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law of conservation of matter and sex

The reason you’re gaining weight is because I’m losing it.  Law of Conservation of Matter, it’s gotta go somewhere. I’m reminded of  back when I was, like, 16 and had moved out of the slum village for over a year and discovered KFC enough times that I had grown a cute tummy.   But when I started losing a bunch of weight, my Gay friend who is still my best shopping partner, legitimately got mad at me because that’s how he thought the Law of Conservation of Matter really worked and he was afraid that since we did everything together, he’d end up “absorbing” some of the weight I was losing. Anyways, I lost about 1/8 of my body weight in the following 6 months …

Sub in the Club | Down and Out

What’s happening in the picture?  Let’s see how well you know me.  Am I as wild as you may think I am … Or am I an innocent horror freak who had my evening boringly interrupted?  Below I’ve written two scenarios briefly outlining the events that led up to this moment, one being false and one being the honest truth of how things went down.  Read each of them and cast your vote for which you think is the proper account of things.  I’ll post the result next Friday. Edit:  Down and Out is the true account of events.   The Sub in the Club It’s been a quiet week having only accepted three sessions, two on the Monday and the other on the …

a social experiment

Stunning , beautiful, gorgeous, hot, sexy, goddess-like :  all words guys use to describe me when they see my photos , followed by “better than your photos” when they see me in person.  What’s changed though and what I really hoped would happen as I redesign my website and reconfigure the rules by which I present myself on the web is that I’m attracting session inquiries from very interesting and intellectual gentlemen.   Goddess, Again it was such a pleasure to receive your response…and yes thank you so much for both sets of photos!! You look simply stunning in your vacation pics and you can just imagine the effect the others had!! I feel I am already under your spell …

turkey rose glasses

I understand fully now why Turkish people are so proud of their country, it is truly a wonderful and fascinating place and I feel so lucky to have experienced it.  Is the grass always greener on the other side though? Sitting in the taxi on the way back from the airport this morning, looking out the window blandly at all things familiar I longed for the feeling of wonder and amazement that I had for the past seven days. I was thinking, “you guys can’t possibly look the window at the same things I’m seeing with the same feeling of excitement that I had in Istanbul can you?”  Or maybe you can.  Maybe you don’t focus on the decaying buildings, …

Mistress OS | From DOS to Windows 10

eing a mistress has evolved me faster than five monkeys having butt sex with a fish squirrel evolved you, – you as in men in general.  In fact, if this rate of evolution persists, it’s quite possible that i’ll be the first self-aware artificial intelligence well before google’s robotics division figures out how to stop their robots from walking like Gumby.  Ha, won’t that throw a monkey wrench into Windows 11 if Cortana 2.0 has a mistress personality built into her; “oh ya, i’ll empty your recycle bin bitch , right after you lick my modem first”  haha The speed of my evolution is proven in my photos as Jaa2 3.0 , or the Mistress I am now, looks absolutely nothing like …

Fatal Attraction

” careful with this job, it will eat you slowly until there is nothing left of who you were” those were more or less the words Mistress Jaa told me 2.5 years ago after my first session with her.  At the time I never really understood what she meant, and through those first two years of doing occasional sessions together with her I never gave it much thought and I ended up shelving it in the back of my mind. Until now. When I look in the mirror I see three people looking back at me. I’m the girl that I have to present to my family.  On the days that they’re home that involves waking up at 6am, dressing and leaving …

tunisian bdsm

Where can I get a DeLorean in Bangkok?  Why would I need a DeLorean you ask?  Well, the idea came from this email …   Introduce Yourself : Your name, age, and country: Paul , 17 , Tunisia What are your interests for your session?  Strapon in my ass How Long of a Session would you like?  2 Hours With whom would you like your session with?  Mistress Jaa Pick a Date:   Email:   [email protected]   Wow 17 years old !   Those Tunisians start their kinky fantasies early I guess.  I’m relieved to know they’re all named Paul over in Tunisia , I was worried I’d have trouble pronouncing a Tunisian’s name.  Anyways, I’ve been doing email all morning and this was a …

handle with care

My t-shirts should all say “Warning, BDSM Mistress, handle with care.” The stereotype of Thai girls is that we’re all easy to get into bed, just hint that you have money behind some decent looks and an hour later you’ll be balls deep inside one of us back in your hotel room.   For the most part that’s true, 90% of every girl you see here has a hidden price tag and can be bought from the bargain basement price that a hot restaurant waitress would go for up to the very expensive price you’d pay to take a car show model home with you.  The other 10% are hi-so girls and would rather be found dead than be seen with …

once bitten twice shy, pasaya's isolation story

The Thing , I am Legend , Wall E , Castaway , Alien ; all movies that get to me because they are about the topic that haunts me daily , isolation.  Those movie titles crept into my head today while I sat alone in an Imax theater so big yet so empty that I might as well have been a log floating in an ocean. As the screen came to life with the words “see a movie or be part of one” I pondered the thought that I am part of one already, I’m the star of my own isolation movie.  Who would bother watching it, the plot is so thin. The camera pulls back, revealing an empty coliseum …

The Dungeon of Your Mind

If I was in this for the money i’d see only the 10 guys asking me to shit in their mouths this week, finish all those sessions in less than an hour and deposit 100,000 in my bank.  I can guarantee you that if I did that I’d be leaving this job before December.  I really try instead to focus on enjoying what I do and to choose only the people who i think will help me enjoy sessions. “I want this and this and this and this and this and i want 4 hours” type of emails … I answer them politely still but i am not interested to book a session at all.  If next Sunday comes and I …

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