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go to hell

As life ebbs , terrible vistas of emptiness reveal themselves. Indefatigable purpose sees me through this abyss like a droning lighthouse beam beckoning the way through a persistent perilous fog.  A single slice of cake sits before me in this food court as hollow as the midnight sea, bereft of character , as befitting as anything in this dull country of disillusionment. Hark the herald angels sing , glory to  ….   me , I’ll soon be leaving. So I close my eyes and make a wish upon my cumpleaños , a one way ticket out of this place for hell is empty – all the devils are here.  I’m an angel among  these diseased degenerates, their putrid stench clings …

Despair  |  A Trap Makers Machination

A moment of valor shines brightest , against the backdrop of despair. Tired of men kicking and thrashing their legs vehemently , I thought long and hard about devising a situation which would create quite a conundrum for the submissive man teased to the brink of insanity and wanting to protest with violent twitching. Hmm , curious is the trap makers art , her efficacy unwitnessed by her own eyes. For in front of me last night , lay bound and gagged , my first victim of such maniacal imaginations.  Men are always curious when I begin to bind them , at first unbelieving that ropes can indeed restrain them wholly , and then perplexed when self witnessed there is …

Tease & Denial | One Finger Ruined Orgasm

There is no slow season when it comes to being horny, Tease & Denial is in demand 365 days a year.  That being said , I’m going to take a break for the month of July and pass the majority of my sessions to Mistress Wael.  Those of you “in the loop” know what’s happening in July for me and ya I’m fucking stoked about it , so much so that I’ve become a gym rat since the favorable results of my biopsy in order to look smoking hot for it. That doesn’t mean I haven’t been seeing my fair share of movies as well , I have of course seen every movie being shown at Terminal 21 , and …

wonder woman

So my email is overwhelming me with nice folks concerned about what the results of the biopsy were.  I’m ever so pleased to say that although I do have an abnormal cell cluster in my stomach the chances of it becoming cancerous are very small and furthermore, the doctor said with simple treatment the body should be able to get rid of it inside of a year and a half. Upon hearing the news I felt numb , well actually I felt numb the entire day right up until I saw the doctor in her office , but after weeks of expecting the absolute worst sort of news my body took the happy result in stride.  That is until I …

pre cooked balls

One of my favorite things to do when it comes to Tease & Denial sessions is to work with Wael in a double mistress session that covers both the afternoon and evening , using a method that we call Pre cooking the balls.  Let me explain. To me, there ‘s nothing better than teasing a guy for a full two hours and sending him out my door with no orgasm whatsoever , just a very leaky cock.  The enjoyment comes from the text messages soon thereafter where the test subject will lament the aching gnawing pain in his balls , so much so that at times it’s been reported that walking is even hard to do.  So what the double …