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Am I Mistress Jaa? How come emails come to you addressed as Mistress Pasaya | jaa4u ? Who the hell is/was Goddess Khaleesa? What’s my real name, truly?   Who knew that choosing a secondary name could be such a challenge?  I sure didn’t. Here’s what I knew back when I was original Mistress Jaa’s understudy so to speak , I definitely had to have my own name even back then when I was acting as her Mistress Trainee. Naively , I used my own name back then  – mostly because she was calling me for sessions so rarely that I never concerned myself with coming with unique name for myself. Then, once she retired and handed jaa4u over to …

Weddings, Pearls, and Men

This is my second wedding i’m attending, last one for a while unless i have my wedding to come.  I guess i should find somebody to ask me first lol … so who want’s to marry me?  haha 555  You think you are the pearl in the ocean for me?  Trouble with that is if you want to marry me you have to be my friend first and to be my friend i have to trust you and the trouble with trusting you is … you are a man.  Every time i trust somebody, they show me why i shouldn’t.  Time and time again.  The guys who want to date me get my Line id.  The guys who want seductive tease …

It’stormy, and i feel hopeless today 🙁 Sometimes I want to stop playing this game.  I feel tired.  Don’t know will win or lose.  You know what I mean?  Sometimes i feel I just lie to myself that I will win.  But who knows.  If I lose I will be the most famous mistress instead of getting back to where I want to go.  So maybe just have to stop fighting it and let it be then.  What will happen is gonna happen. This is nothing like having a period.  When i get my period i’m not exhausted like this, this is like fighting with the storm.  My face shows it.  Sometimes you can see the both sides of me … …

lost in translation

A girl marooned on an island does not feel sorry for the fish she killed because she needs to survive.  Even if she feel sorry for those fish she have to survive. Thailand is about survival if you live here.  You are all trying to get in.  We are trying to get out.  Well, those who know about world wages are 555 I have a university degree in Business and English major and minor.  But born Thai so I must be stupid right?  …   “when I asked you about the ghost writing it is because she writes in English very well so she must use a translating system Sent from my Sprint phone”   Same as i “must” have …

Showered in a Storm

‘Hey baby do you wanna eat some sausage tonight?’ One guy texts me on my Line. ‘Can.. if you can take the pain when i bite it. Lol . i answer him. For one year people are saying in my sessions that I am Jaa’s sister, Jaa’s twin, or a copy of Jaa.  I am a lot of things to her and i respect her because she brought me into this lifestyle but i am not a copy of her.  I am who i am . You know something about a storm?  When Storm coming everything so quiet, no sign but when they come they destroy everything and you can’t stop it ..  my moods are like that . Actually today i have …

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