   I kept saying “mint,  mint,  mint”  to …

t-1000 spy app

Sorry for not posting  for a while,  given where I live though, I must be careful about what I say as free speech is something of a misnomer here in times of duress. No doubt, as like you, I’ve had a few  hundred  thoughts pass through my mind , all of which  are worthy of prose.   However if I did use  this platform to write  about just my thoughts in the  absense of bdsm sessions it  wouldn’t have the FemDom / Mistress’s thoughts balance that Jaa and I  have maintained  over the past decade. But I’m getting an uptick in  the  number of “what’s it like over there, things changing?” kinds of  emails , so let me just brief you …