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outside the box

So five years ago I was sitting in my improv class in Toronto, 14 of us from all over the world thrown together in a 12 x 12 room, casting aside our language social and financial barriers and choosing instead kinship based on imagination and personality.  Whatever the demon is, for me it was trying to communicate in English, there is no better remedy than to act as stupidly as possible in front of complete strangers and then return their applause when they try to outdo my acts of foolishness.  The lesson i learned in those 16 weeks was not how to act, and certainly not how to communicate verbally but to realize that some people live their lives constantly thinking …

Death Defying Dering Do

March 20, 2010 To Whom it May Concern ; After an appropriate period of deliberation, I have come to the decision to tender my resignation from this workplace, effective immediately. Please know that I still maintain a high level of respect for you as a supervisor and a manager, and I thank you sincerely for the support and assistance you have offered me in each of those roles.  I have been proud to work for this design shop over the past year, it has been a journey that has provided me an unparalleled foundation to move forward to new and exciting opportunities. To that end, I have decided to become a professional pirate.  It has always been a dream of mine …

brundleJaa

Jaa: What’s there to take? The experiment has just revealed its purpose. We don’t have to worry about contagion anymore… I know what this femdom lifestyle wants. Ronnie: What does it want? Jaa: It wants to… turn me into something else. That’s not too terrible is it? Most people would give anything to be turned into something else. Ronnie: Turned into what? Jaa: Whaddaya think?  Immortally beautiful?  Am I becoming a 28 yo goddess?  No, I’m becoming something that never existed before. I’m becoming… Not-Jaa.   Heh.  Don’t you think that’s worth a Nobel Prize or two? Ronnie: I don’t know what you’re trying to say. Jaa: I’m saying… I’m saying I – I’m a woman who dreamt she was a mistress and loved it. …

Weddings, Pearls, and Men

This is my second wedding i’m attending, last one for a while unless i have my wedding to come.  I guess i should find somebody to ask me first lol … so who want’s to marry me?  haha 555  You think you are the pearl in the ocean for me?  Trouble with that is if you want to marry me you have to be my friend first and to be my friend i have to trust you and the trouble with trusting you is … you are a man.  Every time i trust somebody, they show me why i shouldn’t.  Time and time again.  The guys who want to date me get my Line id.  The guys who want seductive tease …

i'm done

I think i’m done. In my last session I got up and started cleaning the condo and I just leave her to do the session by herself.  I had a moment in my brain when my brain said “i cannot do this anymore”. This life is 100% in.  Or 100% out. You see the photo?  That is me innocent 10 years ago.  100% Jaa who I am.  Who I was. I think each time I change between Jaa and Mistress Jaa i lose a little bit of Jaa. The more I am Jaa and have to come back to be Mistress Jaa … the more % i lose.  Understand? Drama? No it is a real feel. I have a new chapter …

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Wanna survive the next Zombie Apocalypse?  Then you need a good bdsm mistress at your side, or to hide behind.  There are plenty of reasons why I am essential to your survival, but here are my top 8 …   1.  Weapons! Weapons! Weapons! I have weapons aplenty in my bdsm bedroom.  I’ll let you dildo slap a zombie to death, i’m going with my whip, cane or crop instead.  Or maybe i’ll put the thing in chastity and cuckhold it for fun. 2. You Get a Kick Ass Partner! Horny men act like zombies anyways so it’s not much of a reach to go from teasing a dude to teasing a walking corpse.  Just, instead of denying the orgasm i’ll …

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After 3 jiu jitsu – wrestling – fighting sessions this week i needed a day off today.  Both from sessions and writing.  So chilled at the pool with my friend, hit a friends wedding, went shopping and basically did nothing but rest the rest of the evening. Listen if you wanna book me this week you have to do it before Friday cuz i’m off next weekend.  Another wedding.  What’s with all my friends getting married suddenly? Wednesday is your best chance for a session.  Every other day is pretty booked and after Thursday night i’m gone til Monday. So i’m gonna sleep early and have something more exciting tomorrow.  I just need a break ok guys        

It’stormy, and i feel hopeless today 🙁 Sometimes I want to stop playing this game.  I feel tired.  Don’t know will win or lose.  You know what I mean?  Sometimes i feel I just lie to myself that I will win.  But who knows.  If I lose I will be the most famous mistress instead of getting back to where I want to go.  So maybe just have to stop fighting it and let it be then.  What will happen is gonna happen. This is nothing like having a period.  When i get my period i’m not exhausted like this, this is like fighting with the storm.  My face shows it.  Sometimes you can see the both sides of me … …

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Men desire what they cannot have. Which is something that can be used against them , and to my advantage. Here’s a very brief example of how I can turn a normal conversation in an SMS … to something that shocks the guy’s mind. See …. Putting the picture of what they desire in their brain to torture them more is very fun. Sanook dee     xx                

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