3 months. 0 sessions. And I am still alive. Wow.
Not only that … I feel better and stronger and way more sexy than me in March.
In March I was 65 kg. Today I hit 59kg … yes down 6kg.
Yesterday I went to buy mint from across the street the girl sale all the vegetebles on her cart. I had no idea anymore how to say mint in Thai. I kept saying “mint, mint, mint” to her and try to make the English word sound Thai.
Then this morning I took the garbage to the bin and I trip on the hose the security man use to spray the plant. I say to him “oh my gosh I am so sorry” and he look at me like I’m alien.
I should say “khaw tot” but I never do now.
Everything I say I say in English now because I stay alone for 3 months in my room and only watch Netflix and PodCasts and never listen to Thai.
Maybe I will forget Thai soon? Possible?
2 word. Intermittent Fasting.
I eat 1 time 1 day only at 1pm. And right now I try extend to 72 hour IF. Money i can save if I eat 1 time every 3 days is better by 33%.
I cut rice from my diet. I order a lot of fried chicken and Durian. At 1pm I eat until full and done until 1 day pass.
Imagine that. Can eat very spicy Korean style fried chicken and lose weight.
Maybe because 9pm-11pm every night I exercise around the condo. 16kg kettlebell – I carry that when I walk. I lift it. I pull it. If I could I would shit on it too because I hate it so much.
But when I wake up I look in the mirror … and I love my kettlebell … because I have more curve than yesterday 🙂
Ya my life is like that. And I am learning.
Lately I watch everything about Elon Musk. He inspire me.
In fact … my idea for my video store on this site come from the first 5 minutes of the podcast … from how many people buy his flamethrower …
I thought … if he can sell hat and a flamethrower and make 1 million … I can sale my videos and maybe survive a 4 month lockdown.
And it work!
Until P_yP_l close my account. And then my sister account. In 1 day.
So now all my video sales money is in Amazon gift card … but our airport is closed … so cannot buy anything.
That made me study bitcoin and now I have bitcoin wallet and will put 1 option to pay with bitcoin for the videos.
Now I am thinking … Elon sells more than 1 thing in his store. I can do too.
So now this month I design Mistress Wael bdsm hats and tshirt and underwear. Should be ready for July to sale.
Maybe a femdom flamethrower too. Teach me how to make … I will sale.
Thing is. Covid or no Covid. I change a lot this year. I get smart.
I mean … I m not smart like you. But compare to me who I was before. Yes I am much smarter than me 2 year ago.
And I feel frustrate. Because I video call to my 2 daughter and try to teach both … try to change them … open their eye … teach 1 word of english every night. Teach them about NeuroLink … about technology.
But they don’t want to know. Don’t want to learn.
And when that happen and I feel frustrate … I see myself how I was like that at 14yo.
I try to chat with my girlfriends and cannot now. They want to talk about everything basic and I want to talk about technology.
So I start now to understand what your head mistress tallk about … how we separate from basic level but not at your level … we caught in between. And that make us feel isolate. Yes I get it now.
That is why I cannot wait for sessions to start again. I feel I can be much better than 4 months ago.
You know something?
I never stop to dream about femdom and bdsm. I have Mistress dreams every night.
Last night I dream about control a man and his wife … in their home … in France!! I taught her how to be a Mistress and we sex torture her husband every day when he come home from work.
I woke up this morning and my pussy was so wet.
I did buy 1 thing from my Amazon money. Civilization 6 game. Because I saw on Facebook a group for it in Thai and made me want to try.
All my city has a bdsm name.
Fort Ballbreaker. BDSM City. Town of Men with Small Dicks. HumiliationVille.
But I lose every game. Just like my Jiu Jitsu … I am too nice. I want world peace but everybody make war and attack me.
So now I play Canada so nobody can war with me. I will make world peace!!
Ok that is my update. I cannot wait to Tease you again very soon.
SMS me anytime please. I love to talk with everybody. It keeps me company.
I still believe not until my birthday August 15 will everything start to be normal.
When sports comes back and I can watch hockey again … then I feel people will relax and start to remember to enjoy life.
And why? Because I think no sports. Sports is like the pill to make everybody calm down.
… and I am like the pill you take to get excited.
Don’t worry. Both pills coming after August 🙂