Don’t worry i ask that to myself 1 million times already. I have to talk to myself about that 1 million times so my brain can make a answer for me.
My mistake before is i run from my mom house so fast i don’t think really about why what is good about a condo. Now i have a answer…nothing. This place where i stay is not private … everybody can see me and i know already everybody talk about me no good. What make me so mad is i know before i come here i will hate to stay in a condo but i have no choice remember? August 21 iand that take me 1 week to so fast this condo because somebody help me find this place for me. And Sept 1 i … so 10 days to get out from that house i don’t think what i am doing.
Honest i think that is a amazing idea … how many in the world like bdsm … a lot … and where can you play and stay same time? No place really … my bed & breakfast & bdsm place will be cool for sure. I have somebody to help me make the dungeon too he make a dungeon before so not a dream ok … i say i will do it …i do it.
So for Bangkok dungeon i have 2 things i can choose. One is my control one is not my control.
One i cannot say anything … but if it happen will happen Feb or March … i will have a place to play with you fast. This is not my control so i don’t want to talk too much about it ok.
Two depend on one. Mean what? … if i have a Bangkok dungeon already i will move to a new place but my Bangkok dungeon will be there. If no … i will move from here when August will come because i want to pay for rent for a house. And from there i will make a dungeon my style … sexy not scary with many machine perfect for how to tease you. You know my fantasy for that ya? My fantasy for my dungeon is i like to put you from a chain from the roof in my dungeon and play with you under you … or over you if i want your bum
Look at that lol … i get wet from just think about every style i can have sex with you with my strap on if i have a chain and a machine for that. That is my fantasy number 2 because what make me wet the most from every bdsm session is i get to fuck you in your ass. Sorry to be rude you know my blog i never do a bad word often … but one thing i love is to fuck you with my strap on. Not kidding ok i get so wet from that always.
So i put that in my blog so you can see again … i say it i will do it.
Next i know that is crazy … but i probably will put a ad for a beautiful mistress to come live with me. I am bored to ask every bar girl about bdsm … nobody have a brain. And who have a brain have money already so i know she will say no already.
Ok that is my idea. One finish my book … two make a dungeon … three open b&b&b … and four find the second most beautiful mistress in the world.
I need four numbers …1…2…3…4… to be number 1.